Finally second chapter... dang that took a long time to finish. had to much school work to focus on. I hope this ended up good so enjoy reading.

Disclaimer: do not own hetalia


~ Month one / Week one~

Lovino slowly awoke from his restless sleep. His eyes opened adjusting to the sun that was seeping into the room through the crack between the curtains. His hand felt around the bed to find that the Antonio was no longer with him. Instead a piece of paper lay in the mans place. Lovino sat up and grabbed the paper reading what it said aloud.

" Sorry Lovi but I had to go to work early. I would have woken you to say bye but you were so cute sleeping so I just left this note. Oh and I made breakfast and coffee. Your plates in the microwave and the coffee should still be hot depending when your reading this. See you later mi tomato."

Lovino sighed and crumpled the paper. He tossed it in the trash and made his way to the bathroom. While Lovino showered the phone rang. He stepped out of the shower and threw on a robe. Quickly Lovino left the bathroom and grabbed the phone off the bedside table. He answered it holding the phone to his ear.

" Hello."

" Is this Lovino?"

"... yes this is Lovino. Potato bastard is that you. Why are you calling me."

Lovino glared at his phone wondering why the German would call him. He couldn't think of any reason at all.

" Lovino this is a serious call. I saw your medical records."

Lovino almost dropped his phone when he heard what Ludwig had said. His face went pale. The German kept talking after a light pause.

" I was carrying some papers for one of the fellow doctors when I tripped one something and dropped the papers. When I was picking them up I noticed you name. I know I should have but I was curious and read it... Lovino when were you planning on telling us that your dying."

Lovino's grip on the phone was so tight that his knuckles were red. He bit his lip fighting tears.

" Bastard... how dare you read personal files."

" Lovino! this is serious. Were you even planning on telling anyone. Were you going to tell your brother. Have you told Antonio."

"...No... I haven't told anyone and I'm not planning on doing so. I can't have people looking at me with pity and acting as if I'm weak... I can't hurt them like that..."

By now Lovino was sobbing into the phone. Ludwig sighed and wished that he could comfort Lovino but there wasn't much he could do over the phone.

" I haven't told anyone about it. I'm not going to either if that's what you want. I am going to say this though. If I was in your position I would tell them before its to late to."

With that said Ludwig hung up the phone. Lovino dropped his cellphone on the floor and fell onto his bed. He began to cry more than he had the day before.

" Why the hell did he have to call... why."

Lovino screamed into the comforter. He finally pushed himself off the bed and went back to finish his shower. Once Lovino was showered and dressed he made his way downstairs and into the kitchen. He found the breakfast Antonio had left him. The breakfast was a simple cheese and tomato omelet with some bacon on the side. Even though the breakfast was simple Lovino couldn't help but feel happy about it. He brought the food over to the table and began to eat. The food was delicious to lovino. He had almost forgotten how much of a good cook Antonio was. Lovino had finished his breakfast and washed his dish, which was a very rare thing for him to do.

He left the kitchen and went to his room. Lovino grabbed his wallet and jacket. He then left the house and proceeded to go downtown. Once downtown Lovino went into a handful of different stores. Eventually he found what he was looking for. Lovino lifted a glistening bracelet up to admire it. The chain was a golden color and hanging from it was a heart. Lovi brought the bracelet to the man behind the counter.

" Can I get two charms made. One of the Italian flag and the other of the Spanish one."

The man nodded and turned away. He left to another area. About ten minutes later he returned and handed the charms to Lovino. Lovino put the charms on the bracelet and handed it to the man.

" Will this be all for you today?"

" Yeah it will."

" Okay, would you like it gift wrapped?"
"Actually yeah that would be great."

The man proceeded to ring up the bracelet afterward he placed it inside a small silver box. Lovino paid the man and left with the gift. Once lovino was outside he pulled out his phone and called Antonio.

" Hola mi tomato~"

" Hey Antonio..."
" Not that I mind because I don't but why are you calling me at work."

" Well you see I happen to be downtown near your building so I thought maybe you would like to spend your lunch break with me."

" Oh Lovi your asking me on a lunch date oh so lindo~ of course I would love to hang with you. I take my lunch break in five minutes. Go wait for me in the lobby okay."

"Okay."

Lovino hung up the phone and left to Antonio's work. Once he was there Lovi sat down on one of the chairs that was in the lobby. Eventually Antonio can flying out of the elevator. He ran over to Lovino and hugged the boy tightly. Lovino blushed and returned the hug.

" Aww Lovi you were missing me weren't you."

Lovino looked away his cheek tinted pink. He slowly nodded his head in which caused Antonio to awe.

" Well Lovi let's go eat my lunch break isn't that long today."

The two left to a nice French café down the street. Antonio's friend Francis owned the café so he always got discounts. As Antonio and Lovino walked in Francis turned. He smiled at them and lead them to a nice booth.

" Ohonhon its been awhile Toni you never come in anymore. To caught up in you lovely Italian."

Antonio laughed and Lovino blushed. He looked away. Francis laughed and then asked what the two would like. Antonio ordered a BLT for himself and a nice plate of ravioli for his lovi. Francis left to make the food. Antonio turned to Lovino and smiled.

" So lovi how have you been today~"

" ...I've been good... thanks for asking... how have you been?"

" Oh lovi I've been so lonely without you here with me, My boss should pass a rule allowing me to bring my lovi to work."

Antonio continued to speak but Lovi just pretended to listen. The guilty feeling of eventually leaving Antonio was growing again. Lovi shook his head and took of the gift he had gotten earlier. Antonio stopped speaking when he saw the box.

" Lovi what's that?"

" It's a gift... for you."

Lovino passed Antonio the box and looked away. Antonio stared at the box then at Lovino. He smiled and opened it. He gasped when he saw the bracelet. He lifted it up and admired the color and the charms. He smiled at the charms.

" Thank you so much Lovi. I love it."

Antonio leaned over the table and kissed Lovino on the lips. He pulled away and put the bracelet on. After Antonio put the bracelet on Francis came up with the food. He placed the food down. Antonio showed the French man the gift he received. Francis whistled and turned to Lovino.

" It's a nice gift you must really love my Spanish friend."

" Wha... well oh course I do you wine bastard."

Francis laughed and left the table. Antonio and Lovino ate their food with little words spoken. When they finished Francis told them it was on the house. Antonio thanked his friend and then left with lovi. The two walked to Antonio's work.

" Thanks for the wonderful gift and lunch Lovi. I'll see you later okay."

Antonio kissed Lovino then left back to his work. Lovino sighed and went home. Once home Lovino didn't do much. The day soon passed and eventually it was over. Antonio came home late and had already eaten. He and lovi went to bed right away.

~~~~~~~~~~~ ~Three days later~~~~~~~~~~~

Lovi woke up from his afternoon nap. He yawned and looked at his clock to find his brother would be arriving soon. He remembered getting a call from Ludwig telling him that he should spend time with his brother to soften the day Lovino would no longer be around. Lovino had no other choice but to agree.

Lovi went down stairs and made himself some coffee. As the coffee brewed a knock at the door sounded. He went over and answered it. Lovino ended up getting tackled into a hug.

" Fratello it's so good to see you~"

Lovino smiled and hugged his brother back.

" Yeah its great to see you to now please let go you're crushing me."

Feliciano let go of his brother and smiled. He moved away from the door and Ludwig walked in. Ludwig and Lovino shared eye contact for a moment before Lovino turned away.

" Come in and make yourselves at home. I'll go get you each something to drink."

Lovino left and returned with a tray. He put the tray down and handed Ludwig a cup of coffee and Feli a cup of grape juice. Feli took a drink then put it down. He smiled at his brother.

" Awww lovi you seem so different. You seem more nicer. I mean you haven't tried to killed Ludwig yet. I'm so proud of you. Your changing into a wonderful man. Grandpa would be proud of you to."

Lovino bit his lip and his body tensed. He was only being like this because he had realized his faults to late and wanted to make up for everything now. Ludwig sighed when he noticed Lovinos body. Feli didn't notice and began to talk more.

The Italian talked and talked for what seemed like forever but in reality was only about two hours. Ludwig stood up and turned toward feli.

" I think its time to be heading out know Feliciano."

Feli frowned but then smiled. He hugged his brother and headed toward the door.

" It was nice seeing you brother. I can't wait till you birthday next month so we can all get together again and celebrate another year of your wonderful healthy life."

With that said feli and Ludwig left. Lovino stood in the living room the words hitting him hard. He felt himself crying and ran up stairs. He buried his head into his pillow and cursed.

" Dammit why do I have to die... Why... God this week was torture the next are going to be worse..."


Bleh to short to me but at least I finally added it.

Hope it was good.

Reviews welcomed~