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EPOV
I was outside her house after just a month and a half. An agonizing month and a half. I hadn't felt whole for the past month and a half. I hadn't seen her beautiful face and warm smile. It was killing me. I couldn't take it anymore.
i didn't know that I was so weak. It was maddening to know that I didn't have enough will power to stay away from her. I knew nothing about how she was doing. If she had moved on I would stay away. I was in a tree near her house. I could see her through the window. She looked paler than she normally was. She had bags under her eyes and looked a bit dead. She was still beautiful. But she looked... unhealthy. Maybe she hadn't moved on yet. the thought filled me with excitement and dread.
She fell asleep and she was as restless as ever. She seemed to not be sleeping well. Was it every day? Then she began screaming. It sounded agonized, waking her dad.
Not again, her dad thought. His thoughts flashed to the the past month and a half when she would wake up screaming.
I blanched. What had I done? I shouldn't have left her. Her dad fell back asleep knowing that there wasn't a mugger in the house. Bella stopped screaming and she woke up, breathing heavily. She fell back asleep after a while, but she began whimpering. I knew that she would starting screaming again. I ran to her window and opened it. I sat next to her. She began screaming.
"Bella, Bella wake up," I said shaking her shoulders, gently. I couldn't stand to see her in such agony, because of me. Oh, that made it worse. She woke with a start looking around. Her eyes locked on me and they widened. Her jaw dropped and her eyes widened, staring at me in shock or perhaps horror.
Then she flung her self at me and wrapped her arms around my neck, sobbing. She repeated my name like a prayer. I hugged her back.
"Shh, Bella, Shh," I whispered trying to calm her down. She calmed down after about fifteen minutes. She pulled away from me and blushed furiously.
"Sorry about that," She whispered, "Why are you back?"
Did she not want me back?
"Bella, I owe you an apology. No, I owe you so, so much more than that. When I left I... I hadn't realized how much damage I would cause by leaving you.
"I lied. I lied to you, Bella, that day in the forest. When I said I didn't love you I didn't mean one word. I wanted to keep you safe, and away from the dangers of my world. I lied and I'm sorry.
"I love you. I've always loved you and nothing is ever going to change that. Bella, take me back?," I pleaded with her, "Please, please, baby, please, take me back." I was on my knees, on the floor, nearly sobbing. I was desperate.
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I may not update for awhile because my next couple weeks will be super busy. This update may be last until September but I will try as hard as I can to fit writing into my schedule.