2nd CrimeLooks

Brooke woke up by the sound of kids running and screaming. She opened the door and tried to figure out where everyone was. Walking to kitchen she saw him, he was making breakfast.

"Where is everyone?" She asked him. "Oh they wanted to see the rest of California." He smiled at her. "Why didn't you go with them?" Brooke asked and made herself coffee. "I wanted to stay and talk to you." Nathan responded, and Brooke stopped with what she was doing.

Seeing it as the planet stopped Brooke walked out from the kitchen and smiled at Josh and Julia while they played with the toys. Soon you could see Nathan play with Josh and Julia, some would call it perfect family; Brooke called it guilt.

Julia and Josh ate their food, cartoon movies was the next thing in their list to do. The rest hadn't come home yet, and Brooke began to be worried. All of sudden she could feel someone behind her, someone who was now kissing her neck.

"Nathan don't." She begged him but he wouldn't stop. She turned around now they were face to face. He looked at her with so much passion, she wanted him so bad and so did he. "Brooke we can't pretend anymore." Nathan said and gave her another look. Brooke knew this look, she had seen it before.

Flash back.

With the public screaming his name, Nathan Scott was a star now but he only saw her. She have him a flirty look, he smiled back at her and looked at her for a very long time.

"You're a star now, how does it feel?" Brooke asked him. "Great. If you wouldn't be a cheerleader I would probably loose." He said to her, looked at her in different way than before. "Probably. Let us celebrate now." She said back and smiled at him.

End of flash back.

"You remember the night?" He asked her. "What night?" She responded cold, pretending that she didn't know. "That night that changed everything." He replied and if Haley wouldn't come pass the door she would kiss him.

"Hey what's up?" Haley asked Nathan and Brooke. "Nothing is up. Why would you think that something is up?" Brooke asked and confused everyone. "Wow calm down, I'm just asking." Haley informed Brooke. Who truly wanted to calm down but couldn't.

Josh ran to Chris and gave him the biggest hug ever. "I missed you dad." The little boy told and Brooke realised that she already had a family. "Hi big boy what are doing?" Chris asked his "son". "I'm wasting "the lion king"." He answered. Chris gave him a kiss and Josh ran to the living room were Julia was.

"I don't know about you guys but I'm tired. Good night." Haley said to the rest and went to the room. "Yea I think I will try to get some sleep to. And plus I can't stand being around Brooke." Peyton pointed out.

Lucas went to take a shower and Nathan; well Nathan sat and watched "the lion king" with the kids. Chris and Brooke where outside and talked, that was what Brooke loved about Chris; they could talk forever without him judging her or her judging him.

"So what happened while we were gone? You looked so sad." Chris asked, it was like he could read her. "Nothing special. Just Nathan making a pass on me. Me wanting to kiss him. You know stuff like that." She answered him, Chris began to laugh.

And he laughed in a very long time; Brooke just looked at him confused. "What's so funny?" She asked and he stopped laughing. "Stuff like that? Nathan obviously still loves you and you say 'stuff like that'." Chris responded. What he said made her think. "It doesn't matter. He has a wife and a daughter. And I have you and Josh and that's what matter to me." Brooke replied. The rain started to fall.

"But JOSH is his son. I'm glad to be in both of your lives. But he needs to know the truth." He yelled. "Great Chris. Why not tell it to the whole damn world. It's not easy. I have to put Josh first and right know you're his father." Brooke cried. "I can't take this anymore I just want them to leave. Is it so bad to wish that?" She asked with tears.

Chris realised that he needed to be there for her, and he needed her. Brooke never felt that way before, she felt like Chris judged her.

"Now it's not bad. I'm sorry I should be more understanding." Chris calmed her down. Brooke stopped the tears. "Come here." He took her in his arms. "Thank you Chris. You mean the world to me. I hope you know that." Brooke said to him and gave him a harder hug. The rain fell like crazy.

And it's crazy sometimes how people look at you from windows, how they find the look trough the window at wrong time and place. That was what Nathan did, seeing Chris holding her made his heart break into pieces. Once he used to be the on holding her, kissing her and wiping her tears.

Brooke felt like one of the girls in the movies. You know when the girl and guy kiss in the middle of the rain. And she wanted to do it to, every time she watched those movies she wanted to be the girl. When they stopped hugging Brooke pulled Chris into a kiss, it wasn't something she planed it was something that happened. And it was painful for Nathan to see them kissing in the middle of the rain. He walked away from the window.

Now it had gone hours after the kissing, Brooke didn't know what to feel or how to react. Chris felt happy, he finally kissed her for real, without making someone jealous; and the best thing for him was that she kissed him.

"You are lucky having a son." Haley said to Brooke, who was now really confused. "Thanks. But you have a daughter and that's good too." She responded to her, Haley looked at Brooke with sad eyes. "Say that to Nathan." Haley replied. "What? Why?" Brooke asked her confused. "Sometimes I think that the he doesn't love Julia. I believe that he wanted a boy but got a girl." Haley responded.

Brooke shook her head. "I don't believe that." She said. "Well I do. Thanks for dinner. I'll check on the kids." Haley told and walked away.

Peyton and Lucas were watching a movie and Brooke decided to watch it with them.

"I'm sorry but I will go now." Peyton said when she saw that Brooke joined them. "Peyton don't do this." Brooke begged her. "Do what? Lie to my friend about having a son? Oh no wait that was you." Peyton reminded her. "I'm sorry Peyton. I made a mistake." Brooke tried.

Peyton walked away and Brooke followed. "Some people wont just take no for an answer." Peyton yelled, and Josh came running.

"Why is this mean lady screaming at you?" He asked Brooke. "Oh baby she isn't screaming at me. We are just playing like adults play." Brooke lied. Haley walked into the kitchen and realised that Peyton and Brooke were fighting. "How about if I we ask Uncle Lucas if he wants to go and buy ice cream with us?" Haley asked her daughter and Josh. "Yea." Both Julia and Josh screamed.

"Peyton please let me explain." Brooke said. "You got one minuet." Peyton told her. "Let's go so we talk alone." Brooke walked to one of the rooms. "Speak." Peyton said angry. "I was so scared P. Sawyer. And I was ashamed of how you would react. And I knew that if I would tell you everyone would now." Brooke answered with tears. Peyton looked at her.

"Why would you feel ashamed? I mean Chris is very nice now and having a child is nothing to be ashamed for." Peyton said to her best friend. Brooke took a hard breath. "Wow. Umm. This is so hard. Chris isn't Joshes' real father." She finally responded. Peyton looked at her chocked.

"What? Its Lucas isn't it? Answer me." Peyton yelled and Brooke cried. "It's Nathan." She cried out. Peyton didn't know what to answer or what to do. "Nathan? How? When? You totally lost me now." She asked her. "We started being more than friends after he and Haley got together after the tour. We were lovers and we made the biggest mistake to fall in love. He was going to tell Haley about us and we were going to be together. But Haley told him that she was pregnant." Brooke stopped. It was hard saying it all, it felt like she was re-living it.

"He decided to not be like Dan and we ended things. But Peyton I was pregnant too. And I kept it a secret because I don't know why. And it was not long to graduation and it just happened." Brooke explained and still cried. She never knew that it was so hard. "Brooke you should've told me. I'm so sorry I had no idea. But your secret is save with me." Peyton calmed her down and hugged her. "I love you Peyton Elisabeth Sawyer." Brooke laughed. "I love you too Brooke Penelope Davis". They felt like it was high school all over again.

Coming out from the room, Nathan was the first one they saw. They could also see Julia, Josh, Chris, Lucas and Haley.

"Who's up for home made videos?" Chris asked. "I now I am." Peyton answered. And they all decided to watch Joshes first birthday.

The night was full with laughs, love and looks from Nathan's side. Brooke just wanted him to stop but realised that some of her feelings had grown for another guy.

She smiled and looked at Chris, who smiled back at her. Could this be the start of something new?