My dear Elphie,
It has been 365 days since we said our last goodbyes. Yes, I count the days.
I have been praying to the Unnamed God 365 times and begged him to help me so I can see you again. I guess, Nessarose rubbed off on me, but I am not as devoted to him as her.
I just try to believe in something in order to keep my sanity. Shiz is not the same anymore. I am not the same anymore.
I have started wearing black more often and I am not as bubbly as I used to be.
I try to be more serious as you told me so many times. I concentrate on my studies and now I am top of the sorcery class. Mrs. Greyling is very proud of me, though I haven't figured out how to use my magic to find you - yet.
Nessarose joined sorcery class a few weeks ago and she is trying very hard. She thinks that she wouldn't need the help of others if she had magical powers.
The poor girl is working so hard not to be dependent on others, she hardly ever smiles. I have to admit, I am a little bit afraid of her.
Last week a girl - I think she was in her first semester - accidentally spilled some juice on Nessa's dress. She totally freaked out and broke the girls arm just by staring at her. Everybody avoids her since the incident. I don't dare to say a word so I just keep quiet.
Wherever you are, I hope you don't lose faith in whatever keeps you alive. I will try to hold the line until you return.
Longing to see you again,
Glinda Upland