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I'm happy you liked the beginning so far. Thank you for reading it, and to the people who reviewed : spwarkle ; Xthereal-meX ; sammiibae ; lovelivelifehope14 ; BandS4ever

I hope you enjoyed the first chapter for those who didn't review and that you will like this one.


In Our Songs :

Chapter 2 :

Things Will Never Be The Same :

As she had always done, Mitchie set up her laptop so she would only have to press play and wake up to one of her songs, but Caitlyn had another idea. It's not to one of her songs that Mitchie woke up to but to the first track of Connect 3's new album. "Caitlyn !" She yelled from her bed and stopped the songs before anyone even sang.

"Why did you stop it ?" Caitlyn asked when she entered her best friend's bedroom. "It's a great song to wake up to." She told her all innocently.

Mitchie saw right through her act though. She sat up in her bed and looked at her friend in the eye. "So now you're going to tell me what's that plan of yours." She demanded but Caitlyn didn't bulge, not one bit afraid of her friend's expression or reaction. "Cait, even if I still loved him, which isn't the case." She added quickly. "I doubt he would return the feelings.."

"How would you know that ?" Caitlyn asked, even though she knew exactly what happened between the two.

"You know exactly how I know." Mitchie sighed.

It was in early October when Mitchie stomped in the apartment, Shane hot on her heels."I can't believe you were cheating on me !" Mitchie yelled to her soon to be ex boyfriend, eyes full of tears and anger at the same time. "I knew you were a player, but I thought you changed !" Obviously she thought wrong.

"I wasn't cheating on you, Mitchie !" Shane said angrily when she wouldn't let him explain. "Chelsea and I were just hanging out."

Mitchie knew that technically he was telling her the truth, but there was too much signs telling her that Shane hadn't quit his player ways.

She went to the bathroom and took a shower to cool off. Ever since they broke up, the mare mention of Shane's name would make her boil inside, her friend didn't give though. "Mitchie you have to listen to it. At least one song. Shane does it, why not you ?" She asked from the other side of the door.

"Because I hate him, and I'd like to keep it that way !" Mitchie retorted.

Caitlyn didn't want to hear it though. She waited to hear the shower run, pushed the volume at the maximum and put the laptop at the door. "I don't care what you want, you have to catch up with Shane ! Two songs today !" She hit play and ran away

Yeah, yeahhh, eh, eh, oh, oh
Yeah, yeahhh, eh, eh, oh, oh

Try to fall asleep tonight
i lay awake and dream of life
When we thought we could make it
Wasted all our time
And I wouldn't change
A single thing, I know

We get closer and closer again
But we're falling apart
I'm losing you're losing a friend
It's always over before we start
You're asking for love and I wish
That it could be the way that it was
But it's over there's no one to blame
It'll never be the same

Try to fall asleep tonight
i lay awake and dream of life
When we thought we could make it
Wasted all our time
But I wouldn't change
A single thing I know

We get closer and closer again
But we're falling apart
I'm losing you're losing a friend
It's always over before we start
You're asking for love and I wish
That it could be the way that it was
But it's over there's no one to blame
It'll never be the same

Two wrongs don't make it right
Two hearts are on the line
Maybe we could have made it
If we waited and time is right
In the end I'm a friend
But that's all I am to you

We get closer and closer again
But we're falling apart
I'm losing you're losing a friend
It's always over before we start
You're asking for love and I wish
That it could be the way that it was
But it's over there's no one to blame
It'll never be the same
It'll never be the same

We get closer and closer again
But we're falling apart
I'm losing you're losing a friend
It's always over before we start
You're asking for love and I wish
I believed you but it's easy to see
That it's over there's no one to blame
It'll never be the same
No it'll never be the same
No it'll never be the same

It's over there's no one to blame
It'll never be the same
It's over there's no one to blame
It'll never be the same
It's over there's no one to blame
It'll never be the same
It's over there's no one to blame
It'll never be the same

Mitchie had had enough. She got out of her shower her hair still full of shampoo and wrapped a towel around her body before she stepped out of her bathroom and stopped the song. She got the CD out of her laptop and threw it across the room.

Yes she had been asking for love, and she had thought it was what he wanted too. He broke her heart and he deserved his insomnia. He wouldn't change a thing ? Great because she wouldn't change a thing either. She was happy with the situation. She was happy with their breakup. At least it was what she kept telling herself.

With what he had done to her, he surely never was one of her friends, so she wasn't loosing one. And what was with that line "but it's over there's no one to blame." ? He was to blame. Heck all of it was his doing not hers. "What was this noise ?" Caitlyn asked from the living room.

"The CD thrown against the wall !" Mitchie yelled and went back in her shower to rinse her hair. "What an hypocrite he is !" She groaned sitting on the couch with a banana. "I can't believe him. Soon it will be my fault we broke up."

"What are you talking about Mitchie ?" Caitlyn asked her, hoping she was misinterpreting her friend's rage. If she wasn't, their plan wasn't working as planned.

"He cheated on me, denied it, then admitted it, but now it's no one's fault." She said exasperated. If her friends' plan was to get them back together or at least on speaking terms , they were failing big time. "I can't wait for him to hear the second track. He wants suffering, gosh he's gonna get it." Mitchie wanted revenge now. Shane had broken her heart and it wasn't quite mended yet, this album wasn't the best thing for her to have closure or to make her realize she still had feelings for Shane, and Caitlyn understood that now, seeing her best friend.

"Mitchie, you have banana on your hands." Caitlyn told her nicely. Mitchie was so angry with the song that she had squished the banana without noticing it. Caitlyn thought it might be better to let her go at her speed, she wouldn't force her to listen to it anymore, but she knew her friend would eventually listen to the other songs. She was sure it got her curious.


For the rest of the day Mitchie stayed in her bed room. She was supposed to go to several malls to sign her CD but she faked illness. Caitlyn knew perfectly well she was faking but acted like she believed it. So Mitchie was sitting cross legged in the middle of her bed, her eyes glued on the CD lying on the floor. It had been hours and she was now contemplating picking it up and listening to the next song. Sure she was hurt and angry but she had good memories to hang on to.

The most vivid of her memories was her first performance on stage before thousands of connect three fans. The boys were performing Fly with me glancing regularly at the girls side stage. As the song ended and Nate and Jason were catching their breath, Shane went back to the mike-stand. "So how are we doing so far ?" He asked and the fans screamed like there was no tomorrow. "Well guys you might be in for a trick tonight." Shane announced.

"Our buddy Shane is going to be in trouble." Nate said and the crowd laughed. This got Mitchie nervous. A few nights before Shane had asked her if she would perform in one of their concerts and Mitchie had said yes on the one condition she would have time to prepare.

At this moment Shane turned to her with a big smile and she understood why Nate said he would be in trouble. "Come out Mitchie." Shane called her and she shook her head no vigorously. There was no way she was going out there unprepared. "Would you guys like to hear her sing ?" He asked the fans and again they screamed they wanted to.

"I'm gonna kill him." She told Caitlyn, and mouthed it to him. His answer was to laugh. The crowd started to call her name and Caitlyn started pushing her to the stage, a mike already in her hand. She noticed Nate and Jason laughing at the scene. "I'm all going to kill you." Mitchie muttered. Soon she was on the stage and couldn't go back.

"There she is. My beautiful girlfriend Mitchie Torres everyone." Shane introduced her. She took a deep breath and joined Shane center stage. She reiterated her threat in his ear and soon the track for "this is me" started to play.

She had had a blast singing her song and the fans seemed to like it. Shane and the others were off the hook even if she slapped Shane's shoulder a few times after the show. This memory was one of the few she could think back to and feel almost no pain at all.

"Mitchie !" Caitlyn called from the living room. "I'm going to the guys apartment. I'll be back with Nate and Jase for dinner !" She told her best friend and left. She didn't waste her breath asking her if she wanted to come with her anymore, her answer was always no.

She stayed on her bed for about another hour, her eyes still on the CD. Did she really wanted to hear the other songs Shane had written if it was to be angry again ? There must be some nice songs, she thought. After all there were nice ones on hers. After a few other minutes, she took a deep breath and got up. She picked the CD and put it back in her laptop. "Here goes nothing." She said and hit play and the second song of the album started to play.