Title comes from the french term for goodbye!

Song; I Miss You by Miley Cyrus (yuck! i like the lyrics not the song and not her) i thought it would fit really good (:


You used to call me your angel

Said I was sent straight down from heaven
And you'd hold me close in your arms

I remember those days you would hold me so tightly and never want to let me go. I didn't want to be let go either. I miss those days. I don't know why you did this. No good has come from it and nothing good ever will.

I never wanted you to leave
I wanted you to stay here holding' me

Though all the fights we had I never did want to lose you. My pride always got the best of me, and took over my emotions. I wanted you all along but your crushed my Sinclair pride that I thought was more important but it was really you. I became blind to my real feelings and my surroundings. So much that I missed out on the best thing that ever happened to me. You.

I miss you, I miss your smile
And I still shed a tear every once in a while
And even though it's different now
You're still here somehow

My heart won't let you go
And I need you to know
I miss you

Words can describe how I feel about you and how much I miss you. It took me losing you to realize that I love you. We had a future together, at Yale and forever more. I knew we would get married and have kids and grow old together but we cant do that now because your gone and its all my fault. You will always be a part of me, I will carry you with me forever

I know you're in a better place yeah
But I wish that I could see your face, oh
I know you're where you need to be
Even though it's not here with me

It's better for you up there, but not down here with me. I want to see you one last time. I want to hold you one last time. I want to kiss you one last time. And I want to say I love you one last time. Your happier up there and that's where you think you belong but that's really down here with me.

My heart won't let you go

No one will ever replace you. I will never forget you. I will never stop loving you. I will never stop thinking about you. And I will never find someone like you. You may be gone but I can't let you go for some reason and that reason is because I love you Declan. I finally realized you the one I love and you're the only one for me but it's all too late because you're gone. I guess it is true; you never know what you have till its gone.


sure it is a little OOC but i tried my best to keep it Holly J like. I feel like she would open up if no one was around and let her real feelings out. I mean of course you would be lost if your first real love killed himself because he couldnt be with you and you would also be a little messed up but i hoped you enjoyed! (: REVIEW!