Notes: Hi All~
Just a couple of trigger warnings/heads up before you start:
-Homophobia
-Bullying
-Drug usage
-Underaged/Dub-Con
-Mentions of past suicide.
-Kai x Izuku scene at the very end
Now lets get started!
Chapter Two - The Farthest
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When Izuku woke up he felt something different. He had a dream that he was standing in the middle of an isolated, cold frozen lake and that the snow was falling in reverse. He watched as each snowflake passed him, floating away, untouchable.
He couldn't make anything of the dream, other than it left him feeling numb and distant. Alone. His brain supplied to him flashes of the night before with Kacc— Bakugou , kissing him and Izuku finally realized what he wanted.
Or more so what he couldn't have, and how he lost his first kiss is such an unsavory fashion.
He also remembers impulsively texting Kai back, and the dark haired man being happy for the prospect of getting Izuku alone. After the explosive fight with Bakugou where he was burned, (both literally and figuratively), Izuku went back to the dining room playing off his injury as him being clumsy when he checked on the fudge.
His hand was now badged up, layers of burn ointment lathered in place underneath the wraps. The injury didn't make it difficult to put on his clothes, or brush his teeth, or comb his hair, but it did make it hard to look at Bakugou once he finally arrived at school.
He kept his head down when he heard that tell-tale cloister of laughs in the hallway and even went the long way to homeroom for once in his life.
Knowing now that Bakugou was suppressing feelings for him all because he'd rather hang out with some idiots versus Izuku was a tough pill to swallow.
He felt as if he officially lost Kacchan for good.
Buzz. Buzz.
[Kai Chi]: Hey cutie, let me know what time and where to meet you today
After reading the text, a small bubble of joy slowly rose inside of his body. Well. He had someone interested in him, even if it wasn't the right person. It gave Izuku the reassurance that he wasn't as disgusting as Kosei and Bakugou made him feel.
[You]: Okay, I'll let you know. I have cross country practice after school today
[Kai Chi]: Awesome, what time does it usually end?
[You]: Around 6 pm but I'll text you once it's done
"Hey, Izuku!" His perky brown haired friend spoke. "How did track go yesterday?"
"It's cross country Ochako," Izuku lightly laughed as be placed down his green backpack. "And it went great! I met the new kid in our class." The greenette smiled. When he sat down in front of Tenya he accidentally bumped his injured hand and winced.
"My goodness! What happened to your hand?" Tenya yelled out as soon as he noticed the bandages that were present on Izuku's right hand.
The shorter male paused before thinking of an answer to tell his two best friends. He wanted to be able to tell them everything but...last night...he'd rather it forget it happened himself.
"Oh I was just being a clutz, I didn't realize that the stove top was on and I leaned against it!" He scratched behind his head, "but it's all okay now. Tell me about your days!" Deflecting was something Izuku was good at. He practices it for years with his mom.
"Well, I watched Tenya try out for the swim team! Which was nice."
"Oh, that's great! Finally did it huh?"
"Yes! I figured with it being senior year I'd finally do something I've always wanted to do y'know? Might not get the chance again!"
"Well, I'll definitely come and cheer you on!" Izuku broke out in a smile, happy for this friend, "How about you Ochako?"
"Oh, just normal art club stuff. I was considering trying to run for president of the chess club to try to pad my resume before college applications."
"That's not a bad idea at all, I realize I don't have much outside of cross country and track. Maybe I'll join the art club with you!"
There was a large bustle of students who walked into their homeroom making a generous amount of chattering noise. Instinctively the trio turned their attention to the door and when green eyes caught a small glimpse of ash blonde hair Izuku snapped his head away and subconsciously touched his injured hand.
This didn't go unnoticed by the two sets of curious eyes Izuku was seated with. Tenya and Ochako exchanged a look between each other.
The blonde in question stomped his way over to his designated seat, throwing his bag down rather loudly and tossing himself down into the seat. He kicked up his feet and placed them on the desk next to him.
Overall this screamed 'stay the fuck away from me'.
Izuku was glad to do so.
"Yeesh...Bakugou has such an unattractive personality. What crawled up his ass and died today?" Ochako mumbled, turning her attention to her green-haired friend.
But Izuku didn't respond. He just stayed silent.
The rest of his day went by decently. The longer his mind was off Bakugou the better it made him feel. Izuku was looking forward to cross country practice to let off his frustrations.
He was having second thoughts about going on this 'date' with Kai though. He had impulsively confirmed with him only because he had been so harshly rejected by Bakugou.
When he gathered his lunch from the stoic lunch ladies he made his way to his normal table and was pleasantly surprised when he noticed a familiar red and white head of hair sitting with his two other friends.
"Hey there Todoroki! Nice seeing you, what brings you to our table?" Izuku asked curiously as he took a seat next to the other boy.
"Well, I met Tenya this morning in college calculus and he invited me to sit with you all. He mentioned your name so I decided to come."
"Oh, that's great! Welcome to our humble abode," Izuku chuckled starting to eat the food on his plate.
"How do you know Todoroki here?" Ochako asked eyes shifting between the two.
"I'm trying out for cross country and track and we met there!"
"Oh sweet. Another speedster!" The group collectively laughed.
"Well let me give you the rundown of the school so you don't run into the wrong people." Ochako started perky with the prospect of gossip.
"Ah, yes. My girlfriend loves...what's the word? Giving out all the tea ."
"Tea is necessary if Todoroki doesn't wanna get caught up with the wrong people!" Ochako exclaimed and then turned her full attention to the heterochromatin man. "So. We are the best people you'll ever meet. We're nonjudgmental. The art kids are also great, I'm the president of the art club and future Van Gogh of the 21st century."
"Didn't he only get famous after he died?" Izuku interjected.
"Oh hush you!" But Izuku couldn't keep his snickering to himself as his brown-eyed friend continued on, "the track squad such as Izuku are alright too. Not the most friendly but they're alright. And lastly, are the worse, and most judgemental asswipes you'll ever meet," she paused for dramatic effect, "the football team."
"Ah, I've gathered as much." Todoroki off-handed said as he brought a piece of bright green broccoli up to his lips. "I had a run in with a particularly angry blonde today who was wearing a letterman jacket."
All of Izuku's thoughts stopped in place. "A blonde...football player?"
"Yeah. Crazy red eyes. Really muscular, and stands about six foot one?"
Izuku instantly got quiet not saying another word. He was so tired of constantly being reminded of Bakugou. But if Bakugou was already harassing Todoroki...maybe something was off? It was unlike him to actually go out of his way to be rude. He just was rude to whoever was in his way.
"That sounds like Katsuki," Ochako mumbled irritated, she's probably the person who hates Katsuki the most out of everyone sitting at the table. "What did he do to you?"
"Well. We accidentally bumped into each other, and out of politeness I said sorry and I introduced myself." Todoroki paused and placed a hand on his chin in thought.
"However after I said my name he grew increasingly agitated. Then he proceeded to call me a quote a 'half and half motherfucker' unquote, and told me to watch where I was going." The teen then placed his hand off his chin and shrugged to the group. "I don't know what that was all about but just based on rumors I've heard these past couples of days I feel like too much is placed on the football and their... opinions ." A blue and brown eye found their way to Izuku, giving him a knowing look.
The short curly boy just nodded in agreeance. He stole a glance towards the table with all of the football players and cheerleaders. They almost looked perfect.
Everyone was laughing and giggling and there was a glow around them that screamed 'idealistic adolescence' but there was something off. Almost like they were trying too hard. Izuku turned his attention back to his friends who were caught up in their own conversation.
"So Izuku, What really happened with your hand?" Brown eyes focused intensely on him, ready to catch a lie.
"Eh?! I told you I j-just tripped into the stove!" Shoot. Izuku thought I stuttered.
"I know when you're lying speedy. Spit it out."
Izuku took a quick nervous glance at the newcomer at the table but when concerned eyes met his own, he realized he could probably trust the other. There was a softness to them that put Izuku at ease. He didn't really want to air out his business in front of Todoroki but he also couldn't keep an omissive lie from his two best friends.
Still unsure of what to do Izuku settled for a half-truth, "During dinner with our moms yesterday, Bakugou may or may not have pushed me into the stove by accident…"
That quickly caught all of their attention.
"He did WHAT?!"
"By accident!" Izuku harshly whispered, throwing his arms up and a quick glance at the football table praying that Ochako's outburst wouldn't draw any attention. "I-it was just...it was an accident." The whole thing. The kiss too, an accident.
" Izuku…" brown eyes gave him a sad drawn out look, "you can tell us if it wasn't an accident. If you're worried about Todoroki judging you don't worry."
"Ochako is right, I can tell that you've just gotten the short end of some rumors at this school. I noticed it yesterday. Too many sheep." The duel colored teen added in with a deadpan undertone.
"Really it was just an accident. Our kitchen is really small and he was just trying to move past me." Lie after another lie. "I just got too close…" He mumbled at the end. Truth .
"Well, okay." Tenya piped up, nodding. He took Izuku's explanation of his injury and changed the subject to something else and his girlfriend reluctantly followed suit. Izuku was grateful for this. He didn't know how much more prying he could take. The couple started talking about colleges and senior year prom, debating what colors they should wear. As their casual conversation progressed Izuku slowly faded back into his own thoughts about track, Yuuei, and Kai. While deep in his thoughts he missed the intense look Todoroki gave him, gears turning in the transfer student's head at everything that was just said.
After about thirty minutes of casual talk, the bell rang signaling the end of the lunch period. The cafeteria was instantly filled with loud movement, chatter and people saying their goodbyes to each other. Tenya and Ochako quickly said goodbye as they headed off to their shared upper-level chemistry class. Izuku was about to do the same when a hand touched his shoulder, pulling him back slightly.
When Izuku turned around he found his new friend staring at him with a contemplative look.
"What's wrong Todoroki?" Izuku asked, tilting his head slightly.
"If you like him you should tell him." Izuku's heart slammed against his chest and adrenaline pumped through his chest immediately.
"W-What like who?" the curly haired boy instantly deflected.
"Katsuki. Tell him. I haven't been here long but I can pick up on small hints, like the rumors, and the way you shrink every time he's mentioned."
"Well, I don't know if you've noticed or really heard the right rumors, but that would not go over well," Izuku spoke with a definite tone. Both parties noticed that Izuku didn't deny the claim that he liked the blonde. After yesterday the greenette just wants to bury his feelings, and in order to do that, he has to accept that he has them in the first place.
"He kept glancing over at our table the entire time during lunch. More specifically he kept looking at you, and he glaring at me." There was a hint of aggregation in the taller boy's voice, but it was not for Izuku.
At that Izuku went silent. He was looking at me?
"I don't know what history you two have but it's evident he clearly cares about what you're doing."
To this Izuku said nothing, but inside of his head, the wheels were turning at full speed. "Yeah...thanks Todoroki. Maybe I'll try talking to him later." After saying this out loud that small spark that was burning for Bakugou was lit a little bit more with the hope that something between him and the boy he was fond of could be salvaged. He gave a genuine smile at his new friend and they continued on their way to class together.
During class green eyes kept wondering over to the broad shoulder figure next to him that was scribbling notes furiously. He knew Bakugou could feel him looking at him, and he so desperately wanted those eyes to look back at him. After what Todoroki told him at the end of lunch he couldn't get his mind off of the fact that there might be hope.
Realistically he didn't know what he wanted from the blonde exactly, but he was willing to fight for his attention, or maybe even just a small talk of friendship. Now that he knows that there's something there that his once-friend is pushing down he was determined to dig it up. So with this resolve, he took a deep breath in as a bell rang. Izuku slowly pack his things keeping an eye on the boy next to him. He knew Bakugou lingered after most of his classes, not liking to rush through crowded hallways.
The classroom emptied out and Izuku grabbed on tightly to the straps of his backpack that were hooked around his shoulder. He paced behind Bakugou carefully as the taller boy headed for the door before speeding up his step and block the exit.
"What the fuck—"
"We have to talk!" Izuku blurted out before the other could begin to berate him. Bringing one hand behind him, he swiftly slid the door closed. Leaving them alone in the classroom. His heart thrashed against his rib cage, both afraid and determined for what was about to happen next.
"There is absolutely nothing to talk about." Red eyes darkened to a frightening crimson and Bakugou's voice dropped to a dangerous low. "Yesterday was a slip-up. Nothing more."
"A slip up of what though Bakugou?" Izuku took a gulp of breath, trying to steady his nerves as he continued to speak, "You've been hiding something from me this whole time." He clutched the handles of the door tightly between his fingers. His knuckles were turning white with how hard he was gripping the metallic handle, afraid that if he lets go, the guy in front of him will flutter away too.
"Fine, what the fuck ever! You caught me. Maybe I have, no, had thoughts about doing that for while. But that doesn't mean shit because nothing is going to occur between us, nothing EVER will." Bakugou confessed with a stern voice. "I can't go around dating a fucking dude, much less one that everyone in the school knows is a goddamn fairy—"
"Stop saying terms like that!"
"What? Does it make you uncomfortable?" The blonde hissed taking a menacing step forward towards the smaller one in front of him. "I thought you were okay with everyone teasing you and calling you what you clearly are. You never stand up for yourself. You let people do what they want and you just turn the other cheek. Or do you go cry about it in a corner where they can't see? Because I know you Deku . You're a goddamn pushover cry baby. Like a little kid!"
Izuku hated those terms, and he hated himself when he felt a wetness prickling at the corner of his eyes. Determined, he blinked them away and kept his gaze set on the boy in front of him. He softened his tone when he spoke next, "I'm not asking for us to be a thing...I just want to try to start over, y'know? We're graduating at the end of this year. Let's try to be friends at least." At that Bakugou seemed to waiver. He stood there in silence looking at Izuku, lost in his own thoughts and the longer this went on the more nervous the track runner became.
"Is that okay…? Friends? We used to be so close."
"We were too close Deku, don't you realize that is what the problem was?"
"But there was nothing wrong with that!"
"There was a lot wrong with it! We were way too close, you were way too nice to me and things started changing, and I started having these—" Bakugou stopped himself in mid-sentence with a groan, gripping his hair. "No. We can't be that close again." The blonde finally finished.
"W-well how about just...friends? Why can't we be friends?" Izuku begged, trying to reason.
"We can't be friends." It was a definite statement and left no room for objection. Red orbs averted to the ground next to Izuku's red sneakers, refusing to look directly at the boy in front of him.
"W-why not?"
"I can't just be friends with' you Deku. It's not gonna work. Now fucking move so we can get to class."
"Kacchan pleas—"
"For fucksake, it is Bakugou to you." He grounded out, taking another step forward hoping the other would move out of his way, but Izuku stood his ground, looking directly at him, locking their eyes in place. There was a loud thump in both of the boy's chest as crimson eyes met emerald and a tidal wave of emotions poured out between them silently. Izuku said nothing, but his eyes pleaded to Bakugou. Bakugou said nothing but he's pleaded something different to Izuku.
"This is why I can't be just friends with you," The blonde leaned down making the space between them smaller, his breath ghosting over Izuku's pink lips.
A million different thoughts launched in the curly one's brain as the space got smaller and smaller. Izuku fluttered his eyes closed and his heart so eagerly wanted to jump out of his chest as hot breath ghosted over him...only to stop short.
"...Because I'm not gonna be labeled as some faggot."
A long arm reached around, grasping the door behind Izuku and slid it open with strength the smaller one couldn't counter. The metal handle snapped out of Izuku's hand and he was coldly pushed out of the doorway. But Izuku didn't bother to look behind him, he kept his eyes squeezed closed. He couldn't stand to see the other walk out on him yet again.
"Great job Midoriya! That's a new record for you!" A loud proud voice boomed over the track field. Coach Toshinori was standing off to the side wearing his famous blue tracksuit with his hand on one hip and a timer in the other. He looked down at the timer with pride as Izuku walked over to him.
"Thanks, coach!" Izuku breathed out, short of breath from his run. He plastered a goofy smile on his face for his superior before buckling over and putting his hands on his knees to catch his breath.
"If you run with that much passion every time you'll be getting track scholarships in no time!"
"Yeah, sure! I'll keep that in mind." Izuku gave an awkward laugh and nod. I just have to get harshly rejected twice and need to blow off some steam right before recruits come in February then. He thought sarcastically.
After talking with his coach for a little bit longer Izuku walked over to where Todoroki was practicing sprints and watched the lean teenager easily beat out the others who were practicing too. He cheered loudly for his friend on the field as the duel-toned boy swiftly passed up the one other ahead of him in the last stretch, bringing the mock race to an end.
"Alright, team listen up!" The loud voice boomed again, projecting far enough for all the students on the field to hear. "Our first competition is around the corner so I want everyone to be taking good care of their bodies ya hear?" At this, the sturdy blond man gave a pointed look at a couple of runners that were now looking down at the ground in shame. "I don't want any repeats of last year when a couple of you failed the drug tests. Please be responsible teens and think about your futures this year. Especially the seniors."
A subtle snicker rolled over the students and Izuku glanced back at the two players coach Toshinori was referring to. Right before the team's first race last year, the two students in question had failed the urinary drug exam due to trace amounts of marijuana being found within their samples. Izuku shook his head internally at the memory.
That would definitely not be him.
After a couple more practice sprints and laps, the team was dismissed. They were running a little bit over time. Izuku knew this because he started to see football players casually make their way out. They passed the white track lanes that are looped around the football field and made their way to their own coach. Having decided that he's seen enough of Bakugou today Izuku quickly walked his way back to the locker rooms to change.
When he arrived there was a large flood of athletes, football players getting dressed in their practice gear and cross country runners getting dressed out of theirs. Izuku made his way to his locker, opened it and found a large hand slamming the door back closed. When he turned his head, the person he found was Kosei.
"Tryna catch a peek at some men, homo?" The ginger sneered at him. "What are you doing here anyway? Shouldn't y'all be cleared out by now?"
"We were running behind schedule." Izuku mumbled. His energy left to fight or argue back was depleted. He just wanted to leave this place right now. He was over it.
"Ah, I bet you did it on purpose, stalling the whole team so you could try to catch a peek at a real man's body. Part of your homosexual agenda or some shit." Whispers around them started to harshly pick up. Izuku looked at Kosei and then his locker again.
More players flooded in the locker room and Izuku went stiff when he accidentally made eye contact with Bakugou. The blonde quickly averted his gaze, passing by the scene as if it had nothing to do with him. Izuku watched out of the corner of his eye as Bakugou sat down at one of the benches and began changing, ignoring the situation that he was in. His heart both pining and in a pain at this.
"What are you gonna do huh? Are you going to fight back or are you gonna start crying like the bitch you are?"
Izuku could feel the tears prickling at the corner of his eye again and this time he didn't think blinking them away would help. Unfriendly laughter pointed at him began to roar in the locker room and he watched as his teammates did nothing. The mocking got louder and louder as more football players rolled in.
"Look at Kosei putting that homo in his place."
"I thought it was made clear that he should stay away from all of us."
"He'll know to stay the fuck away from us after this. Bet he'll leave practice early now."
Izuku's vision officially blurred as he tried his best not to let the menacing voices get to him but it was proving to be a futile attempt. The musty body odor in the locker room made the air hard to breath and his throat felt tight. The walls felt like they were moving in close and Izuku's thoughts started to drown him. I can't do this anymore, why do I keep doing this. Why can't they just leave me alone? What did I do wrong? I just want to run. Why does Kacchan just let these things happen? Why can't he look at me? Please...just look at me.
"If you know what's best for you, you will remove that hand."
Dead silence cut through all the noise. Izuku's thoughts halted like a someone slamming on a break. He turned to the source of the familiar voice to find Todoroki, and he looked vicious . Dual colored eyes were ablaze as he looked directly at Kosei, towering over him by a good two inches. His brows were knitted together, twisting his face in a heated gaze that spoke volumes of 'challenge me'.
"Wow okay," Kosei coughed clearing his throat. "Look, you're new here. You have no idea what this fag is capable of we're just trying to set him straight."
"Remove. Your. Hand." Todoroki growled out slowly. He stood tall and solid like a giant mountain ready to defend Izuku from the mob that had gathered in the locker room. "I won't repeat myself again."
Kosei huffed and looked at Todoroki with an equally challenging glare but started to uncomfortably shift when he realized that the newcomer was not going to back down. Kosei looked around at his teammates and then again to Izuku who's gaze was firmly at his feet, saying nothing.
The redhead gave an audible click of his tongue before begrudgingly removing his palm from the surface of the metal locker. Glaring at both Izuku and Todoroki he gave a dark warning, "You'll regret this."
Izuku squeezed his eyes shut as the large football jock started turned around heading away from him and everyone started muttering.
"T-thank you," Izuku whispered to Todoroki. "You didn't have to do that."
"Of course I did." His new friend stated in a matter-of-fact way. Izuku starred as the taller boy calmly reached into his locker that was positioned right next to Izuku's and gathered his belongings as if nothing happened. Too afraid to check over his shoulder at the chaos behind him Izuku followed suit quietly. Silently thanking whatever universal being for sending such a good friend his way.
It went unnoticed to him that Bakugou was peering over his shoulder, watching the two of them carefully.
When the two friends walked out of the locker room, a peaceful silence enveloped them both. They were wearing their day clothes again. Todoroki was sporting a simple grey quarter sleeve t-shirt with dark blue jeans and grey gym shoes. While Izuku was wearing a crisp white comic book hero graphic tee with his favorite fitted green hoodie halfway zipped up over it, with a complementary pair of dark jeans.
Izuku looked at the boy next to him. The taller one seemed to be in deep thought about something.
"At my old school, one of my good friends killed herself because of her sexual orientation." Todoroki finally spoke. Shocked, Izuku didn't know what to say back. He thought back to the fierceness that had taken over Todoroki and everything seemed to click in place much like a puzzle piece. "Her family wasn't accepting of her and a lot of the stupidity of teenagers got to her. She felt isolated and no matter what I did to try to help her...she just kept slipping away."
Todoroki stopped his pace right before they got outside of the school's front. "I transferred because I felt like murdering everyone after it happened. I couldn't...walk those halls and not blame everyone." He looked directly at Izuku with concern in his eyes.
"Don't let them get to you. There's so much more to the world than their opinions, and I'm sorry for suggesting that you go talk to Bakugou earlier today. I thought maybe he would help you out or something if he knew you felt the same, but after what I just saw...I don't know what to think."
Izuku turned around to face the other track runner, "It's okay..not your fault, y'know? Nothing is. I'm also sorry to hear about your friend." He offered sincerely. The two walked out of the school together and stopped at the crosswalks that were heading in different directions.
"You kind of remind me of her…" Todoroki trailed off looking at Izuku. Izuku stayed silent not knowing what to say to that statement but luckily Todoroki changed the subject before the awkwardness could spread between them.
"Well, I'm heading this way," He pointed back towards the path that led to the right. "Are you walking this way too?"
Izuku shook his head, "Nu-uh. I'm actually going in the opposite direction." Scratching behind his head the green haired boy waved goodbye to his new friend. "I'll see you tomorrow!"
"Of course. See you tomorrow Izuku."
When he finally was alone, green eyes noticed the sky was a beautiful saturated hue of orange and purple. These colors always made him feel calm, and like he was home. During these peaceful walks home, he could finally be at peace with his thoughts. Usually, the twilight sky brought him a feeling of warmth, but for some reason today he just felt cold, and there was a deep need in him to get back that warm feeling again.
Buzz. Buzz.
Izuku pulled out his phone and was surprised to see three text messages from Kai and he checked the time, it was 6:40 pm.
[Kai Chi]: Hey how's practice going?
[Kai Chi]: Are you almost done? It's past 6 pm
[Kai Chi]: Alright cutie, give me a ring whenever you're done, please.
In a haste, Izuku replied back.
[You]: I'm so sorry, practice ran over!
[Kai Chi]: Its alright no worries curly. You free now?
[You]: Yeah I'm just walking home I can go change into something nicer for our date
[Kai Chi]: Naw, no need to do that. Just meet me here: {Location attached}
When Izuku opened the location he was surprised to see it was the neighborhood bar Hero's Joint. A lot of the local college students went there for parties and it was known to be a hookup location for people over the age of twenty-one. It was also common knowledge that a fair amount of students from several different high schools in the area go out of their way to get fake IDs so they can partake in the action. Overall, it was a very rowdy spot that Izuku's mother had always warned him to stay away from.
[You]: Isn't that a bar…? I can't get in you know, I'm only 17.
[Kai Chi]: lol. I'm aware, we can just meet outside for now. How far away are you?
Despite the growing feeling of 'I shouldn't be doing this' Izuku still played into Kai's spell. Something was ignited inside of him after yesterday and only reinforced today after such a harsh rejection for his childhood friend. Izuku just wanted to be desired, or at the very least have a distraction, enough to make him forget such a shitty situation. He glanced down at his bandaged hand and then back at his phone.
[You]: I think about a 30-minute walk away. I'll head over now.
[Kai Chi]: Perfect. See you then ;)
Izuku decided to pace himself on his way over. He dragged his feet against the grey concrete slowly as his thoughts kept combatting with each other. His intuition kept telling him to turn around and just go home since it was a school night or reschedule with Kai for the weekend but his curiosity was pushing his body forward.
When he got a clear block away from Hero's Joint the dusk sky broke into a dark blue. Izuku could feel a loud vibration from the bass of a hip hop song sink into his bones. The chatter of a large gathering of people, intense smell of body sweat, and cigarettes got thicker as he approached. When he found himself standing outside in front of the large purple and blue blinking neon lights, he couldn't help but stare. What Kai would be doing here?
Green eyes gazed curiously at the people all in line. Tight dresses squeezed bulgy hips of women and clean cut button ups wrapped around the well-defined muscles of men. At the beginning of the line was a large, bulky male bouncer guarding a dark stairway that led underground and was illuminated by dark purple lights. Almost like a gateway to the underworld, Izuku casually thought to himself.
A small pale hand reached into the pocket of his green hoodie to text Kai.
[You]: I'm here!
Izuku waited shortly for some sort of reply but when he didn't get one he looked up, his gaze searching for the older man. Maybe he was already outside? Did I miss him? He took two steps toward, making awkward eye contact with the bouncer as he peered down the dark descending stairwell again, and when he got a glimpse of the person coming up his heart immediately shot through his chest.
A tall sleek figure emerged slowly from the shadows, tinted in the purple lights. Dark hair, pale skin, and golden eyes glowed as they gave a nod to the bouncer as he approached. Izuku's breath was taken back when he saw Kai dressed in a clean black button up, sporting a pitch black leather jacket trimmed in sleek black fur. He was accompanied by another man of the same height who Izuku didn't recognize.
This man had raven black hair, unlike Kai's that held a brownish red undertone. On his neck and forearm was what looked like a large discolored third-degree burns that never healed. The man's ears were pierced up and down in stainless steel.
The pair finally made their way to the top and in front of Izuku. The mysterious man took one calculating gaze at Izuku before returning his attention to Kai.
"It was good doing business with you Chisaki. I'll see you around." And with a nod, the man left.
Kai watched the man round the corner before sinking his gaze back onto Izuku and smirking, and that smirk gave Izuku the same chills that gripped his body when he first met the older man. Taking a small hand Izuku gave an awkward wave to the man.
"Finally great to see you again in person Izuku." The deep baritone voice rung out and blush slowly crept its way across Izuku's face when he realized what type of situation he was in.
"G-great see you too! What brings you to, um," Izuku nervous glanced around at the other people in the scene. The line was rapidly getting longer the later it got and pairs of eyes were shifting back and forth between Izuku and Kai's closeness. "W-what brings you here to Hero's Joint?"
"Well, I'm new in town and I usually like to roam the local club scene." Golden eyes stared directly into Izuku, glancing up and down. "Do you like partying?"
"O-oh I've never—no." Izuku shuttered quickly, embarrassed at himself. Compared to Kai he felt...unseasoned. A loud laugh cut through the hair and Izuku looked up surprised.
"Wow, I kind of missed your stuttering. Who would've thought." Kai started walking down the street, giving Izuku a gesture to follow. "So are you hungry? I imagine you must be from running all day."
"Y-Yeah I could go for a snack. Did you still want to see a movie?" Izuku walked side by side with his taller companion, occasionally glancing up and the handsome man.
"Let's get some food first and then we can talk about a movie." Kai spoke with a friendly undertone. "How about we get ramen."
"Ramen sounds good actually."
"Perfect. There's a place a couple blocks from here. I can drive us."
"Drive?" Izuku paused in thought. He really shouldn't get in a car with Kai, he barely knew him. "M-Maybe we should walk?"
Kai glanced at the shorter boy as if wondering something. He opened his mouth and paused before saying "Hey. I promise I don't bite, really. I just want to get to know you better, and I already made you walk thirty minutes here. The least I can do is drive you to go get food."
Something in Izuku softened and he let his guard down for Kai briefly and thought that maybe he was being too hard on him. Kai was currently someone who was actually romantically interested in him and so far he's come up very short in that department.
He looked at Kai in his eye and the handsome man gave him a charming half smile.
"Okay ramen it is!" Izuku smiled back at Kai. "Which way is your car?"
Kai smirked and pulled out a lanyard from his coat pocket to revealed a black key and pushed the first button out of three on the device.
Beep Beep.
Izuku turned his head to the direction of the sound across the street to see a sleek black two-door sports car. Izuku gapped at it. Wow…!
"Let's hop in shall we?"
The entire car ride Kai spent trying to make the younger boy more comfortable around him. He showered Izuku in compliments about his hair, his eyes and his scattered freckles. Izuku found himself easing up around Kai and laughing more easily at random jokes Kai would interject in the conversation. As they parked in the small parking lot of the town's local ramen shop a large hand found its way to Izuku's thigh and gave a gentle squeeze...and Izuku didn't mind.
They walked into the restaurant together and took a seat in the nearest booth. Izuku watched Kai pick up a menu, slightly mesmerized by the dark-haired man in front of him. When Golden eyes looked up across the table and stared back at emerald ones Izuku quickly averted his gaze and a flirty smile broke out over Kai's face.
"What's your favorite kind of ramen?"
"I've always loved banshu ramen but I have a nostalgia for akuya because my mom makes it all the time for me."
"That's so sweet. Are you close with your mom?" Kai smiled gently, eyes roaming over the boy as he admired one particular curl on Izuku's forehead that swayed gently under the blow of the restaurant's air conditioning.
"Yeah, but I'm about as close with her as any teenager is." Izuku mumbled. His thoughts went back, pinpointing the moment when he started to feel distant from his mother. It was mainly when the bullying ramped up and the track runner started immersing himself more in sports and isolating himself in his room.
"Well, that's fair. Won't push it any further." Kai glanced lightly at Izuku's bandaged arm but didn't say anything.
"So what brings you into Hamamatsu?" Izuku segwayed the conversation into a new topic.
"I'm looking for a new adventure and I figured a small city type of town would be the best place. Y'know? Not too small that it's weird, but large enough that it still feels fairly like a city."
"Yeah, I guess that's the great thing about Hamamatsu. You still have the safety of knowing people but if you wanted to you could still disappear." At that Kai's eyes snapped, locking onto emerald ones. Peering into a part of Izuku's mind that the athlete accidentally let out.
Directly after Izuku spoke a perky waitress walked over setting down two glasses of water for the pair. Izuku looked up to see pretty blonde hair and a pearly smile. He recognized her from school as Bakugou's ex-girlfriend, Takeyama. The two had dated briefly and from what he remembers it didn't end well.
"What would you all like to eat?" she pulled out a pad and a pen, in position ready to take down whatever was said. Izuku blinked, confused that she didn't seem to recognize him. Either that or maybe she didn't care about Izuku. The later was more likely.
"Let's have two akuya ramens?" Kai spoke up, taking the lead on the orders. Izuku felt slightly off put that Kai didn't confirm what he wanted with him but something in him also really liked how Kai exuded control.
"Alrighty then! That'll be out in a couple minutes for ya!" Takeyama responded. She finished writing down their orders with a perky snap of the wrist and walked away, skirt swaying with a swish. As Izuku watched her walk away, Kai looked at over Izuku slowly.
"Have you ever wanted to disappear Izuku?"
"E-eh?" Izuku stuttered out, caught off guard. Kai didn't repeat himself, instead the older man just picked up his water and quirked an eyebrow back at Izuku as a response.
"W-Well...yeah I guess sometimes I do. Who doesn't?"
"And what do you want to disappear from?" Kai took a slow sip of his water and Izuku couldn't help but watch how his lips opened, drinking the liquid. Green eyes trailed down Kai's pale neck and watched as his Adam's apple bob up and down, and golden eyes watched him right back.
"High school is stupid." Izuku said flatly, finally answering. "I hate being there sometimes."
"I trust you, it gets a lot better in college." Kai chuckled darkly at that. "It's a whole different playground."
"What was your favorite part about college?"
Kai leaned in giving Izuku another flirty smile. "The freedom. The ability to do whatever I want when I want to. I was able to discover who I am there, and I made my lifelong friends." A picture of the guy and the girl Kai was originally with flashed in his mind.
"Would that happen to be the two people you were with when we first met?" A small smirk slowly crept its way over Kai's handsome face.
"Clever boy. Yes, those two are Shigaraki and Himiko. We've been a trio for a very long time."
"And you all...moved here together? Did you get the same job?"
"Something like that." Kai said dismissively. Izuku shifted in the awkward pause before trying to figure out anything question to ask him.
"So, uh, where did you go to college?"
"You're a lot more inquisitive in person than through text." Kai raised a thin brow.
"O-Oh I'm sorry! I'm just curious." Izuku blushed and looked away. Stupid stupid stupid, he thought to himself. He felt like he was going to turn Kai off at this rate, maybe I should pull back a bit with the questions? But he just genuinely wanted to know more. Out of a nervous habit, Izuku started to pull at the hem of his hoodie, fidgeting.
"No, it's not a problem cutie. I'm happy that you're curious. That means I'm doing something right." The blush on Izuku's face only deepened at that. "I was accepted on sponsorship to University of Tokyo." Izuku's mouth gaped open.
"T-That's the top university in the country! And you got a sponsorship? Holy, you must be a genius!"
"So I've been told." Kai shrugged non-chalantantly.
Takeyama finally returned bringing over the two large bowls accompanied with decorative chopsticks. She gave a small smile at both Kai and Izuku and refilled their waters before leaving. Izuku was thankful for her kindness and recounted in school that her interactions with him had always been pleasant. She always went out of her to smile at him, but Izuku couldn't fully be happy back considering she had been one of the people close to Bakugou after he was shut out.
As the two ate their food, the curly-haired one found his eyes wondering over Kai's figure, slowly admiring the little details about him. They continued to talk and joke about small things and Izuku eventually realized that this was his first real date. And it was with a recent college graduate, someone who went to the University of Tokyo nonetheless.
"Now, where do you want to go to college?" Kai leaned his elbows on the table in front of him crossed his hands over his mouth area. His body language leaned in, attention fully focused on Izuku. He pushed his finished bowl of ramen to the side and laid his chopsticks over the top neatly.
"I'm hoping I get in a sports scholarship to Yuuei." Slurping the last of his meal Izuku mimicked Kai, placing his utensils in a finished position.
"Ah, that makes sense. Fits with whole the runner and good boy aura that you got going on." Kai playful gestured with a single hand.
Izuku lightly laughed at the teasing comment, "I'm n-not a complete good boy…" he peered at Kai underneath his lashes, suddenly feeling brave. Izuku's small hands still fidgeted with the sleeve of his hoodie and he felt himself shift in his seat when Kai's smile turned into a small smirk.
"Oh please, it's written all over you. You have a bunny phone charm." Kai took another sip of his water, not breaking eye contact. Izuku shifted in closer across the table, accidentally bumping feet with Kai. He stuttered slightly at the mistake but found that Kai's feet just entangled closer with his and a wicked smile spread across the man's face.
"It was a gift…" Their feet knocked back and forth and Izuku bit his lip. The spread of warm heat grew in his belly. Kai's gaze flicked down at his lips and back up at spring filled eyes.
"I think it's time we go to that movie don't you think?" Kai's voice dropped a level and Izuku swears his mouth instantly went dry, and he nodded absently.
Kai raised a hand signaling for the check, but his eyes never left Izuku and the teenager could've sworn that smirk was forever ingrained in his memory now. As Kai paid for the meal Izuku's eyes traced his broad shoulders and he felt himself blush thinking about how it would compare to grab onto them like he did with Bakugou's...but this time he knew he wouldn't get rejected.
The idea made him squirm.
After Kai finished signing the check he readjusted his leather jacket and motioned with his head for Izuku to follow him out the door. And like a puppy, the younger one followed behind him, curiosity fueling him on. When they stepped outside Izuku noticed the sky was officially dark. Stars splattered cross the deep navy blue, gently twinkling.
With a gentle swift click of a button, the midnight car was unlocked. Kai looked over his shoulder giving Izuku an award-winning smile. The track runner felt like for once in his life he couldn't outrun this.
They pulled into the back of the parking lot a random movie theater, positioned underneath the shade of a tree, making the black car seemingly blend into heavily with the background. Kai turned the key in the ignition slightly to the right, effectively killing the lights. Izuku glanced down at the dashboard and realized that the time was 9:45 pm.
It's getting so late.
They sat in silence for a moment after their chatter died down and Kai moved his gaze towards Izuku, shifting his body so that his torso faced the younger one. Golden eyes flicked over Izuku's body right before the friendly gaze slowly melted into something else that held an underlying heat.
"C'mere." Kai's low voice demanded. Izuku leaned in, obeying. His eyes never leaving Kai's.
As he pulled closer Kai raised a large hand to rake through curly hair gently, admiring all the things about the boy in front of him. The older man leaned in, guiding Izuku closer by the light grip on his hair. Heat swirled within Izuku as he watched black eyelashes flutter shut. When he met in the middle, the pressure of lightly chapped lips against his own consumed him. Izuku nervously closed his eyes when he felt Kai move his lips against his. He let the feeling of heat and control go out of his body as suddenly everything became so warm.
He unwillingly compared Kai's kiss to Bakugous, how different they were yet so similar. Bakugou's was pure fire and passionate while Kai's was slow and mysterious. He jumped slightly when the older man's hand reached around and grabbed his waist tracing small circles around his side and that's all it took for Izuku to shyly kiss back.
The gesture only egged Kai on further. Kai grabbed green locks tighter in his hand pushing into the kiss, tracing a tongue across Izuku's pink bottom lip. The younger boy gasped at the sensation and Kai quickly took the opportunity to tilt his head to the side, pushing his tongue into the wet mouth. The hand that was on Izuku's waist pushed backwards and slipped its fingertips under Izuku's shirt.
The sensation of skin on skin set Izuku on fire, quenching a touch-starved feeling he didn't know he was suffering from, but dear god , he want to satisfy it. Their kiss got more and more ravenous and Izuku found himself moaning as a large hand sensationally touched the skin on his side slowly lifting up his shirt, his breathing getting heavier with each passing second.
"Shit, hold on." Kai drew back and unbuckled both his and Izuku's seat belts. Izuku involuntarily whined at the loss of body heat, so afraid that it won't come back but his wishes were answered when Kai's body was back on his with double the force, leaning across the divide. One large hand snaked its way back up Izuku's shirt and the one gripped the nape of his neck.
Unsure of what to do with his hands Izuku nervously brought them up around the board shoulders and he was pleasantly surprised to feel the large build of lean muscle underneath. He found himself kneading into the shoulders enjoy the sensation, trying to bring Kai closer.
"God I want to fucking wreck you." Kai growled out and in a haste took the hand from underneath Izuku's shirt and searched the side of Izuku's seat for something.
Dazed, Izuku was confused at what the man was doing but was easily distracted when lips attacked his neck, sucking desperately and another breathy moan fell from his lips when Kai started to use his tongue to trace his collar bone.
Click !
Izuku's vision and sense of balance suddenly found themselves staring at the black roof of the car when he realized that Kai had reclined his seat all the way backward.
Predatory eyes seemed to glow in the dark as Kai started to take off his jacket, making himself more comfortable and the full weight of the situation dawned on Izuku. Kai was planning on going way farther than making out and Izuku's feet went cold.
"Wait!" Izuku tried to say but his plea was swallowed by another demanding kiss. Kai gripped his chin and slid his hips between Izuku's legs, hoisting the smaller boy up the leather seat.
"I promise I'll make you feel really good, don't worry. I've been thinking about this since I laid eyes on you." Kai's deep voice vibrated and the older man started to quickly undo the first two buttons on his shirt. Next, the brunette placed one sturdy hand on the head of the seat above Izuku's head, lurking down over him with a wicked smile. Izuku's brain started to race and his brain unwillingly fed him an image of blonde hair and red eyes again.
"Wait—mmf!" This isn't how I imagined my first time. I just had my first kiss yesterday and I-I-I want, shit shit shit what do I want? Another flash Bakugou's handsome smile burned into his mind.
"It's just sex, It's okay relax." Kai engulfed Izuku into another soul drowning kiss. The hand under his shirt lifted his hoodie and tee slowly and warm fingers gazed over erect nipples, sending a jolt throughout Izuku's body that he's never felt before.
"I'm a virgin!"
All ministrations stopped and Kai retracted back his head completely, giving Izuku a confused look.
"What?"
"I've never...I-I've never done any of this before, a-and I don't think I can." Izuku looked away staring down at the junction where his legs were spread around Kai's thin hips, and his breath hitched at how close their bulges were. It didn't go unnoticed how much larger Kai's bulge was. Suddenly, he felt very exposed. He removed his hands off the muscular back and placed them awkwardly on his lap.
Kai rested his weight on the arm that was positioned above Izuku's head as he removed the hand was beneath the young boy's shirt. "But...you were giving me signals back at the ramen shop."
Izuku's face turned red. "I-I just l-like you…"
Kai pulled back resting on his knee completely. He looked out the window before scratching his neck. The tall man slowly climbed back into the driver's seat.
"Shit…" Confusion flushed over his porcelain features. "Well damn, this changes how I gotta approach things."
"I'm s-sorry." Tears pricked the edges of Izuku's eyes and Bakugou's voice echoed in his head.
I know you Deku. You're a goddamn pushover cry baby. Like a little kid!
"You're fine don't be sorry. I'm the one that should be sorry. I misread... fuck, I misread a lot of things." Kai ran his fingers through his dark hair and leaned against the window on his elbow taking in a deep breath. He looked over at Izuku who was squeezing his eyes shut in embarrassment and decided to take pity on the poor boy.
Leaning over, Kai let up Izuku's seat for him, giving him a quick kiss on the forehead before returned back to his position on the other side of the car letting out a long sigh.
"I'm sorry if I led you on." Izuku quietly whispered despite himself, tucking his hands neatly between his thighs. Why was he always so meek? Is Kai going to stop talking to him after this?
Kai clicked his tongue and rolled his eyes. " Please , there's no such thing. Either you wanted to fuck or you didn't. You didn't lead me on to anything. Don't let anyone tell you that either." Kai reached over to Izuku's side of the car once more and opened the glove department. Slim fingers pulled out a small plastic baggie that had small white paper rolls in.
"So, 17 going on 18 and you're a virgin huh?"
"It's not that unusual…"
"When I was 17 I already had a body count higher than my age." Kai muttered pulling out two of the of the long white blunts, he gestured one in Izuku's direction. "Here take this." When Izuku looked closer at it had recognized the item as the substance a lot of the stoners would smoke behind the school grounds.
"O-Oh I don't smoke." Izuku put up his hands defensively. "I got a meet coming up in a month and they test—"
"It'll be out of your system by then." Kai interrupted, pushing the item into smaller hands forcibly. "Please Izuku. If I can't give you an orgasm please allow me to give you a different type of high. You've been on edge all night, it's practically rolling off of you in waves. You need to relax ."
At that Izuku paused, and Kai gave him a knowing looking.
"You're gonna be doing this stuff all the time in college kid, might as well start now."
Izuku let out a long sigh and recounted the day's earlier events, still hearing Kosei's vicious words burning on his skin. Bakugou's taunting words echoed in his thoughts. Like a little kid! Why can't he seem to get the blonde out of his head…? He looked back at the substance in his hand and took a long sigh before nodding and muttering "Okay."
Kai reached in his jacket's pocket pulling out a lighter and carefully lit both his and Izuku's joints. Izuku watched carefully as Kai sucked in the air on the object before closing his eyes. Smoke exhaled through his nostrils, making him look like a fierce dark dragon. When Kai reopened his eyes he looked relaxed and he looked back over at Izuku with a small smile.
"Go on. Try it. You'll feel better."
Izuku looked down at the smoking gun in his hand and hesitantly brought it up to his lips, he inhaled sharply and started coughing immediately. A beautiful dark chuckle was mixed in with his coughing fit and Izuku couldn't help but smile as well.
"Wow, I feel like such a newbie."
"Apparently you are a newbie in a lot of things, Kai smirked at him, taking another hit of his poison. Sun-kissed eyes glanced down briefly at Izuku's injured hand, and then back up to the round, baby face. "So. What happened to your hand? And don't give me any of that lying nonsense. You can be honest with me."
Kai turned his body to Izuku. The car started to fill up with grey smoke and Kai turned up the music slightly with his free hand. A low-fi humresonated throughout the car and Izuku felt anxious his heartbeat start to slow down for once in his life.
"This guy who hates me pushed me into a burning hot stove." The words formed and fell out of his mouth before he could catch them.
"That's intense." The younger of the two didn't miss the hardened tone that crept into Kai's voice.
"Yeah, we have a complicated…" Relationship? "...interaction."
"Sounds like he's got issues. You didn't deserve that."
"Yeah, you hit the nail on that one." Izuku responded sarcastically.
"Still find it hard to believe that someone that looks as gorgeous as you is a virgin."
"Yeah...about that. I'm also pretty sure that I'm still a virgin because everyone in my high school thinks I'm this sort of weird muttering loser."
Kai didn't say anything more. Izuku didn't want to look over at the older man to see his expression but then he suddenly felt the other's hand touch his thigh.
"Do you think you're a weird muttering loser?"
"No of course not! I just...I just care too much and I'm so sick of being in that place all the time with those people." Izuku felt his head start to feel light. He finally relaxed his shoulders and sunk into the seats, letting his head fall back against the headset. "But I'm also so tired of talking about them…"
"Great. Let's move on then."There was a squeeze against Izuku's thigh. "Tell me about your dreams."
"I want to win an Olympic medal for track. I want to be happy and free to just exist, y'know?" Izuku locked eyes with Kai for what felt like the millionth time this evening but this particular time he felt something between them that he didn't feel before.
"and I also want…I want…" the words went dry in his throat.
"What else do you want Izuku?" Kai whispered, his hand squeezing tighter on to the thigh, lightly drawing circles.
"I want to feel wanted." Izuku's own heartfelt suddenly light as a feather at the admission and he fluttered his eyes softly at the older man in the car through the thick cloud of smoke that was accumulating.
Kai leaned in and lifted the boy's chin to stare directly into his core. Their lips met again for a kiss that lingered between them. There was something new mixed into this kiss compared to the one that occurred earlier that was heavy with lust. There was a softness and a deeper understanding.
"I want you," Kai spoke in a low tone that Izuku has never heard before. Izuku looked at the half-lidded eyes that were so close to his, his own eyes looked down at those pink lips that had been all over his tonight and then he assessed the situation the best he could in his current state.
"Why don't you spend the night with me? I'm sure you don't want to walk into your house smelling like weed. And I won't touch you unless asked." Kai took another puff, blowing the smoke in Izuku's direction.
Pulling back slightly Izuku took out his phone and checked the time. 10:45pm. He had one missed call from his mother and Izuku let out a slight cough before typing out a message to her.
[You]: Hi mom, I'm going to spend the night at Tenya's! Sorry, we got carried away studying.
[Mom]: Okay sounds good. Love u! I'll see you tomorrow.
Returning his attention to his raven predator Izuku smiled, "Okay. Let's go back to your place."
The car pulled up to a small apartment complex on the outskirts of town. By the time the pair got there, Izuku was feeling extremely light headed and everything in his vision felt blurry. But for once in his life, Izuku didn't feel...anxious. He was amazed by this new feeling and he felt as though he had Kai to thank. He trailed behind as the broad shoulder man unlocked the gate and followed him up the three flights of creaky wooden stairs, watching his feet carefully.
When they got in the apartment Izuku put his backpack on the ground and placed his red sneakers next to Kai's sleek, black dress shoes. With a single flick of a light switch, Izuku was able to see the apartment for what it was. The walls were painted a plain white and the living room was decorated with an L-shaped leather black couch, a table, and a TV. Cardboard boxes were spread out and labeled various things like 'towels' and 'dishes'. All the signs of someone who just recently moved in.
Kai peered over his shoulder to look at the smaller boy that was gawking around his apartment in amazement. He smiled to himself before going into the bedroom and coming back with a pillow and spare blanket.
"You can sleep here on the couch tonight. But if you're feeling paranoid because of the weed and don't wanna be 'lone you can slip into my bed anytime you want." Izuku nodded in understanding, watching as Kai carefully set up his makeshift bed. "I'll be right down the hall. It's not a very large apartment." He nodded his head in the direction of the hallway to Izuku's left.
Something in him wanted to be closer to the man but he didn't want to risk his cold feet again so he just nodded and said thank you as Kai left to go shower in the bathroom that was in proximity to the living room.
After Izuku turned off the light in the living room he stripped himself down to his t-shirt and boxers and slipped himself under the warm patterned blanket. As he laid there he could hear the distant running of shower water from down the hallway that led to both the bathroom and then further the bedroom.
His mind gave him the image of the older man shirtless with water dripping down his body, fingers running through his raven hair. Izuku could feel the warmth from earlier return to him and he tried his best to force it down.
No. That's a bad thought. You've done enough bad things today. But despite repreminding himself, he kept picturing the other naked, dripping in water looking at him with that same heated stare he gave him when Izuku was on his back.
The sound of running water stopped and Izuku couldn't help but crane his neck. He saw the silhouette of the dark-haired man appear in the hallway with the backlight of the bathroom glowing behind him as he stepped out of the small bathroom. A chiseled body was clothed with just a black towel around his waist, his chest coated in sparse water droplets.
For better or worse Kai also looked down the hallway towards Izuku and their eyes met for a brief moment. Golden eyes held a tempting gaze and Izuku's heart skipped a beat right before Kai turned, going into his room and shutting his door.
Don't Izuku. Don't. His heart rate started to beat quickly and he twittled with the blanket that was underneath his fingers. Leave the man alone. Don't do it. Slowly Izuku became antsy, itching for the feeling to be close to someone warm. He should stay far, far away Kai. He was clearly a weakness for Izuku.
The closing of Kai's bedroom door echoed in the dark apartment and suddenly the loneliness from the day washed over Izuku. He could feel himself sobering up. He looked at the clock and realized how late it was, and how close he was to going back to school tomorrow. It hadn't even been a week but he was already dreading this year more than any other. Images of Kacc—Bakugou sunk back into his thoughts whenever he tried to close his eyes.
Over and Over again.
I need to forget this.
Jumping up to his feet Izuku's body started to move on its own. He watched in what felt like a third person experience as he walked down the pitch black hallway, the wooden floor creaking giving him away as he approached the pale white door that lead to Kai. He reached a shaky hand out and twisted the knob, pushing his body into the room.
The room smelled distinctly of strong cologne, nicotine, and soap from the man's early shower. He could feel his pupils blown wide searching for any inclination of light in the dark room. Izuku slowly made his way to what he could make out as a queen sized bed covered in black sheets. He climbed shyly into the bed next to the figure, noting how the mattress sunk like his will to resist Kai as he got under the covers with him.
"Got lonely that quickly?" A deep chuckle echoed in the dark and Izuku could feel Kai's body shift so that pale sharp features we're looking at him once again.
"Please touch me." Izuku breathed out before he could change his mind. He brought a nervous hand to rest upon Kai's bicep and leaned into the man.
"Gladly." Kai wickedly grinned and his lips were on Izuku's again for the third time that night.
Strong arms scooped the smaller boy on top of an even stronger body and sunk backward under the dark covers. Izuku's breath hitched as his legs were maneuvered and spread to straddle Kai's hips. He could feel his bulge graze Kai's and an arm circle around his waist squeezing him closely as Kai slowly rolled his hips upwards.
"A-Ahh…"
"Feel good?" The dark man whispered hotly into Izuku's ear. Warm breath tickled his face and a hand brushed away curls out of his face. The arm around his waist slowly slipped lower to grab onto Izuku's behind and kneaded the flesh underneath his fingertips.
"Y-yes..." Izuku managed to get out in between the forceful grinding into him. Kai started up a rhythm of grinding upwards into Izuku, keeping a controlling grip on the younger man's plump behind, guiding the others hips to move in sync with his. Izuku could feel the heat in his belly spread, causing him to curl his toes at the new sensation. A string of choir moans escaped from his lips, high and low in rhythm with Kai's low groans.
Their bodies entangled in each other as their hips melded together underneath the night sky. Izuku grasped desperately onto Kai, moaning, and wrapping his arms around his neck as the older man pushed their groins together relentlessly. Izuku tried to bite his lip to stop a particularly high pitched moan from rolling off his tongue.
Kai flipped their positioned and Izuku finally opened his dilated eyes to see one of the most beautiful sights he thinks he's ever seen.
In the darkroom, Kai's translucent metallic eyes watched him like he was the most gorgeous thing the older man has ever seen. Small beads of sweat formed on his brow that was furrowed together in concentration as Kai kept his movements going. His chest was built with a six pack that lead sinfully into a v-cut and fuck was Izuku never so turned on.
Kai attached himself to Izuku's pale neck, sucking and licking the delicate skin there right above the collar bone, all the while snaking a hand to grab a hand full of Izuku's behind, grinding down hard on him again. Izuku's eyes rolled back and he curled his toes as the sensation built and built within him edging him over to a peak.
"I think I'm gonna c-cum."
"Good, that's it baby." Kai hissed as he used his free hand to push against the headboard, giving himself more support to mercilessly grind down onto the boy in his clutches. "Cum for me, please . Just like that." Kai growled out hungry, looming closely over Izuku, memorizing all the ways his face twisted in pleasure.
"A-Ah, Ahh!" Izuku's feet pushed against the mattress and his body started to spasm and his orgasm burst within him. He thrusted his hips up against his captor only to met with an equal force and groan as Kai thrust back down on him and bit hard into the junction of his neck, squeezing the boy in his hold.
Small spasms washed over Izuku's body and his vision went white with euphoria, his breath catching in his throat and escaping in a loud moan that waved over the entire room, his body stiffened as he felt himself cum hard in his boxers against Kai's rock solid groin.
When he felt the last of his orgasm leave him all of Izuku's senses sunk back into him, slowly his breathing became more regular. His arms went limp and he removed his death grip from around Kai's shoulder to see small crescent nail marks he made in the man's shoulders without knowing.
"Damn...you're fucking beautiful Izuku."
Blush spread down the curly haired boy's neck and shoulders and him suddenly painfully aware of the hard bulge still pressing firmly against him.
"D-did you need help?"
Kai chuckled against Izuku and the deep rattling against his chest made the greenette feel weirdly safe. A gentle kiss was placed on the stop where Kai had sunk his teeth in. He could feel his pulse beat against the chapped lips of the older man in the silence of the room.
"No, I'll be okay. Honestly, you made today great for me. I think I'm really going to like it here." Kai rolled off of Izuku and helped the boy out of his stained boxers. He got out of bed and came back with kleenex and a new pair of oversized boxers for Izuku.
Izuku cleaned himself off and slipped into the pair of dark grey boxers before returning back into bed with Kai. He blushed when the older man wrapped his arms around him pulling in closer to his strong chest.
Izuku peered up from between their closeness trying to smile at Kai but sleep felt heavy on his eyelids. The last thing he remembers is Kai's calculating gaze upon his body as he drifted off into sleep next to the man who helped him forget, putting such a far distance between him and his unwanted thoughts.
Welp. Kai got that BDE. ^_^; Our boy Katsuki will get a handle on his feelings sooner or later. Until then Kai is getting a handle on Izuku. Check out the song linked in the chapter at the part where they're in the car, its a good vibe for the chapter and OverDeku in my opinion. Next chapter will be from Katsuki's perspective ;) things will go 0 to 100.
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Chapter 4 preview:
"About an hour passed by and Katsuki could see through the clear doors of the store that it was night time. The navy blue sky fell over the town, setting a peaceful scene. It was nice to help his friend out with his family's store and set up all the items. With one last check of a box on the list Katsuki was finished counting all the items that he was assigned to. He stood up from his crouched position in the back of the store and peered down the candy aisle to his friend who was currently as the register, closing out.
He bent down once more to grab the empty cardboard box and head towards the front when he heard the chime of the bell in the store go off.
"Hey, I'm sorry we're closed." Kirishima spoke, not looking up counting over his list a second time.
There was an eerie click of the lock on the door and both boys finally set their sights on whoever walked in. But what Katsuki saw was not what he expected.