THERAPY HELPS?

She asked me if the writing helped.

She – the therapist

What does she want me to say?

That the memories are gone, I can sleep a full night; that I've stopped running?

Only I have stopped running.

Adam's dead and without him I feel like I've hit the bottom of the deep chasm I've been falling down ever since...

Ros is back from the dead. The spy swap worked out.

Ok. Now I'm just writing anything.

But I have an answer to the question. No the writing hasn't helped; my life hasn't miraculously gotten better. Since the last entry I just have more to write about. More pain.

I'm going back to work.