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Note : This is the second chapter about Lily, once again thanks to SiriuslySouthern for the correct version !
It is October 31st 1981, and it's my last day, the last moments of my life, for me, Lily Evans Potter. I knew Peter couldn't be trusted, but James would never think he was the traitor. I understand him, how can we think someone we've known for ten years can betray us? I know that my husband and Sirius suspect Remus is the traitor, whereas they've known him for the same time, but I suppose they think he let the dark part of him take control.
After my argument with Severus, at the end of our 5th year, I became a very good friend of Remus, thanks to our prefect job. He comforted me, laughed with me, and became my best friend. I'm sure he never could betray us. I wanted him to be Harry's godfather, because he's so much more responsible than Sirius, and Sirius already takes a big place in our life. However, James really wanted Sirius, and I gave up, by love.
Harry, my fifteen-month-old son, is sleeping in his cradle in front of me. My son so innocent, but forced by a prophecy to kill a black wizard, Voldemort. A prophecy... a stupid prophecy. I know Neville can be the Chosen One, but deep down inside, I know that it is my son. It's so horrible, because I've already faced Voldemort three times, and each time, I was shell-shocked. When will my son have to face to this threat?
Today, I know it's my last day, just like James knows, even if he didn't tell me. We passed our day with our son: we played, we laughed and just watched Harry lives.
I'm so scared, not for me, neither for James, because we'll die for our son, through love, and it's the most beautiful way of dying we could have. I'm scared for Harry, because he'll survive, thanks to the old magic, magic I've been studying for years. I'm scared for my son. What will happen to him after our death? I know Sirius will look after him, maybe Remus will help, but with his destiny, will the love Remus and Sirius can give him be enough? And will he remember that James and I loved him with all our heart? I have so many questions, but no answers.
My death arrives, I'm feeling it, so I'm coming down to join James, I'm going to lie in his arms a last time. I'm feeling all the love we share, I'm feeding off it to be able to save Harry.
The door explodes. It's Him, I know it.
-"Lily, go, take Harry and run! I hold him off!"
I obey James, because I know I have to protect Harry. I murmur a last "I love you" and go to join my son. After my departure, I hear James start a fight against Voldemort. I enter in my son's bedroom, where he cries, awakened by the explosion. I take him in my arms and try to console him.
In a last whisper, I hear "I love you". James is dead, and finally I can't hold back my tears. Harry must have felt it too, because he cries louder.
The stairs creak, I hear footsteps. Voldemort is arriving. I'll rejoin my husband, but leave my son alone... I'm happy and unhappy, so conflicted…Could I live without James? I don't think so. But to leave my son alone on this Earth hurts me so much!
The door is opening. I rock Harry and kiss his forehead a last time. I sit him behind me.
-"Move, mudblood!"
I stay on my feet.
-"No!"
-"Move!"
He is becoming angry, and throws a Killing Curse. I see the emerald radius approach.
In a last breath, I whisper:
-"I love you, Harry."
And the shadows gulp me down.
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