Chapter 1

"it is said that a snake has a simple brain and can only comprehend two emotions, anger and fright, and when a human is truly upset their minds shut down only leaving their simple brain to function resulting in pain and suffering."

Cruising down the interstate Sara glanced at the green mile marker, "76," she mumbled under her breath.

Pulling over to the side of the road she pulled out the map the barista back in Mexico gave her, "Ok, so if I'm on mile marker 76 and Delbont station is on 23 then that means I lost a lot more time back Mexico then I thought," she mumbled to herself.

Her phone began to hum against the plastic glove compartment, quickly clicking it open she pulled it out realizing it was her stepmother she pressed ignore and turned the phone off. Sara knew this was a childish thing to do but she couldn't stand to even think of Teresa right now for that heartless bitch had made her childhood a living hell. In a way Sara thanked Teresa for the living hell though because during her rebellious youth Sara got sent to counseling where she met him, her one true friend and companion, Stan.

Sara had always thought Stan was brave, strong, unbreakable. She had never thought of Stan having his own problems she had always just thought of it as fate, destiny, that he was there in her group counseling session 10 years before when she was 15, back then he acted as if nothing was wrong all he would do was play guitar and sing to her under the stars where she would fantasizes about their future, a future filled with love, music, and peace.

"dam it," she screamed pounding on the steering wheel, "why did you leave me."

The pain was becoming unbearable now, she could hardly contain herself and all she could think about was Stan, it had been a year and she still couldn't even say his name. She began to wonder what there was to live for, what the point even was, why in the world she was still there. That is when she realized it there was a point to life, love, and for love people will do almost anything, even kill.

"kill," she said aloud, "kill."

With that she turned the keys in the ignition and set off, towards St. Louis, towards revenge.

A/N

OK, so this is the first official 'going crazy' chapter, I hope you liked it. PLEASE REVIEW I would love to hear what you have to say!!!!!