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Authors note at the end/.

Chapter Two :

Bella POV

It had been Today officially a year two months and ten days. Since they left, since he left me. Now I was one of them a vampire living in Juneau , Alaska with the Denali's .Just now it was different I wasn't as dead (no pun intended) as I had been the last few months of my human life. I had something to live for.

Something he couldn't take. Something to prove that at least for a short amount of time we loved each other. Even if his feelings were just a lie or if they change. I had her Renesme Mary Lillian Carlie Cullen. She was born three months after they left. She grew faster then human but not to fast she looked like a big two year old or a small three year old. She was my life.

"Momma lets go were gonna be late." she called from the door of my bed room.

She was wearing a red dress with a white little belt at the waist long sleeve and a red hood on the back. He bronze ringlets hung lose. Her bright brown eyes pleading. She was an angel...…my angel.

"Ok lets go." I was wearing a red and blouse with black jeans and red heals. My hair was loses and I had some black liner, mascara and lip gloss on. All thanks to my lovely sisters.

As we walk down the stairs I notice the guys bring up boxes and boxes of decorations. Ugh… They were going over board, but anytime I mention it they would say 'its her first Christmas'. I gave up.

"Go and have fun. Call if anything comes up." Carmen said everyone at that moment stop everything to nodded. I knew what they meant if I ran into the Cullen's. It hurt to think of them. And I also knew it was inevitable to see them we would either run it to each other hunting or they would come visit.

"Sure I will. Come on Neisse. Lets go." She was so excited to go it was all she talked about since Elezar brought the news home. We were all going to go but in the end they decide it should be her and I to go this time.

While they would prepare the house and everything for her and for everyone who was coming. After my change I was able to keep in contact with Carlie since he married Sue and was made a Quileute.

He knew everything and he love us he and the rest of the pack were coming up for Christmas . Jake made all this happen he had imprinted on Nessie and help change everything.

Nessie decided she wanted to run to the site. She love to run it was another thing she got from him. When we arrived you could feel the excitement of the kids. Nessie being one of them. That's when the scent hit me it was familiar so it could be them or others. But right now I knew their was no danger and this was about Nessie.

""Momma look their it is. It so pretty. Their going to light it and then Santa's going to give gifts." Nessie told me with a smile that lite up her face.

"Yeah I heard baby girl. Do you think you were good enough to get a gift from Santa." I teased her. I had heard her and Kate talking about it on my way out to hunt last night.

"Well, Aunt Kate help me see if I did things right so that Santa could give me gifts." She answer me.

"Oh did she. Why don't you tell me what you and her came up with." I asked her wanting to know what they had put on the list.

" She said that I always eat the yuck human food when I have to and I hunt when I have to too and I let her dress me. And I go to bed on time."

" Well you are right. But you know you can only tell Santa about going to bed on time and behaving and eating your veggies" I warned her she knew we had to keep our existence a secret.

" Yes momma, I know we have to keep us a secret." She stop talk as if she was thinking of something. Then she continued " Momma can you pick me up?" She asked me with her arms out stretched.

She only did this when she wanted to ask me something that she didn't want everyone to hear.

" Of course honey." I answer and picked her up then she place her hand on my face and asked 'Can I ask you something momma.'

"Of course ask me anything honey the humans can't here us." I answered her.

"Momma is Santa real. Uncle Josh, Uncle Laurent, and Uncle Garret said that he wasn't and then Aunt Tanya, Aunt Ingrid ,and Aunt Kate hit them. And said they were lying. So is he real?" She asked me with true curiosity.

"Of course honey he is real your uncles just don't believe because they don't get anything from him." I answer her. Even in Renee's most flakes moment she always upheld the true mean of holidays for me. As I got older it was that those things became myths. But when I was young she made sure I believed and I would do the same.

"So I can ask him for anything and I get it?" She asked frowning her eyebrows waiting for my answer.

" Yes anything and you'll get it." I answer her. I would give her anything she asked.

" Even to see my daddy." She asked in a timed voice all this time she had never motioned it but I knew deep down eventually she would. I was about to answer when my cell rang. I pick up with out looking.

"Hello."

"Bella honey how are you?" It was my dad he called everyday to check on us. To see what we need and most recently to get Nessie wish list.

"Fine dad. Just brought your granddaughter to see the tree lighting. How are things over their." I asked wanting to make sure they were fine.

"Great everyone's fine. Jacob can't wait for the break to start. Are sure Carmen and Elezer don't mind us all coming up their." Jake had to go back and finish school it was a must. But they were all heading up her to spend Christmas with us.

"No Dad. It fine their excited Carman can't wait to start the cooking with Sue. And the guys are excited to watch the game. And your granddaughter is over the moon." It was the truth everyone was excited to have them here.

"Ok. So have you….um you know." Charlie asked I knew what he wanted to know.

"No dad we haven't heard anything. It only a matter of time though this town isn't that big." I notice my voice change and so did Nessie she just rubbed my check and I smiled at her.

"So did you get me list yet. I have to buy gifts for my granddaughter." Charlie changed the subject.

"Yeah but I'll email to Jake. You can pick. One thing dad do you understand me. Everyone's already going over bored. The house is gong to look like winter wonderland when we get home." I answer with no hope that he would listen.

"Sure honey. I'll let you go send pictures. Let us know when the tickets are sent. Love you honey." Charlie said trying to hide his laughing behind a cough.

"Love you dad." I said the Nessie yelled " Love ya ,Bye Grandpa."

"Love ya honey. Bye." Then we hung up.

When I looked up I saw them all seven of them. Alice spoke first.

"Hi Bella."

AUTHOR'S NOTE:

So I want to taking all the people who review and/or add me to alerts. I would to hear from you it would be cool to hear of what your mind cooked up after this chapter. I also have others stories post if you have any ideas for them let me know. As of now I'm back to writing and posting so any ideas would help. Hope you all had a Merry Christmas…..