PART 2
Slowly the blanket was over the carpet and Emma was laying in her back and he was on top of her, kissing her with love, in that moment the world seemed to stop and it was just the both of them and their warmth and their love and nothing else mattered.
He kissed her softly, trying enjoy every second of it and trying to make her feel his love because he knew, he bloody knew that she never felt truly loved before, maybe with Neal but that was another life time only to break her into pieces afterwards but he, he would never hurt her like that, he rather to die that being the cause of her pain.
He wanted to make her feel good but he still doubt himself, he didnt want this to be one time thing or for her to regret it the next day or run or avoid, so he went slow , slow enought for her to back off if she wanted to.
"Emma"- he whispered but he couldnt stop himself, sotfly kissing her neck and licking it after she managed to take his shirt off his pants and her hands was stroking his bare back and squeezing him slightly.
"Mmmm"- it wall she could say or intent to, she never felt this way before, oh god! This was so slow and so amazing, she needed more , so much more but she felt like flying, she couldnt control her body or even move because he was loving her, he was showing her his love and she couldnt help but let him.
After a while, her hands went to the bottons of his shirt and she opened and moaned at the feeling of his bare skin on her hands, the soft chest hair that she wanted to touch for so long, finally between her fingers. Slowly she took it down his shoulders, leaving his bare and her hands explored his nudity, making him shiver but he never stopped kissing her and her neck and collarbone, just letting her take the led.
She grabbed his hair and pulled his body with force against her, she couldnt help the burning in her veins and the needy heat between her legs, she felt like never before and she didnt want to stop, ever stop.
Her hands went for his buckle and he stopped her.
"Emma, love"- he said, breathless
"What, you want to stop?"- she asked confussed
"I just dont want you to regret this tomorrow"- he said –"i can wait if you are not ready yet"- he finished because he knew that after they went for it, there was not turning back and he was dying, god! He was dying to have her, to feel her but if she regret it afterwards, it would kill him. He wanted for her to be ready, ready to take the next step, not second thoughts.
"Not second thought, i want this , Killian"- she said, looking at his eyes – "Im sure, so very sure"- she said and gave him a little smile –"are you?"-
"For so long now"- he said and he moved to kiss her again, slowly and full of love. He could see in her eyes that she meant it, he truly hoped it wasnt just his mind playing with him. He pulled her blouse up and touched the new skin uncovered, her so warm stomach agaisnt his hand, he still couldnt believe what he was doing, what she was letting him do, what she wanted and enjoyed him doing to her, when she moaned in his ear. She let her hands go for his and guided him to take the blouse over her head, she loved this the slow pace, but it was too much and he wasnt going faster, so she helped him.
She couldnt control the blush and heat throught all her body, specially the clenching between her legs when she looked at him, his gaze over her face and body, burning, like he couldnt believe it and wanted to make it last forever.
He carefully led his hand to her neck and the line between her breasts and stomach
–" you are so beautiful" – he said and she smiled a little and her hands went back her bra to undo it and started to take it down her shoulders and he stopped her
–"let me, love"-
And she did and he took the lace and the bra down her body and left it on the grown and then his gaze came back to her now bare chest.
-"So bloody beautiful"- he said and she just couldnt take it anymore, she grabbed the back of his neck and pulled him down and kissed him hard and passionated, they both moaned in each other´s mouth when the bare chest touched each other, her hard nipples against his chest´s hair. The heat of his body against her own, it felt so damn amazing she was lost, she was losing in the feeling... she wanted to stop and enjoy every second of it, she wanted to freeze the time , she wanted to scream and do it hard and fast, she wanted all of that and so much more but she just let him kiss her and she kissed him, with passion, while her hands was scratching his bare back and his hand was squeezing her clothed leg.
She knew he wanted to take it slow or was still insecure of doing it wrong, so she was the one who went back to his beckle and he didnt stop her this time, she undid the botton and zipper and couldnt help the need to led her hand under to feel him. He moaned at the contact of her soft skin against his lenght while caressed him lightly, and he sucked her neck hard when she squeezed the tip. Not too long after she pulled out and took his pant down, he was wearning nothing under that day. His pant went over his tight and she couldnt help the smirk when she squeezed the cheek of his ass, making jump a little, only to make her moan right after when she felt his hard big erection against her stomach. Later he moved down and looked at her up and down and she started undoing her own pants and then she sighed and took his hand again
"You do it- do you expect for me to do all the work here?"- she grinned, making him smiled and rub the back of his neck.
"If the lady demands"- and he did it, undoing it for complete and kneeled,pulling it down with his hand and hook, leaving her only in her dark panties. He sight at the beauty of her bare legs and chest infront of him and he stood and took his pant off of him, feeling completely free without any cloth. Her eyes wide and closed while she moaned at the sight infront of her when he was standing between her legs, his hard cock only making her wetter. He kneeled again and let his finger travel down her stomach , over the side of her panty to her leg until her knee making her look at him with dark eyes and closing them later, losing herself on the shiver and feeling of his touch (oh god! This was such a sweet torture). After he took his time to take the panty down all the way leaving her fully naked.
"oh Emma" he said, looking at her body –"you are so bloody perfect. I want to know"- he swallowed hard –"i want to know how your body feels, love"
"what are you waiting for ?"- she managed to say, the coldness from early completely forgotten
He didnt doubt this time and led his hand to cup her between her legs, and rubbing her –"oh woman, you are so wet... this is for me, this is all because of me, Emma?"- he asked trying not lose it and just take her like his hot erection demanded, making her moan loudly
"Killian, please"- she said
"Answer me"- he told her and kept rubbing her center, teasing her entrance
"Yes, you did that to me, its all because of you"- she said between moans
With that he slidded one of his fingers inside of her – "you are so tight and warm, you feel amazing"- he said and his erection was almost killing him with need but he wouldnt give up just yet and he slidded a second finger and pulled out and in and out, in and out again. –"I wanna taste you, Emma"- he said and she closed her eyes, moaned and opened wider and he leaned over and open mouth kissed her there, moaning against her flesh, making her shiver again and moved her hips against his face.
"I need you"- she said and he looked at her, she didnt need to explain he knew what she meant and moved and kissed on her lips, pressing his fully naked body against hers for the first time, she wrapped her arms around his back and opened her legs with him better access, they never broke the passionated kiss.
"Emma"- he said as he was asking her again and she closed and opened her eyes, trying to tell him that she was sure and pressed her feet on the carpet, spreading her leg wider, giving him all the access he needed. He kneeled a little and took his hardness on hand and rubbed it against her wet folds and teased her entrance, making her close her eyes and moan and move her hips up. He stopped until she opened her eyes and slowly, oh so slowly guide his erection inside of her body, never breaking eyes contact. They both fought for the need to close their eyes and get lost in the feeling but as if they could read each other´s mind they didnt, trying to enjoy and live every second of the moment they were finally joined and became one, one body, one heart beating, one hard breathing, one soul, one and true love.
