Chapter 2
9 weeks later.
So here I was waiting in the bathroom for that damn clear-blue stick to show me my fate I could hear Rosalie my best friend/roommate pacing outside the door "Bella are you alright in there" sighing I stood up and unlocked the door letting her in,
She grabbed my hand and gives it a reassuring squeeze,
We sit on the cold tiled floor silently until the timer finally dings.
It's as if time has slowed down everything is working in slow motion my heartbeat is the only thing moving rapidly beating against my chest so hard it hurts a little bit rose looks at me expectantly I'm having an out of body experience watching myself as I lift myself from the ground and walk over to the sink where that stick is.
I look down ready to see my results as to whether I'm going to have a baby or not and there it is one work not two PREGNANT , and my whole world starts crumbling down around me my whole future I'm going to have to drop out of college my dad is going to kill me , well first he'll kill Riley and then me who's going to want to date a pregnant girl or teenage mother how am I supposed to support it financially where will we live, it's as if every thought is crossing through my mind and the tears begin to fall, I crawl into bed and let sleep take over so that when I wake up this might not be happening it'll all just be a dream.
I woke up with the worst headache I stumbled into the kitchen and Rosalie was sat at the table drinking her morning coffee she gave me a sympathetic smile as I started making myself a cup of tea , as I sat down opposite her she cleared her throat and then bombarded me with questions,
"how are you feeling" "okay I guess" I sighed
"when are you going to tell him" she asked looking me directly in the eyes. "soon I guess I don't have much of a choice"
"Are you going to keep it" I put my head on the table and rest my eyes for a second
"I don't know rose" I whispered.
I was sat in the doctors waiting room waiting for my name to be called it seemed as if time had slowed down and the butterflies in my stomach had doubled.
I was so nervous my leg was bouncing up and down I started thinking back over the past couple of weeks symptoms were there I just hope it was something else maybe I'm just really ill.
"Isabelle Swan" I almost jumped out of my skin at the sound of my name.
I made my way towards the doctors office, once inside I took a seat in one of the uncomfortable chairs.
The doctor looked up at me from behind his laptop,
"hi Isabelle I have your test results back "
"okay so whats wrong with me" i asked nervously he smiled at me and told me "Isabella I'm just confirming your suspicions you are in fact pregnant"
"oh god" I think I'm gonna throw up again "here's some leaflets about pregnancies, they explain about what foods are bad for the baby and what to expect during each trimester"
I took the leaflets thanked him and left.
I was walking down the street toward my favorite book shop a decaf latte in my hand I was walking unusually faster than usual I just needed to get to my sanctuary so I could finally relax but fate had other ideas because just as I was turning the corner only a few meters from the door to the book store someone knocked into me and I fell right on my ass,
"I'm so sorry, are you okay?" I heard the familiar husky voice ask me.
I looked up in shock at those baby blue eyes,
"Riley" I asked confused
He stuck his hand out to help me up once I was on my feet he released my hand and smiled down at me
"Hey Bella, how are you" pregnant and you? I thought
"Pretty good you?" I asked nicely "yeah I'm good , hey Bella I don't suppose you'd want to grab a coffee with me would you, I just want to talk to you" he asked nervously
"Erm...sure.. I actually need to talk to you too"
"Could we grab a coffee tomorrow morning" god I hope so cause I really don't know how I'm going to tell him.
"yeah that would be great, how's 10 I have a class at half 11 soo..." that's perfect I'll see you tomorrow then bye."
"Yeah later Bella" and with those final words I was finally able to breathe again how am I supposed to tell someone I barely no that the future they had planned just went right out the window.
