Thanks for all if the reviews! A lot of you Asia's it was really sad. I know I was about to cry while I was writing it! Anyway I hope you like this'd one!
(and by the way I wasn't Veronica Roth yesterday and I'm still not her today sadly)
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"She was an amazing and talented girl. I think I can speak for all of us: she will be greatly missed." Finish's Eric.
I haven't spoken to anyone today. I've hardly looked at anyone. Last night was terrible. I couldn't sleep at all. And when I did, they were all nightmares about Tris. Her falling, slipping and I couldn't get to her in time. She would be screaming my name, her eyes wide with fear. And I couldn't do anything at all. It was worse than getting hit by Marcus.
After the service was over and everyone left (a few people dared come speak to me, but I glared at them and didn't say anything) I stayed. I walked up to her grave.
When I reach it, I collapse. I can't stand. I lean forward and rest my head against the cold stone. I cross my legs.
"I'm sorry. I'm so, so sorry I didn't protect you. I didn't help you." I say to her, hoping somewhere, she can hear me. "I should've been with you. I-I miss you already." This is where the tears start to flow again. I'm sobbing now.
"I'm sorry" I say, quite a bit louder. I scream it this time. "I'M SO SORRY TRIS!"
It then starts to rain. A little drizzle at first, then it becomes harder. A full on downpour. Then I remember something.
"How's your side?" I ask her.
"It only hurts when I breath" she replies.
I say back "not much we can do about that."
"Peter would probably throw a party if I stopped breathing."
"Well," I say. "I'd only go if there was cake. She laughed at my joke. That was one of our first special moments together.
I snap back to reality. I whisper to her grave "I didn't come because if the cake."
I scream. I scream in frustration, in sadness, in agony. I scream in guilt and grief. But mostly, I scream because I miss her. I want her to hold me, to comfort me. To kiss me. To say it wasn't my fault. That its okay. But I know she won't.
I never want to leave here. I wan to die here, to be with her. My clothes are already soaked through. I don't care. I don't care I don't care I don't care.
I'd give anything or her to back with me. Anything. Sixteen years more with Marcus. I wouldn't care in least bit.
I stay in that spot for another two hours. It's getting dark now. I head back to my room.
On second thought, I change my mind. I head into her room.
It looks like she left it just a few minutes ago. Clothes laid out on her bed, like she had a hard time choosing what to wear. A few dishes in the sink. An apple on the counter.
I think back to when I last saw her before she died.
"Tobias stop!" She said laughing at me. We were lying on my couch after dinner. "Stop!" She said again, shrieking with laughter. I was running my hands up her stomach when she started giggling. I then realized she was ticklish there. I smiled smugly then started tickling her.
She tried swatting my hands away but it was no use. She started laughing uncontrollably. I couldn't believe she was this ticklish.
"Honestly Tobias stop! I'll do anything!" She says. An idea pops in my head. I stop for a moment.
"Anything?" I say with a questioning glance. "Are you sure?"
She gasps for air, panting heavily. "Yes, yes, just don't do it again."
"Alright then. I have an idea. Stay here." I say with a smile.
"Where are you going?"
"Not telling. I'll be back in five minutes." With that I leave and head for the kitchens.
As I come back, I have a cake and some drinks from the dinning hall. I hope she'll enjoy these.
I walk into find her laying done on the couch, asleep. I laugh a little.
I set up a feast in table and go to walk her up. I shake her shoulder softly.
"Hmmmm?" She mummers, looking around, dazed.
"I have food" I tell her. She sits up. "Want some cake?" She nods her head and I give her some cake.
We talk for hours and finally she lays her head in my shoulder. "Tired?" I ask her.
"Mhmmmm" She moans softly. I pick her up and carry her to my bed. She immediately snuggles into the blankets. I crawl in after her.
She moves her body next to mine and lays her head onto my chest. She so light I hardly feel her. I move my hand under her chin. I pull her face up to meet hers.
"Tris. I love you more than anything else in the world. Your my entire life and I don't ever want to lose you. Ever. I love you Tris Prior." I told her.
She looked at me for a long time. Ten she brought her lips to meet mine. She kissed me for a minute then pulled away, barely half an inch. "I love you to Tobias Eaton."
She was amazing. She was so perfect. I'll never, ever meet any one like her, I'm sure if it. I miss her so much.
I stand, and look down one last time at her grave. "I love you Tris Prior. And I always will" I bend down and kiss the cold stone. I walk away quietly.
That was it hope you like it! And if your crying pretend I just handed you a tissue! Sorry if I made you cry!
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