A/N: Hurrs da preface boiiz. Just kidding, I don't write like that XD But seriously, this is the preface. Chapter one should be up within the next 24 hours, so stay on the look out ! :)

DISCLAIMER: I (sadly) do NOT own any of the preexisiting Degrassi characters, locations, etc. But I DO own my OC's and the plot. I've worked prety hard on this so PLEASE do not post this somewhere else and take credit for it. Playgiarism is SO not cool.


Preface

~ I'm gonna give all my secrets away ~

Three words completely changed my life.

With those three words, a feeling of dread spread through my entire body.

Eli's eyes widened, Clare's hand flew to her mouth and Adam nearly choked on the coke he was drinking.

My head was spinning as I stood there open mouthed. Things were happening around me but I was completely unaware.

I should NEVER have gotten myself into this mess.

I've hurt so many people with my actions, I've lied, I've done things that I swore that I would never do.

The worst part is, I can't even tell you why I did it. Was it love? I'm sixteen, I have no clue what love is. All I know is that there was always something telling me to do what I did when I did it.

I looked around the room at my life falling apart.

My 'perfect' life, was collapsing in front of me.

If I left now, everyone would be left to deal with the mess that I caused. Everyone would have to deal with the consequences of my actions. I tried to reason with myself that that was WRONG, that I should be the one who has to pick up the pieces. But I continued inching towards the door.

Then Eli looked at me with a look that I couldn't even name. A look that terrified me.

And I did what I always did.

I ran.