Ok I really wanted to move the story along. Btw the new eclipse trailer looks FANTABULOUS! :D sorry it took so long my husband is getting ready to deploy for 10 months and I am 4 months pregnant so I have been busy getting everything ready for him to leave and baby stuff! Thanks for being patient with me! J
Stephenie meyer owns all I just like to play on her playground! lol
Previously
As I drove I took in the sight of the alaskan wilderness, it was a really beautiful place to live, though we wouldn't be here much longer. Nevaeh finally convinced me to go back to Forks since I haven't been there since I was turned and she's always wanted to see where 'human Bella' lived. I must admit I was excited, my human memories have started to fade and it would be nice to try and remember where I came from more clearly.
'Bella? Hello you there? We're home do you want to hunt or not? You spaced out again'
'Yeah I do, Sorry. I'm ready Nevaeh lets do this! I've just been thinking about my past a lot but I'm good! Lets go find some angry grizzlies!' I sent back. We were out of the car and flying into the woods to hunt in less then a second.
We found a nice house in Forks without much trouble, Nevaeh and I tried to get my human home but someone is living there. We found a house just outside of town that is surrounded by the forest, its perfect for us! To say I'm nervous would be an understatement, you don't need to be an empath to know that I'm a wreck! I know that it will be good for me to go back but I still can't shake this feeling I have that something is going to happen. I can't see anything and that worries me, but from my fuzzy memories I'm pretty sure that has to do with the wolves. I can't really remember much about them but I do remember Jacob Black, my former friend, was a wolf. I wonder if they are still around…
' Nevaeh! Im just gonna go out to the woods.' I told her.
'Ok!' Was all she replied back.
I really needed to clear my head before we left. There was just something about going back to the place that holds all those old memories and heart break. I sighed. Will it ever get easier? Will I ever find my mate and be happy? I love Nevaeh but there is just something missing from my life… or unlife.
I took off running into the forest as fast as I could. I found that it really helps clear my head, it's so freeing to let my strength and speed out and not have to worry about anyone seeing me. Ugh its almost twilight… time to head back so we can leave! I decided on a quick hunt before I headed home and took down 2 elk, satisfied for now, I got home to see Nevaeh just putting the last few boxes in our cars.
'I was wondering where you went off to! I was about to come find you! We have to be at school on Monday and if we don't leave soon we won't have time to unpack beforehand! You ready?' Nevaeh asked.
'Sorry, I needed to clear my head. I'm as ready as I'll ever be. Lets go.' I sighed.
I was really going to miss this place, but it is time to leave. I looked back and said one last 'good bye' to our house and jumped in my car preparing for the long trip to forks.
- skipping the drive nothing happens.
Jaspers POV-
I hate this place...this town. It's been 85 years since Alice and Edward have been 'together', 85 years since she broke my heart, and 85 long years since they made us leave her. It's still too painful to think about... not the fact that Alice left me but that we had to leave her, broken with nobody to help her through it. Now she's dead. The last 85 years have been hell on everyone… well everyone except THEM. Emmett hasn't been the same since he lost his little sister, his "bells". Esme and Carlisle try to put on a happy face but I know how they really feel they are still mournin' the loss of their youngest daughter. Rosalie…well we all thought she hated her but we learned sometime ago that she cared for…Bella (It so hard to think her name even now)… like a sister. She just saw what we all didn't, that Bella was too good for Edward so she tried to scare her away.
Me…uh… well I'm a mess! Not on the surface but inside. I had found out sometime ago that Fuckward and the evil pixie had known that they were Mates since they met and that Bella was mine… my other half, my soul. I had always kept my distance from her because I didn't understand my feeling's and I didn't want to mess up her and Edward. I didn't learn that she was my Mate til after we heard about her disappearance. I sat down the book I was readin' and absentmindedly rubbed my chest, tryin' to get the ache that's been there since we left her to go away. It never does.
Flashback-
I had just left the Cullen's, needin' some time to myself away from all their emotions. They were now living in Spain out on some land just to get away from everything. I decided to go visit Peter and Charlotte down in Texas while I figured out what I was gonna do. While I was there everything was fine, they were happy I came to visit and already knew I'd be coming because of Peter's power to as he says " just know shit".
I got the call from Carlisle 3 months after arrivin' at Peter and Char's.
" Jasper, son, I have something I need to tell you…" he stopped and took a couple deep un-needed breaths. I am by no means a patient creature so when he didn't say anything for a full minute I snapped at him.
"What is it Carlisle? Just tell me!"
"It's…its Bella son. She's disappeared and they found her blood… a lot of it, in the woods." I could hear him start to sob along with the others in the background.
"She can't be! No it has to be a mistake! I have to go…I need to be alone right now!" I hissed as the phone crumbled in my hand.
"We couldn't help but overhear... Major, its goin' to be alright I know its hard losin' your Mate but…" Peter cut himself off and I felt his fear kick up.
Did he just say MATE? I don't understand! Peter was feeling very scared of how I was goin' to react to this new information.
"She was…was my...Mate?" I asked barely being able to form the words. Everything had ended before it even had a chance to begin.
"Alice didn't tell you? But she and your brother Edward knew... why would they keep that from you?" He questioned quietly.
"I DON'T KNOW!" How could they do this to me? I was barely hangin' onto my anger and had to leave before it got out of control. "Peter, Char, I have to go. I will come back soon but I have a few thing's I need to take care of!" I hissed and ran as fast as I could towards the airport and
those lyin', betrayin', bastards!
When I finally arrived at the Cullen's I was greeted by Esme and Carlisle, they thought I was comin' home but they would find out soon that it wasn't the case.
"Where are they!? Where are Fuckward and the little lyin' pixie!?" I shouted, knowing that they would hear me.
"Son, please calm down. What's going on?" Carlisle asked while Esme told me to watch my language. I was too pissed off to pay them any attention.
"You want to know what's goin' on!? Well it seems that your son and daughter have been lyin' to us!" I yelled again, my accent gettin' heavier and heavier. Now Emmett and Rosalie were in the room and I could feel that everyone was curious. Well lets give 'em what they want! My thoughts growled at me.
"It turns out that Bella was MY MATE and Edward and Alice have known that for quite some time! They kept us apart!" Edward and Alice were in the room now and I wanted answer's as did everyone else. They were feelin' disbelief, hurt, confusion, disgust, lust, and love. Can you guess who was feeling the last two?
"Edward, son, is this true? Are you and Alice mates and did you intentionally keep Bella from being with Jasper?" Carlisle asked. Edward just kind of smirked and I could feel his smugness about the situation. That was answer enough for us.
"Why would you do something like that to Jasper and Bella? I feel like I don't know who you two are, but I do know you are no children of mine right now and I would like you to leave until you can bring my sweet son and daughter back!" Esme yelled at them.
"I just want to say that we will leave and we are sorry for hurting you and Carlisle, Esme. But what we did well it works out better for Alice and myself in the end." Edward said and I launched myself at him and threw him into the wall.
"So my HAPPIENESS means nothin' to you? To either of you? I will never forgive either of you! You took away my life!" I yelled in his face so close to biting him and rippin' off his damn head. I sent as much terror as I could muster at him and Alice and they coward back.
"One day you WILL have to answer for your actions and believe me when I say I will be the one you will have to answer to! But for now I will not upset my family any more than you already have! Leave!" I said with venom dripping from my mouth.
Emmett was tryin' to restrain Rosalie while he was trying not to rip them to pieces as well. With one more Fuckin' annoying smirk they were out the door and gone.
End flashback-
Sighing heavily I stood up from my chair in my little study and looked around for a second. The day they came back, everyone was on edge but Esme had missed her family being together and so we agreed to stay out of each others way and that's the way it's been since. They left us for 15 years before they came back and I personally wished they would have stayed gone, but I wouldn't put Esme through that. I decided that I needed to get out of this house so I guessed I'd go for a hunt even though I really don't need to. As I'm makin' my way downstairs I hear Alice and Edward having a discussion, tryin' to be quiet so the rest of us don't hear.
"Edward I'm not sure…something is going on but there's holes!" she shrieked like the harpy she is.
"Love, I'm sure everything is alright you're probably just trying too hard. Don't strain yourself." I could hear him say.
"But all I see is us being very surprised by something and then I don't know it cuts out! I have a very bad feeling about this! Please keep alert and stay safe!" She cried.
I didn't want to hear anymore so I continued my way outside. I got over Alice the day I found out she cheated on me. Do I still love her? Yes in a way I suppose but I am still very angry at what they did to me…to Bella. You might think that I didn't really love her if I could get over her so fast but I did love her, very much. She was my everything for so long.
Lyin' to me and cheatin' on me just showed me that she didn't really deserve my time anymore and I wasn't going to dwell on it. I'm Major Fuckin' Whitlock, The 'God of war', and she turned me into a fuckin' pussy, but not anymore. The only thing that I haven't been able to get over is losing Bella. Its so much different than Alice leavin' me it hurt, but it was like one bee sting compared to someone rippin' out my cold un-beating heart. I think that even though we were never together my heart and soul still knew she was mine. When she was presumed dead it felt like I died too but somethin' was keeping me going...what that something was I have no clue.
Thanks for all the reviews! I'm trying to move the story along so if it seems jumpy in spots that's why! Sorry! And just to clarify jasper and Alice weren't mates so he wasn't that upset that alice left him but more mad that she cheated!