Chapter 1

I can't believe he left, He doesn't want me anymore. Never exist my left foot. Wait, why am I so mad? It's like I can't control my anger. Well if he can break a promise, so can I.

"I would like to ask one favor, though, if that's not too much," he said.

"Anything" I vowed.

"Don't do anything reckless or stupid," he ordered.

"I'll promise in return, that this will be the last time you'll have to see me, I won't come back. I won't put you through anything like this again. It will be like I never existed."

It will never be like that, he stole my heart, how is that like he never existed. Why am I so mad? My hands are trembling. Calm.. Calm... Deep breaths. Good. Now to my computer. What is reckless and stupid. I hear a roaring noise outside and glance out my window.

Perfect.

I grab my keys and write a note for Charlie, and I run out the door with my checkbook. I jumped in my truck and took off as fast as this old truck could go, which was only 50 mph. I laughed to myself.

I go to the dealership and get what I need and have them put it in my truck, now who can teach me, Jacob. So off to La Push.

The drive is really slow, I didn't know how much I go used to speed. I pull up in his driveway and there are 5 reallyhuge boys on the porch. One of them catch my attention. Hey he is kinda hott. Hey wait, what am I thinking. No bad Bella. I jump out of my truck and Jacob runs to me, and engulfs me in a hug, I swear I hear a growl behind him and some snickering but I ignore it.

"Jake, can't.. breathe." I laugh returning his hug. "What happened to you, your huge?" I laughed at him. He gives me a once over and says, "Well your no munchkin anymore your self, what in a period of 10 months I think you grew 5 inches too. So you have no room to talk." He laughed at me and guided me to the porch. I said to him, "Well actually it was in the last month that I grew but you know what they say, some people have growth spurts till in their early 20's." I seen one of the boys, well more like the oldest, I recognized him, Sam Uley, he's the one who found me in the woods. He is staring at me frowning. There is another one staring too, the one that I think is hott then he says, "I have to go." and he took off running into the woods. I look at Jake for an explanation.

"Oh, he's always in a bad mood, don't worry about it, but why are you here? Not that I'm not glad to see you but why?" Jake asks me. So I smile and grab his hand and drag him to the back of my truck and say, "I need someone to teach me." at first he is confused but then he looks in the back of my truck and his jaw drops and his eye's widen, I giggle and say, "Jake it's just a bike, I know you are good with cars, so I figured that you or one of your friends would know about bikes, and could teach me to ride."

"Well, yeah I have a bike too, but not this nice, how much did this cost?" I laughed at him and said, "I used my college money, it's not like I'm going anywhere, so I figured why not. I need to get more spontaneous, and reckless. So I like speed." He frowns but says ok.

This is gonna be fun, I thought. I put the bike in the garage, it's not as heavy as I thought, and that Sam guy is still staring at me. It's starting to freak me out. I said good bye and headed home. Once there I made dinner and went to my room, where I broke down crying, I miss Edward, but then why am I thinking about that guy who ran off? I must be the worst person in the world. My heart just got broken and I'm fantasizing about a hot Indian guy who doesn't even like me. And then I heard a voice,

Why do I feel so sad, I'm not sad.-The female voice said.

Who is this, and why do I hear you in my head.-Bella

My name is Beth Wolfe, I usually live at the Mekah Reservation in Canada, but my dad just moved us down here a year ago, so now he sends me to Port Angeles High. We live in La Push but he doesn't like the school system so he sends me there.-Beth

Oh, it's funny your voice sounds just like mine, he he, I must be losing it, now I'm hearing voices.-Bella

Hey you have the same name as my imaginary friend did when I was little. I used to talk to her in my head too. -Beth

Oh my God. I remember that. It's you. Why now, Jake is gonna call me crazy.-Bella

Jacob Black? Do you know what his gang really are?-Beth

No. What?-Bella

Well do you believe in myths and legends?-Beth

Yeah I kinda have personal experience with mythological beings.-Bella

Well do you know the Quileute Legends?-Beth

Yeah about the cold ones and the wolf spirits?-Bella

Yeah well, that's what they are, werewolves. My father told me. He told me that I might be one too soon, cause I have grown so much this month. But females don't become wolves so I'm not worried. They don't even know I exist. I'm not allowed to go into the rez. My father was kicked out of it so they let him live on the edge of the rez with my step-mom and me.-Beth

Oh I'm sorry, well it explains, why he's so huge, and hot I mean temp wise, haha, well he is good looking, hey I might be able to send you a mental pic. I brought up a pic of him in my memory -Bella

Hey he's hot. We are gonna have to meet sometime, how bout I sneak out tonight and we can meet on First Beach. I want to meet you-Beth

K I'll meet you there at 11 O Clock-Bella

I concentrated on not hearing anything and it got quiet in my head, How I wished Carlisle was here so I could tell him I could hear voices. Ha I laughed, I'm going crazy now. I layed on my bed and at 10 I got up and snuck out.