Intermission, un

I did it because I was jealous.

I was jealous because I wasn't good enough.

I wasn't good enough, and I was in pain.

I was in pain and I couldn't bear to be near you.

I couldn't bear to be near you because I kept screwing it up.

I screwed him because I thought it made us equal.

We were equal because we used each other.

We used each other to hurt you.

He tried to hurt you to save you.

He tried to save you because he thought I made you weak.

I made you weak because you loved me.

You loved me because….

Because….

I did it because I was jealous.

I was jealous because I wasn't good enough.

I wasn't good enough, and…