I had a little spare time this morning (that should have been spent doing homework but ah well) so I wrote another chapter for this.
Hope you enjoy, reviews would be lovely and if you guys have any ideas for C then let me know! -Sophie x
B is for Business (of the unfinished kind).
It's been 3 months exactly since our should-have-been happy wedding day. 2 months and 16 days since we should have come back from our honeymoon. 2 months and 12 days since we should have come back to work, together and in love.
Instead, it's been 3 months exactly since I found out you cheated on me. 2 months and 16 days since you left hospital after nearly drowning. 2 months 12 days since Charlie woke up from his near death experience, and how so near death he was.
Now, looking back on what happened during these past few months, I've made up my decision and it's time for me to go. You might not think it's fair but you don't think about things the way I do. You don't know yourself like I know you, because if you did you'd know you brought this all on yourself. I'm sorry, I just can't live here with that thought anymore, not when I'm seeing you every single day.
So I'm moving, I've been offered a HCA job in Yorkshire as far away from here as I can get. HCA, I can imagine you laughing as I write this. You'd say something witty like "Don't be offended when all of your patients try to escape" or "Only tell your jokes to the unconscious ones". Then I'd reply with a sarcastic laugh and a quip back then we'd part ways again, stealing glances at one another before one of us disappeared out of sight.
That's what it would have been like 3 months ago. Before this nightmare that has turned into our lives came about. Before that hen do where you made possibly the worst mistake of your life. Before everything changed.
But Zoe, remember this if nothing else. Remember that I once loved you with every fibre of my body. I've never loved anyone as much as I loved you which is why I'm moving away for a while and why I'm writing you this letter. I'm hoping that some time apart with re-kindle what we once had until that flame is alive and roaring once again.
No matter what happens, I want you to know that we are, and for the foreseeable future will be, unfinished business. Until I've had time to heal. Until we finish what we once started.
Wait for me.
Yours,
Max.
