So, by one request, I did a sequal to Love: 'Suke. This one was kinda hard to choose the song for, I wanted to stick with the song fic thing, and I think I picked an ok song. If you think there may be a better song out there for this, please contact me! I just don't listen to a lot of songs and I wasn't planning to do a sequal, but I decided to get this one out to night and the song I chose was quick and easy. This one is like the other, sad and just depressing. . . Hope this doesn't bring too many people down. . .

Disclaimer: I do NOT own Naruto or any characters. I don't make a profit off this story, and I never will. I do, however, own rights to this story line. I also don't own the song used in this.

Warning: This isn't really a shonen-ai/yaoi, but it does have a ghost and another character death in here. Sorry. . .

Song:s: used: Broken by Seether featuring Amy Lee. Yes, two people sing this song, but I thought it fit so, I used it.
Also, I told you all what the song is in Love: 'Suke but to make it easier: The Tide Began To Rise by Demon Hunter


I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph and I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

Naruto walked off after being thrown out of the club. He was so used to this now; he always got into fights when he was drunk. He started mumbling curses to himself as he walked around town, not wanting to go home. He wasn't too happy that Sasuke had tried to stop him from fighting again and he really didn't want to see his face till morning. Besides, the blond knew that Sasuke would just run home to get a few things and then head out to a hotel for the night. That's how it always was with the two. But tonight was different, tonight was the beginning of Sasuke's birthday and Naruto wasn't ready to screw everything up so he decided to stumble home, against his will.

"Damn people try to fuck with me and then I fight them back. He was the one who threw the first punch! But, they'll never believe that. Besides, if the guy would've watched it and not have thrown the punch, I'd still be dancing and having a good time with Sasuke," he muttered to himself. It wasn't like the blond only had Sasuke in his life either and they both knew it. Sasuke had walked in to find Naruto fucking other guys, but it wasn't Naruto's fault and he kept pointing that out to the raven. But, losing Sasuke made Naruto feel sort of empty inside, even if it was only for a night.

"Damn it," he muttered, running back home. That night he was going to ask for forgiveness. He knew how he felt about Sasuke and he didn't understand why the male stayed with him now. The blond stumbled a few time, only fell twice before he reached their house. He opened the door, his eyes landing on the raven he loved. He was about to say something before Sasuke walked out, muttering something to himself as he went. Naruto decided not to chase him; he was coming home in the morning anyway. So the blond headed upstairs, grabbing a photo of the both of them before Naruto's horrible drinking problem. The blond hadn't even realized he was crying until a tear splashed onto the photo, oddly drawing sort of a zigzag line between the both of them.

"I'm just crazy, that was just coincidence, right?" he muttered to himself before he fell asleep with the picture still in his hand. That night, Naruto had dreams of him and Sasuke together forever. He dreamed of Sasuke laughing with the blond, of Naruto basically taking the males pain away when Sasuke came home pissed off. He even dreamed of them having kids. The kids were so lifelike, Naruto smiled during his dream because he could already tell they were going to have them. All of the sudden, they began to slowly fade away, causing Naruto to frown. Right before he woke up, Naruto saw blood splattered walls. He woke up to banging on his door. He got up, head throbbing, thinking it was Sasuke who just wanted the blond to get up.

Naruto answered the door, confused when he saw police at the door. He looked around, not seeing Sasuke around anywhere. "Officers, what seems to be the problem?" Naruto asked, holding his spinning head. The officers looked at each other before looking back at the currently hung over blond.

"Are you. . . Naruto?" an officer asked. Naruto nodded, confused beyond belief. "Please, come with us," he muttered, stepping aside to let the blond through. Naruto complied, being led into the back of a police car. He knew he wasn't going to jail otherwise they would've handcuffed him, so what was this about? The officer in the car drove off, concern clear in his eyes.

"Sir, what happened? Am I being taken to jail?" Naruto asked. The officer only shook his head, turning into the parking lot of a hotel. Naruto's eyes widened, knowing this was the hotel Sasuke always went to. His heart sank. He hoped the raven went to a different hotel that night and this was all a prank or a mistake. There must've been a million other Naruto's out there, they just had the wrong one!

'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away
You've gone away, you don't feel me, here anymore

Naruto threw open the cars door, racing to the front of the hotel. A cop held him back until the officer that brought Naruto here told him it was Naruto and he looked at the blond, worry in his eyes. "Should we even let him see this?" the second cop asked. The officer nodded, the cop allowing Naruto to enter the hotel. There were paramedics, cops, detectives and people Naruto didn't even know walking around the lobby. There was police tape everywhere. No one was allowed in or out of the building at this time. The first officer met Naruto inside, taking him up to Sasuke's room.

"Now Naruto, what you see here will scare you and I've already set up an appointment with a therapist for you. I don't know what's currently going on, but they've left everything just how it was when the maid came in to clean the room today. Are you prepared for this?" the officer asked. Naruto barely nodded, his hang over gone by now. He calmly walked into the room, being stopped by the maid.

"Naruto, I found this in the room. At first I thought he dropped it and forgot about it and I was going to return it to him the next time I saw him," she smiled, tears streaming down her face. She handed Naruto the ring, walking away after that. Naruto looked at it, tears springing to his eyes as he looked it over before putting it on. He slowly advanced towards the bathroom, ducking under the tape. He looked over at the bathtub, horrified.

"Why Sasuke?? WHY?!" he screamed, falling to his knees as he grabbed at his blond hair and began pulling it out. The officer in the bathroom let the blond scream, he couldn't imagine how it would be to lose a loved one. This officer knew these two very well, he was the one who was called over during their fights almost every night. He knew they were in a tough relationship, he didn't know Sasuke was suicidal though. He would've gotten him help long before this.

Naruto looked up, seeing the note written in blood on the wall.

I caused all the pain for you and I'm sorry.

I ended everything for you, so you can live a better life.

I love you, Naruto. I always will.

:heart: 'Suke.

Naruto went into hysteria. He didn't know the pain Sasuke was carrying in his heart and he didn't know he was ready to propose to him. If the blond wasn't so stupid, he would still have his lover by his side, making the blond his. He vomited all his stomach allowed. He was sick with himself; all this was making him want to commit suicide as well so that they can be reunited with each other. Naruto looked up at Officer Hatake, smiling a bit.

"He was ready to marry me. I was so blind I didn't even know we loved each other till last night. If I would've just followed him and confessed, this wouldn't have happed, would it have? I'm at fault here. This is all my fault," Naruto muttered, closing his eyes so he didn't have to see the lifeless body anymore.

The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There's so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

Naruto walked over, kissing the dead, cold lips. He reached up, kissing Sasuke's forehead as well. He smiled down, tears mixing with the bloody water as he whispered his confession to the dead body. "I was going to tell you I love you today. I was hoping we could get married and start a family, but I caused this and I'm so sorry, 'Suke," Naruto smiled. He kissed the cold lips one more time before he was asked to leave.

XxXxXx

Naruto stood at his home, one week after his love had committed suicide. He vowed to never love again. He wore the engagement ring at all times, telling people he was taken. His fuck buddies had heard about the suicide and decided to try to make Naruto their. He just held up his hand, smiling as he told them he was taken forever. When he told them to who, they told him he wasn't even in love with him until he killed himself and that he needed to grow up and move on.

Every night Naruto got home, he would walk into a room that held every memory of Sasuke. He sat there and cried until early morning when he took a picture to bed with him. He waited until he cried himself to sleep, kissing the picture every chance he could get. He kept a photo of him and Sasuke smiling and having fun with him at all times. He always took it out of his wallet and held the photo to his heart.

"The worst is over, we're still together in spirit. I was going to take away your pain, 'Suke. Now, I only hope your still with me in spirit and trying to take the pain in my heart. I was so heartless and I can't believe it ended like this," Naruto muttered to himself. He hated himself and if it wasn't for seeing a therapist every few days, he would kill himself.

"There's so much left to learn about our relationship, Shizune. I never knew how bad it was until he died. I knew I was in love with him that night when he did it. I didn't know before, I was always drunk and I was blind to everything around me. I can hear his laugh, I can see his scowl, I can feel his pain every time I shut my eyes," he explained to his therapist. He knew he would never get over this, he just couldn't. He told Shizune countless times he was going to kill himself. She told him it wasn't right, he wouldn't have done it if he wasn't blinded that night by anger. Naruto knew she was lying, something inside him was telling him that. It was like Sasuke was able to talk to him, and through him.

He knew he was being crazy, but that's what it felt like to him. Some nights, he even woke up feeling heat next to him and an arm draped over his stomach, but when he turned, it disappeared. He believed Sasuke was still with him, loving him and wishing he could take it all back. Naruto knew that if he would've chased him, the raven would still be there, but he decided against it thinking it would be better for the male to vent. Oh, how wrong he was.

'Cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away

"I'm lonely, 'Suke. I wish you were here with me, caring for me and loving me," he whispered to the ghost he was currently looking at. The ghost smiled, laying next to the blond and snuggling up next to him. Naruto could hear the ghosts thoughts, he knew he had a connection to the dead Sasuke and this was it. He smiled at the ghost of Sasuke, knowing that everything would be alright after a while. He soon stopped going to his therapy sessions, knowing he was getting better. He always knew that Sasuke's ghost was standing next to him, he could feel the presence.

"I don't feel right, Naruto," Sasuke spoke through the blond. They were currently in the kitchen, Naruto making dinner for himself. Naruto knew it was crazy, but Sasuke could talk through him, he could basically control him if he pleased. The blond looked down at the ring, smiling as he did it. Sasuke's ghost wrapped his arms around the blond waist, smiling down at the ring as well. "So, do you accept?" the Uchiha asked. Naruto wiped a tear from his eye, nodding.

"I'm so broken now. I've lost a part of myself because I was blind. The part of myself I lost refuses to return no matter what. You were that part and now I'm unable to get it back. I'm so sorry for everything and I wish you were here with me," Naruto confessed. Sasuke's ghost frowned, placing his head between Naruto's shoulder blades.

You've gone away
You don't feel me here anymore

"Your right and I'm sorry for that. I shouldn't have taken my own life, but I did what I felt was best. I had no idea you actually loved me and I threw that away. Please, forgive me?" Sasuke asked. Naruto nodded, accepting Sasuke's apology.

"You've gone away," Naruto muttered.

"You don't feel me here anymore," Sasuke responded.

"Don't worry, we'll be reunited real soon," Naruto smiled, turning to face Sasuke's ghost. Naruto brought the knife he was currently using up to his throat, deciding to die the way his lover did. "I'll see you soon," Naruto whispered.


Hope you guys liked it. Now, when I listen to the songs, I get teary eyed. . . yay. . .