Starring Role- Marina and the Diamonds

(A/N: Endverse! AU. Not nice Dean.)

Cause the only time you open up

Is when we get undressed….

Castiel sighed as Dean rolled off of him, the other man letting out a breath of his own. He looked over at Dean, who was busy looking at the old ceiling, before he reached over and grabbed an old bottle of whiskey (that probably should've been thrown out). He opened it, took a swig, winced, and set it down on the bedside table.

"Dean." Castiel said softly, scooting over to him before he settled into the mattress. "…Dean." He said again, to get his attention.

"Yeah?" Dean said, looking over at Cas, though his voice showed that he didn't care.

I love you. "It's nothing. Forget it," Castiel said, reaching over to wrap his arms around Dean, before the man slipped from under the covers. "…What are you doing?"

"I have to go look for supplies today." Dean said simply, putting his clothes back on, starting with his boxers and old jeans.

"…Do you want me to come with you?" Castiel asked, even though he already knew the answer.

"No. Stay here, Cas. I don't need you to come with me."

Castiel could've laughed. He knew that. He knew that all he really was there for was to be Dean's toy, something for him to take his frustrations out on. It had always seemed like it would be like this…even before the world had turned to shit. "Yeah. Don't get killed." He said, turning on his side so he could sleep, his back facing Dean.

Dean looked at him and shrugged his jacket onto his shoulders. "I won't." he said. He hesitated before reaching out and giving Castiel's shoulder a pat, then quickly headed out of the cabin, slamming the door behind him. Castiel's body shook with his sobs as he crumbled into the blankets, wanting everything, something to change.

You don't love me

Big fucking deal

I'll never tell you how I feel….

WOW angst. I've wanted to write something like this for a while. Every time I listen to that song, particularly the 'undressed' line, I always think of Endverse!Destiel…review, please? And thanks for reading!