Logie, I really wish I had the answers to those questions. Gosh, I miss you. Everytime I check my email and see you've replied it makes me only want you by my side more than before. At least you have the necklace, that does make me feel slightly better. Please stop being so hard on yourself! You're beautiful, Logan...you really are. You're so beautiful that it hurts. Saying that you're ugly is like saying Yuma can fly ;)

Eating tofu doesn't sound too bad. I wouldn't like it too much, but eh...to each's own I guess LOL. They better let me see you again! I dunno what I'd do without you, Logan...I'd cry, and we both know I never cry...but that's how much I need you in my life again, because you mean everything to me. Living without is equal to not living at all. My heart is empty and longs for you to be with me again. If only...

I can't stand to sit here and listen to you say stuff like that. Please get help! For me, please. I wanna comfort you, Logie, I can't though...at least through emails I can't. Words aren't as strong as actions and as bad as I want to hug you now, it's almost impossible. Logan...the fact that they are bullying you almost daily is wrong and it needs to stop. They came to your house and broke your window! What's next? They already almost broke your arm, as well as given you a black eye. How long can you hide this for? ...you need to tell someone other than me.

I miss you so much that it pains me whenever I hear someone talk about you. The word "Kendall" now has the power to bring tears to my eyes and it only makes the hole in my heart grow. What will happen when nothing is left? You being gone is breaking me into a million little pieces that I fear won't ever be fixed...or not until you come back at least. Also, I'll stop being hard on myself when you stop lying ;) I'm far from beautiful. I can't even look at myself in mirror anymore.

I'm going to ask them about when I can see you tomorrow. I really hope they say soon...because any longer will just hurt too much. I need you in my life again. You're away in miles, but not in heart. I want...no, I need...you to make things better, because living a life like this is too painful and hard. They hurt me, Kendall...emotionally and phsyically. I don't even know they I'm getting bullied. What did I ever do wrong? Sometimes they make me feel like if I were to die, nobody would care.

I'm too embarrassed to say anything. It's not that easy, Ken...I can't just say something. If I did I'm probably break down into sobs anyways. You don't know how badly they've hurt me. Today Keith threw a punch right to my stomach in the gym locker room. It hurt all day, but his glare kept me quiet. The glare that read "say anything and you're toast". He scares me too. I got a text earlier from him that said I should watch out tomorrow at school. I was so worried that I threw up after I opened the message.

Please respond. I need you.

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Thanks for reviewing and reading! The whole thing is about 10,000 words, so I shall upload some more tomorrow :)

xoxo

~EMiLY