Disclaimer: I don't own kingdom hearts

Story:This is my story, the story how I lost the love of my life and found him again. See what I had to go through. /Warning: abuse and yaoi and self harm in later chapters.

A/N: Liking the story so far? Let me know. Things will be getting interesting. By way Axel parents Yoko is from Gurren Lagan and Reno from Final Fantasy. Its funny that Sora doesn't realize he is in a coma even though everyone says it.

Chapter 2

"Sora" my mother was by my bed side rubbing my hand not knowing I was fake sleeping "Riku is in the waiting room, he looks pretty beat up. what the heck happen? Why is Roxas and Axel off who knows where? You need to wake up and tell me sweetie. The detectives have been asking Riku what happen but everytime he tries he chokes up" she sigh softly.

I really hate Axel for just fleeing. Why did he hide everything till now. It just made no sense.

"Tifa" my father peak into the room "Riku parents are here".

"Coming" she got up to look back at me "Wake up soon Sora" she smiled softly to head out of the room.

Why was my idiot brother still with Axel? I wanted to see Riku, were the detectives stopping him from coming in?

Let me get back to my story, it was december now. I got closer to Riku as we talked a lot about life. I really couldn't believe how his parents were so strict. We continue to sneak around with our relationship and we tried to keep tabs on Roxas. But he was seriously like a magician, one day he is in the hall the next he wasn't.

I was sitting in the kitchen with Riku trying to figure out date spots when Roxas walked in the house to set a bag down to walk into the kitchen to grab a soda from fridge to look at us "What?".

"Your dating Axel aren't you" I just came out and said it.

"Its really none of your business is it?" Roxas said taking sip of soda.

"It is when the guy is older' I said walking over to him

roxas turn to look at me "Oh what about when the guy isn't even out to his parents" looks at Riku.

Riku tap pen on the pad to look at it not even looking at Roxas.

"At least mom likes Riku she won't like Axel" I said folding arms.

"We shall see Christmas Eve. Mom invited his family to come to the Christmas party. She invited yours too Riku" Roxas wave hand to leave the room and head upstairs.

"Was wondering why my mom wanted to go shopping later with me..." Riku looked over at me "What?".

"I didn't tell my mom about us dating. You think it's obvious if Roxas knows?" I walk back over.

"As long as my parents dont find out its okay Sora" Riku rubbed my lower back

That's what we thought until the day of the Christmas party and mom had friends over from work. I saw Axel red hair in the crowd when I walk down the stairs.

"That's Axel mom Yoko and his dad Reno" Roxas said coming down the stairs "Where is Riku?".

Before I said anything my dad open the door to welcome Kadaj and Fran into the house.

"Sora you seem to get taller everytime I see you" Fran smile softly.

"Heh I gotta try to catch up to Riku height" I said.

"Good luck with that" Riku said walking in to smirk.

I stuck my tongue out as Roxas wave Axel over to kiss his lips cutely.

Riku parents didn't look please as they walk further into the crowd. Riku rubbed the back of his head.

"Don't worry about it" my dad said patting Riku back to look at me "Can't please everyone".

I smiled softly to go to Riku and join the party. So my parents did know.

The party seemed have gone smoothly until me and Riku bumped into Axel in the kitchen to help clean up.

"Do you dye your hair white?" Axel asked putting the dishes away.

Riku twitch his eye "No" he was cleaning the dishes.

"Are you sure your not aging backwards?" Axel asked to smirk.

"Shut up" Riku grumble annoyed.

I hit Roxas arm as he was chuckling while we cleaned up cups laying around.

"What? It's funny" Roxas said to hit me with a bag

"Riku see you home" Kadaj said as he headed out with Fran.

"Axel wait for you in the car dear" Yoko said as she put her coat on to look at Roxas "And Roxas see you tomorrow?".

"Of coarse" Roxas said to walk over to hug her.

Tifa blinked "Wow Yoko you must teach me how you get this polite Roxas" they giggle as they went outside.

I shook my head

Axel put his coat on "What you jealous shrimp?".

I twitch my eye "You wish".

Axel move arm around me to whisper "Than stop trying to break us up. If you don't stop I will reveal to the whole school your big secret" he smirk to walk away to go to Roxas to kiss his lips "Talk you later".

It was than I realize how crazy Axel was. If it got out that Riku and I were dating than his parents would find out than I would probably never see Riku again.

I looked at Riku who came over "Text me later...".

"I will..." Riku said to grab his jacket to leave.

Even though Axel said that, we didnt let it affect our relationship. We still continue to sneak around. When it was Christmas day we skype called to see what we got for christmas. I got Riku a promise ring to hang on his neck, promise that we will always be there for each other. He got me a few games that we could play "Wish I had more money to get you something nicer".

I chuckle softly "What you got me is good enough Riku. Besides more games to beat you at".

"Pfft yeah right" Riku chuckle to look at me on the phone to blow a kiss at me "Merry Christmas".

"Merry Christmas" I blush cutely to blow kiss back to end the call as I move back against the bed to blow hair up, couldn't wait until we grow up and move in together. That was the plan.

After winter break, Riku found out Cloud left finally finding a drummer for his band and so when the weekend came we went out on a movie date. We sat in the back watching a scary movie and me being the scaredy cat kept my head buried in Riku shirt. It made him laugh and smile at how silly I was, it was my way to distract him from what was going on at home.

When the movie was over we walked out "You jump at every noise Sora" Riku chuckle.

I stick my tongue out to look at my phone to see the time "We have a hour left before I have to be home. Are your parents home?".

"No they are working late tonight" Riku said as we were walking home.

"Oh?" I raised brow to smirk "Race you there" We were not far as I ran.

"Hey!" Riku chased after me to get ahead of me as he touch the door first.

"No fair... you have... longer legs" I was out of breath to follow Riku in the house to sit on the steps.

Riku got water to give to me as he drank some "The extra layers of clothes was slowing me down".

"Lies!" I chuckle as I got up to head upstairs into Riku room to remove my jacket and sweater to be in t-shirt to wave it out. Riku did the same as he looked at me "What?".

Riku smirk to move arms around my waist to pull me close to kiss me deep "Your just amazing".

I blush to bite my lower lip to grip his shirt a little "Get on the bed I want to try something".

Riku did so as I got on top to kiss his lips in gentle pecks to move hands down to riku pants to open them. We experimented a lot on how comfortable we got touching each other like this but we never were intimate. We werent ready. I realized though the more we tested our limits the more connected we felt with each other.

Were we moving too fast?

Maybe but I don't regret it.

"Sora" I heard my dad voice come in the room "Look who is here to see you".

I didn't wake up from my fake sleep but I could tell by the ocean type smell that it was Riku.

"He isnt awake?" Riku said in hoarse voice as he walk in slowly.

"Not yet. Doctors say talking to him should help him out his coma" my dad pat Riku back "I will let you two be alone" he walk out.

Riku walk to my bed to sit on the chair to move hand into mine "Sora I am sorry" he started crying as he rest head on the bed.

A/N: Weird way to end the second chapter but I am trying to slow it down a bit. Over the months I have been struggling on whether I should even continue like this or do it another way. Tell you what if you like it tell me your favorite color. If you don't tell me your favorite movie XD. Until next time!