Author : Sakura Hanazumi
Especially for : Sakura Hime さくら (I'm sorry. I can't tell you…), Syaoran Li 小狼 (I doun't wanna make you worry even only a bit anymore, so I decide not to tell you..), Syaoran Clone克隆小狼 (take care of her. If she's crying, please make her happy…), Amira Sakura (da yo da yo~), Gilang kun (you stubborn. See? Now you're just getting the consequential through your own attitude all time.), Amanda chan and Rifky kun (I'm sorry.), Tomoyo chan (we're…still be friends, desho?), and everyone who I loved. ^-^

Sakura kept watch around. But yet, she found nothing. Then she suddenly stood up. Maria still confused. Then, Sakura walked slowly first. Then became faster and faster, and finally she ran. Maria tried to follow her.

"Sakura chan! Matte tte!!" Maria kept run, followed Sakura.

That voice…..that voice….! Sakura then reminded about a voice through her dreams for these days. It's the same voice!!!

She ran to canteen, classes, yards, teacher room, and other places in the school. But then, she stopped in front of the announcement walls. Maria could get her behind.

"Saku chan! W-what are you doing? What are you looking toward? Huff…huff…" asked Maria tiredness while Sakura was sighing around.

"Ah…I'm sorry. I just wanted to run around the school. Ahaha! Looks like you're so tired da nee…." Sakura acted again, and then laughed at her friend.

"Stupid~. I was worrying you cause you looked interested about something and your face was looking for something~"

"Who asked you to follow me, after all?"

"No one."

"So, whose fault is this?"

"You."

"Huh?"

"If you didn't run in a quite hurry suddenly, I won't felt a big fear and followed you around."

"Oh. Okay. My apology. Sorry. Is that enough?"

"Not yet!"

"Huh? okay. what you want?"
Stupid Sakura. She shouldn't have said that thing. She finally, without realized it, entered into a big trap.

"Promise me you'll do it no matter what."

"Okay." now she's really trapped in a big hole.

Before Maria asked, she invited Sakura to the grass yard; the place where they were sitting before Sakura got run in a hurry.
They sat together again on there. Then Maria made a distance of time for asking what she wanted.

"Maria?"
Finally.

"Yea. Explain to me. What's actually the matter between you and Tomoyo?"
And now, Sakura couldn't get out from the hole. She's really trapped in there and couldn't escape except if she answer Maria's question.

"Why you really want to know?"

"Because Tomoyo is my friend, so are you."

"No. I mean why do you wanna know all things which happen between us, huh?"

"Because I love you both. I don't want if something bad happen between you guys.."
Sakura sighed. She actually even didn't know what had happen to her and her friend. Just suddenly that message sent and it happened, that's all.

"Sigh….I dunno either, my dear," looked toward the sky weakly.

"What you mean?"

"She sent me a message, and he said that she just gonna disturb me so she'll go far away from me…"

"Oh!" Maria surprised. "How come she said that?"

"I told you already, Maria, I dunno either…"
Maria kept quiet for a moment. Sakura sighed and flied into her own imagination. She was flying on the sky, then went to Tomoyo's place, and fell down and caught her and do everything she could to make her relation with her won't be break.

"The distance of your place and hers is too far nee, so you couldn't go to his place…" said Maria slowly.

"Sou nee…"

"Hey, how if you write a letter for her? And I'll give it to her. Remember, the distance of my place and hers is nearer than yours."

"Umm…I'll think twice. I dunno whether it's a good idea or not. Just wait my answer for this…"

"Uh Okay.."

Sakura and Maria stood up and walked together to their class. Sakura was imagining something, while Maria said hello to their classmates who were walking crossed them.
How to make her understand? How to make her realize if he was wrong? And….how I meet her so that I'll able to talk directly with her about this jerk thing?

The bell was ringing. The time for go home's finally came.
Maria said Good Bye with a happy smile to Sakura, and she replayed her.
Sakura was walking out slowly. When she just arrived outside her class, someone inside the class called her out and ran toward her in a big hurry.

"Sakura!"

"Hai? Nani ka, Manda chan?" Sakura turned her head and got her friend named Amanda behind her.

"I wanna break him. And help me to collect money to pay his money that he used to buy me some credit!"

"H-huh~? You mean Rifky kun? W-what happen? How much money do you need?"

"I DON'T KNOW EITHER WHAT HAPPENED! I need to collect at least two hundred thousand!!"

"WTF!!!"

"I know it's hard to believe but that's the money he used out."

"Stupid! You want me to help you for that much? How?! How long the time we need?! It's not an easy thing to do!"

"I know, Sakura! But I wanna pay him BACK. We need at least only for a week! We will do everything to get that money so that I'll pay him quickly. Or it will be good if we can to get it for a day~"

"IMPOSSIBLE! It's not cheap, after all. Realize it, Amanda Agam Putri!"

"I know, Sakura Hanazumi. But please…."

"..Uh, okay. I'll try to. But…"

"Yeah!!! Doumo Arigatou, my dearest sweetie! I love you! Hey, how do we say it in Japanese??"

"Sigh….you gotta learn Nihongo diligently and don't ever only say 'arigatou' and the greetings…"

"Chi! The alphabets are DIFFICULT, especially for Kanji~! And also with its sentences~~"

"We haven't study for Kanji yet, Manda chan. We still in Hiragana words,"

"Huh? 'We'? I think all of the students in our grade are still studying in that chapter, include me. Except only you one."

"Uh Okay. I'm actually in Kanji already, even more than it, because I had learn and even speak it since I was in 6th grade elementary (or actually in 1st grade middle school? I even dunno~). But it doesn't mean I'll leave the class."

"Wtv. Hey, wanna talk about it while walk home together?"

"Sure."

Sakura was laying on her bed lazily when her lil bro came to her room.

"Hello, my lovely sistaa….! Ohohoho…."

"Huh~? What~? You wanna bother me gain, I know it. So just get out you from here~"

"No. I wanna…umm…..err…"
Huh? How odd. Why he looks so confuse like that?

"Umm….Hikari? What's wrong?"

"I…wanna discus something with you…"

"Eh? Hikari? Are you alright? Are you sick?"

"You fool. I'm serious~"

"O-okay…"

Hikari lay beside his sister.

"So? What you wanna discus about?"

"Umm….well, you may laugh or whatever, but…sigh…"

"What?"

"Umm…if you have a friend —and you even regard him/her as your best friend—, then suddenly he/she said that he/she will just disturb you so much so asked us to forget him/her, what will you do?"

Sakura's beat stopped suddenly.
The thing her lil bro asked just now is same as what happened to her and Tomoyo.

"I dunno what I should to do, sis. Ariq suddenly said it to me and then he escaped from me wherever I was. Sigh~~~"

"…Sokka,"

"Then? What's your suggest?"

"You should to make him sure that if he's wrong. Make him sure with everything —as long you won't use negative ways, of course—. Believe that he will understand and he will back to you. Understand?"

"But how if all we do are fail?"

"….Just do whatever the thing it will caused. As long you still believe, there'll be a light."

"Okay. Thanks, sis. You're more mature than me. And WATCH OUT CAUSE THERE'S A COCKROACH BELOW THIS BED~~~!! SISTAAAA~~~!!! KILL IT, KILL IT~~~!!!!"

"GYAAA~~~!!!"

Sakura was playing her guitar when she received a message.

"Huh? 'Saku chan, his mobile is broken again yesterday so that you couldnt send any…' ? …Aa, Maria. Sigh….again, Erick broke his. What a careless one he is nee…"
Sakura laughed slowly. Then, she played her guitar again.

"Nee, Erick. You know why I play my guitar just now? Because I think I just could to give all my feeling and problems towards my guitar. Guitar is my half, so don't feel weird or strange whenever you see my left fingers are hurt. Ahaha…yea, 'cause it's hard for me to believe someone that could to keep my problems…really hard to believe at someone, Erick…."

=In her dream…

"Oh…S***!! Why I back again to this place…!?"

She ran around but found no one in there. Again, she cried. Again, she became so weak. Nothing she could do. And again, that voice came softy.

"Don't cry….." said the voice.

"H-huh? Y-you again, nee…" Sakura wiped her tears and tried to stand.

"It's me. Don't worry…"

"Nee…I really wanna know. Who are you for real? And the voice I heard at school was yours, wasn't it?"

"Yea, that was mine…."

"Are you the same student in my school?"

"No."

"Then who are you?"

Sakura and the voice both were talking. No one in that place so no one knew it. Sakura tried to know who was he, but he never said any clue. But suddenly, after the voice said something, Sakura felt very surprised.

"You've ever hit me that noon. Well, actually it was my fault. I'm so sorry…"

*SHIIIIING—!!*

"HUH?!! Huff….huff……." Sakura woke up suddenly. Wait. He said I had ever hit him before? Who? I think I never hit someone except whenever I made a little fight with Yadid kun, Gilang kun, Auringga kun, my lil bro, and….that's all! What did he mean?
She thought about it hardly. She tried to remind people she knew or she ever met.
Then suddenly she reminded of someone's voice. Someone that ever threw her down. Someone that ever said they had ever been met somewhere but dunno how.

Is he….that boy?

h-hoeee~~, that boy? Who's that boy??
Ya, ya, ya, no idea. My mind's thinking about my bad scores at school and about him. Haha.
Saa. What gonna happen next da yo nee~?