Edward P.O.V.

I had finally decided that I needed to see Bella, my Bella. That is if she'll take my back. As soon as I pulled up to her house I smelled her. Wow that was weird. Usually when I went to Bella's her scent wasn't this strong. I guess it's because I haven't been around in months. So I went to her window and I couldn't believe what I saw...

Bella, my beautiful angel, sitting in the floor, blade in one hand, blood covering the other. When I got in there I screamed "What the fuck?!" I thought she was still conscious. When she didn't respond I then realized the she was unconscious. I picked her up and ran all her all the way to the house and Carlisle.

When I got there he was waiting for me. I looked over at Alice and she smiled a sad smile. Carlisle took her out of my arms and walked into the living room to lay her on the couch. He rolled up her sleeves gently to reveal what she had done. What I had caused her to do. This was my entire fault I realized. If only I hadn't left or had avoided her to begin with. I was pulled from my thoughts when I heard my name being said softly. I looked at Carlisle, read his thoughts and knew what I had to do.

"No." I said knowing that if I did this her soul would be damned forever. I couldn't keep on living if I did that.

"Edward, if you don't I'll never forgive you!" I heard Alice say softly but forcefully. I looked at her, then Carlisle, and finally at Bella, and sighed.

I walked over to Bella and kissed her lips softly, knowing this would be the last time I would feel her warmth, then moved them down to her neck and bit down hard, harder than I had meant to.


Author's Note:

I'm sorry my chapters are so short it's just that they look longer in word and on paper so I thought it was a decent length. Reviews of all kind welcome!

-Courtnie