Heeeeeeeey! This is my second one of my November Drabbles. I got requested to do a Sasha/Tigerstar by an anonymous viewer therefore I have done it although I don't know if this is what they wanted this is kinda sad but it's got some other action that's awesome so yea.

Savage Deathbite: awwww i'm gonna have to be mean to poor Sasha

Sasha: That's ok Tigerstar's an ass anyway (pads away)

Savage Deathbite: um well...ok then …. right awkward on with the story.

Song:My Happy Ending

Time: 74 mins

Artist: Avril Lavigne

Rating: T

Pairing: Sasha/Tigerstar

#2

Sasha's POV

I watch him pad silently out of his, den then out of the camp...again

Let's talk this over it's not like we're dead

He's been ignoring me for many moons now, I caught him going out of camp a few days later after the ignoring started.

Was it something I did, was it something you said.

I came from making dirt that night, when he had cautiously slinked out of camp.

Don't leave me hangin, in a city so dead.

I decided not to follow him, respecting his privacy, but when he kept going every night, I started to get curious.

Held up so high, on such a breakable thread.

Maybe he's found another she-cat, one from another clan that he has to meet in secret. He's breaking his own rules, breaking the warrior code that he's talked so much about.

You were all the things I thought I knew, and I thought we could be

Then again, I was a rogue and he took me in. Maybe all the other she-cats are the same. Maybe he doesn't care if they're clan blood. He's been acting so different lately. He only talks to me to send me on patrols or hunting parties.

You were everything-everything that I wanted, we were meant to be suppose to be, but we lost it

Tigerstar is getting more suspicious every waking moment. I have this want, a need, I have to go see were he's gone. I need to know what she-cat has stolen his heart, and why they're better

me just fade away

all of the memories so close to me just fade away

I have this brilliant idea as of how to see this other she-cat of his. I let him sneak out like he normally does, but this this I'll go with him, I'll follow.

All this time you were pretending, so much for my happy ending.

The night before this plan, I decided to confront him so that maybe he'd stop this foolishness

You've got your dumb friends, I know what they say

"She'll just get in the way!" Wait a second I know that voice. I was fixing to talk to Tigerstar but heard his Deputy Blackfoot, the one that had welcomed me from the start with open paws.

They tell you I'm difficult, but so are they

"Sasha isn't to be kicked out of this clan, she's important to me." I felt relieved to hear these words spoken, I really didn't think he cared anymore.

But they don't know me, do they even know you?

I sat up, and watched him stalk out of the camp. I look at the ground deciphering if I should follow, or just trust him and let him be.

All the things you hide from me, all the shit that you do.

I decided against it. I'll give him one more moon to sort this out by himself, then I'll make my own move. I'll either stop it myself ,or leave

You were all the things I thought I knew, and I thought we could be

You were everything- everything that I wanted

We were meant to be suppose to be, but we lost it

It's been a moon and his sneaking about hasn't stopped, I've decided it's time I took action

All of the memories so close to me just fade away

I carefully padded out of the entrance, making sure not to alert any cat. I swiftly follow Tigerstar's every paw step. What I find shocks my pelt off my bones

All this time you were pretending, so much for my happy ending

There by Thunderclan territory was his former, well talked about, clanmate Darkstripe. Though I should be angry, I'm mesmerized by the two toms.

It's nice to know that you were there

thanks for acting like you cared

and making me feel like I was the only one

I watch them share tongues, purring and licking like it was perfectly normal and an everyday thing, like it was right when in all truth it was very very wrong.

It's nice to know we had it all, thanks for watching as I fall

The sad thing is that I'm carrying his kits. A traitor. A cat that isn't sanitary and doesn't belong to any clan. I know what I must do. I know I have to leave Shadowclan and get away from the forest.

And telling me that we were done. He was everything-everything that I wanted.

Crying silently, I walk back into the camp. I need to go somewhere far away from here, somewhere I'll never be discovered by that horrible creature.

We were meant to be suppose to be, but we lost it

All of the memories so close to me just fade away

All this time you were pretending, so much for my happy ending

I wake up and realize I'm not in Shadowclan territory anymore. Then it all comes back to me at such a velocity that I want to fall to the earth and be swallowed up.

So much for my happy ending

The distance. The one I love sneaking out every night. Seeing Darkstripe trailing his tongue down Tigerstar's pelt, with Tigerstar looking comfortable and at ease, then leaving, going to Riverclan to leave his kits were they can grow safely and happily.

So much for my happy ending.

Oh-Oh

So much for my happy ending.

Oh-Oh-Oh~ oh...

Savage Deathbite: Well...that was depressing. Ok my anonymous viewer there is your Sasha and Tigerstar song thingy. I'm sorry but I really didn't know how else to do it.

Sasha: Oh wow! You did great =)

Savage Deathbite: Thanks Sasha! Anyway pplz review and leave pairings. Tomxtom please it makes it easier on me, unless you want something depressing, then you can give me a femalexmale until tomorrow. Toodles