So sorry for the long update guys.! I hope that everyone is still reading this.! I hope.! Haha. But yeah. So here we go.! Please review. Renesmee's POV:
I couldn't believe how rude dad was being. What a jerk. "You are the stupidest werewolf I have ever met in my entire life!" Edward screamed. I glared at him. "Dad!" I snapped. He was leaning over the table, glaring at Jacob.
Jacob sat forward in his chair. "Well you are the loudest vampire that I've ever met!" I glanced up at mom. She was biting her lower lip, probably working up the nerve to yell at dad.
I slumped further in my seat when dad turned my way. "And you!" He roared. I stared up at him with wide eyes. "Are you insane?!" He asked. His tone grew a little softer when talking to me. Jacob noticed this too and rolled his eyes.
"No." I answered. Maybe I am insane. I don't know! Jeez. Why does he always have to pressure me?
"You must be, Renesmee." He lowered his voice back to normal now. I think he was starting to show sympathy for me. "Sweetie, werewolves can't be vampires. Our venom would kill Jacob."
Jacob slammed his hand on the table. "That is so bull!" He shouted. He looked up at Bella and Alice. "Bella, tell him it's bull."
"It's not, Jacob." Alice answered.
"Well come on Alice. Don't you see me as a vampire some day?" He asked, desperately. I could see the disappointment hiding in his eyes. I touched his warm hand.
Alice shook her head. "I'm sorry, but even if that was in your future, I wouldn't be able to see it. I can't see werewolves. Remember?"
"Then there has to be another way." Jacob stated, angrily.
Edward sighed heavily. "There is no other way. I'm sorry Jacob."
Jacob cursed under his breath and stood up. He headed for the back door. "Jake. You know we want you to be apart of this family." Bella said. Jacob stopped before chuckling a yeah right. He went out the back door and down towards the woods.
I sighed and stood up too. "Jacob!"
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I stumbled down the many rocks until I reached the lake. I could see Jacob sitting on a large rock, throwing small stones into the water. I took a deep breath before walking towards him. I stopped when I stood right beside him. I stared up at him, wondering what he was thinking. I reached up and touched his hair. "You need a hair cut." His hair was right below his ears now.
"I don't care." He jumped off the rock and started walking along the lake's bank side. I wasn't sure if I should follow him, but then I thought that maybe that would be a good idea.
"Jacob please don't be upset about this." I said, grabbing his arm. I was shocked when he pulled away. I stood there frozen for a second. I watched him continue to walk away. "Where are you going?" I asked.
He stopped and turned to face me. "Anywhere."
I put my hands on my hips. "Okay now you're getting on my nerves." I called. There was at least nine feet between them.
"Good." He snapped.
I could feel my mouth drop open. Good? "What is your problem?" I asked, walking towards him again.
"Right now. You." He answered, meanly.
I couldn't believe this. What the hell did I do? I kept walking towards him as I spoke. "How am I your problem? I didn't do anything."
"You're right. You didn't do anything! You were supposed to tell your parents. And you didn't. Why?"
I stopped when I was directly in front of him. "What was I supposed to say? I bet you wouldn't have told if you were me."
"Yes I would've." Jacob said, with a little bit of attitude.
"You're bluffing. Yeah right."
Jacob reached out and shoved me in the shoulder gently. "Yes I would."
I sighed. All this was going to do, is make us argue back and forth. "Why do you want to live forever so badly? Werewolves live for a very long time."
Jacob put his hands on his head. "Yes I know." He stated. "But sooner or later, you're parents will make you a full vampire. You'll live forever without me. Is that what you want?" His tone turned to demanding.
"No!" I protested. "Why would I want that?"
"Because you're you, Nessie."
I hated fighting with Jacob. He never made any sense. Sometimes I thought he just said things to be saying them. "What's wrong with being me?"
"Everything, when it comes to someone else!" He shouted. "You're my life Renesmee! I'm like addicted to you! I would probably die if I went a day without seeing you! Everything I do reminds me of you! It's just, I can't imagine ever being in a world without you. Or you being in a world without me." He reached out and took my hand.
"Jacob…" I started.
He stopped me. "I love you, Renesmee. I love everything about you." He touched my hair. "It really upsets me when I think about you living forever without me."
I leaned forward. "Well maybe I don't have to live forever." I whispered.
Jacob chuckled. "Don't be ridiculous." He replied. He pushed away strands of hair from my face. Slowly he leaned forward.
My heart started to rush. Was he seriously going to kiss me? I had wanted him to for so long, but he was never completely ready. He was always to nervous. But now….
He was only centimeters away from me now. Jacob leaned forward and his lips met mine. I closed my eyes. The air between us was a mixture of hot and cold. His warmth and my coldness. He pulled away and pulled me into a hug.
I wrapped my arms around him tightly. "I'm sorry." I whispered.
"For what?" He asked, I could hear that he was confused.
"For you not being able to become a vampire."
Jacob laughed. "It's okay." There was silence between us for a second. "How about that haircut?"
I laughed and pulled away. "That sounds good. I think I have some new scissors at home." I took his hand and we started walking back through the woods.
"I don't think so." He replied, grinning. "There's no way you're getting you're hands on my hair."
I chuckled and stopped. "Well how about a race? First one back to the house, cuts your hair."
"Well. I don't really think that's fair. Vampires are pretty fast."
"I'm only half." I pointed out.
Jacob smiled. "Okay."
"Ready?" I let go of his hand. "Set. GO!" I took off as fast as I could. I knew for sure that I was beating Jacob. He can't run that fast in his human form. HA! I couldn't wait to see the look on his face when I beat him. There was a loud pounding noise behind me. I looked back and came to a complete halt. Jacob was in his wolf form. He ran right by me, making the entire ground shake.
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