Chapter 1
It's been 300 years since the guardians defeated pitch, yet somehow, only now was Saundra Frost loosing her mind. It's like she had been shoving the thought away for all this time, and only now did she really see it clearly.
Jack was a guardian. Jack had believers. Jack had forgotten her.
Of course that was still 300 years ago. You'd think she would've gotten over it right? We'll, she hadn't.
_Its not that bad, having the only person who ever gave a damn about her for get she existed, right?_
She'd been telling herself that all this time, made her feel a little better, but she new deep down she'd never forgive him, now that she finally had this realization. It was like that moment in Burgess 6 centuries ago all over again. When the people had passed through them. That feeling of emptiness, loneliness, it was unbearable. She disliked large groups of people, so she tended to avoid them, avoid the feeling. Of course she was never really alone then, she had Jack, but it was never the same. Even though he was there for her, he had always liked being around people, as if he was daring them to believe in him. He was always more outgoing than her anyways. And because of that, he got attention, which made Saundra jealous. Very jealous. Much as she loved him, the spirits paid attention to Jack, never her. Even if the attention was negative, it was still attention, and she envied it. Why did he get all the credit? She did just as much work bringing the winter season as he did, where was her recognition? And now that he was a guardian, it just made it so much worse. She knew she tended to be more introverted than Jack, but it's not like Jack ever told anyone about her.
Its like he's forgotten about me completely, even after everything we've been through, is it true?
This was her greatest fear, that her twin, her only believer, no longer believed in her. That she was completely abandoned. And worst, no one would ever find her. She then did something she hadn't done for quiet a while, she cried. She looked up at the moon, pure hatred in her eyes.
"Why am I even here? To hide in my twins shadow while he gets all the credit?! Tell me!" She screamed, the continued crying.
No.
She dried her tears.
She could not let her fear be real. She was determined to not let it be real.
Looks like it's finally time to pay a certain winter spirit a visit.
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