MOHABBAT YA ZARORAT ?

Two more days passes like this, in these two days Abhijeet and Kavita never comes in front of each other.. Abhijeet only saw Diviya sometimes, coming home and opening lock.. who just passes a smile to him.. nothing else.. Abhijeet was too busy in his daily routine.. sometimes Daya teases him abt Kavita like today…

Abhijeet was working on his desk.. Daya enters inside the bureau and after getting morning wishes from his juniors he comes towards Abhijeet.. who was totally involved in his work..

Daya: Good Morning Boss…

Abhijeet (still looking in files): Good Morning Daya..

Daya (tease): kye baat hai bae bara khoya khoya lag raha hain janab ka ab dost ki tarf aik pal dhakna ki bhi fursat nahin.. haan bae ab hum kon sa Shakar lana aya hain jo humara liya baga baga chala ayen ga..

Abhijeet (glares at him): Aik din wo bechari shakr lana aye gayi.. aur tu mera peecha he par gaya hai Daya.. us ka bad sa ab tak Dhaka tak nai main na usay..

Daya: ohh, yah tu bara Afsos ki baat hai pher..tabi itna ghum sum ho..

Abhijeet glares at him.. And Daya laughs at him but before he could say anything more.. ACP enters inside the bureau and everyone starts wishing him morning and became alert.. And Abhijeet took a reliving sigh..

The life was going on routine wise.. Today was rainy day whole day.. Abhijeet came back at home early evening bcz of rainy day they can't investigate much abt the case .. So ACP asked everyone to go back home.. Abhijeet came back at home and after getting fresh he makes ADRAK wali tea for himself and then he just went into his balcony to enjoy tea with Rain.. so much hustle and bustle he can see on Road which was just in front of his building… suddenly his eyes noticed someone.. it was Kavita.. who was walking on the road, coming back home.. she was totally wet due to rain.. but still walking straight.. Though rain was there, but Abhijeet could sense the water drops on her face was not only rainy drops but something else was there too.. yes, she was crying.. Taking benefits of that rain.. she was crying.. Abhijeet stop taking tea sips.. he don't know but he was only seeing her.. Trying to confirm that she is actually crying or not? Soon she enters inside the building.. Abhijeet never did this before, but today he looks outside from Eye lock on his door.. Kavita comes at home, just presses door bell button.. After few seconds Diviya opens the door with really sad face.. Kavita just looks at her and hugs her.. Tears falls down from Diviya's eyes.. Abhijeet was shocked to see that.. And then after few more seconds both sisters completely enters inside their home and locked the door… Abhijeet came back in lounge area of his Flat with really sad face…

Abhijeet (to himself): kuch tu bara hai.. warna dono he asa kyun ro rahi hain..? najana kye masla hai.. poch bhi nai sakta.. after all ksi ka zaati matter hai.. (taking sigh) jo bhi hai Bagwaan unki maded kara..

But whole night he could not stop himself to think abt them.. Next Morning, Abhijeet went Bureau late.. both comes infront of each other when Abhijeet was locking the door and Kavita also comes out from her flat.. both passes a small smile..

Abhijeet: hello..

Kavita: Good Morning…

Abhijeet:Morning…

And kavita went from there…she was looking very quite and disturbed..when he came back at home in evening. She saw Kavita sitting in coffee shop, nearer to their housing society.. the road was blocked bcz of some heavy stuff.. someone was shifting in their building.. Abhijeet saw her, she was just starring her coffee mug and looking totally involved in her thoughts.. Abhijeet who can see her from road through window glass of that coffee shop…thinks for the moment and then after parking his car at road side he just enters inside the Coffee shop.. Coffee shop was full so after taking his coffee mug he went into Kavita's table..still she was totally unaware of his presence..

Abhijeet: kye main yahen beth sakta hoon?

But he got no reply from her.. Abhijeet observes her tense expressions and then he lightly knocks on the table.. Kavita with great jerk looks at him.. she was afraid a bit..

Abhijeet: I m sorry…really sorry..

Kavita : Abhijeet jee.. app.. (controlling her fear) wo bas achnak sa tu main zara.. (trying to be normal) app.. app yahen kasa..?

Abhijeet (Smiles): I m sorry.. actually bahr road block hai ksi ka saman shift ho raha hai shaid building main.. kafi dar wait karna ka bad socha coffee shop mein he beth jayon.. par Dhaka tu yahen tu totally full hai.. (kavita looks around, coffee shop was full) tu socha yahen beth jayon.. ager app ko problem na ho tu..

Kavita (trying to smile): jee.. jee why not..

Abhijeet Smiles and sat down.. silence was there.. after few seconds Abhijeet tries to initate..

Abhijeet: App coffee nai pee rahien?

Kavita (looks at him): bas asa he Maan nahin hai.. yah tu Road block hona ki waja sa yahen time pass ka liya aye gayi.. socha Diviya ka ana tak yahen wait kar lon.. wo tu dosri aurh saa aya gi pher gher pa na dhak kar pershan ho jaya gi..

Abhijeet (nodded): hmm.. yah tu hai.. (After few seconds he asked) ap.. app aur diviya bas do he logon ko Dhaka hai main ab tak Ap ka gher..

Kavita looks at him..

Abhijeet (instantly added): I m sorry.. ager ap ko acha nai laga.. maine tu bas asa he..

Kavita (calm tone): it's okay.. app na asa bhi kuch nai poch liya.. wasa bhi Parosiyon ko tu dhak kar he malom ho jata hai ka gher mein kitna log hain.. aur malom hona bhi chiya.. (Abhijeet did not say anything more, while Kavita continues after few seconds) hum do sisters he hain.. aur koi nai..

And she became quite.. Abhijeet looks at her, kavita was looking downward.. he can clearly noticed so many expressions and feelings behind these three words.. "AUR KOI NAI"… again silence were present between them.. Abhijeet looks outside with..

Abhijeet: lagta nahin aj road jaldi clear hoga..

Kavita (looks at him): jee… asa he hai.. (After few seconds) wasa maine ap ka gher bhi kabhi ksi ko ata jata nai Dhaka kabhi..

Abhijeet (Smiles): koi hoga tu aya gaa na..

Kavita (instantly): I m.. m sorry.. mera wo matlab.. ap ko hurt karna

Abhijeet (Cuts her in smile): arrey nai kavita jee.. I m not hurt.. it's reality.. app na pocha tu maine bata diya.. darsal main Akala he insan hon apni life mein.. I mean family, Parivaar kuch bhi nai.. (Kavita feels sad) aik dost hai.. dost kye Bhai jasa hai.. wo aye jata hai kabi kabi.. wasa tu din bar sath he hota hain hum.. mera jasa CID Officer hai wo bhi.. (kavita smiles) baki life meri CID ki aurh he goomti hai.. CID sa gher aur gher sa CID… he smiles..

kavita: matlab.. Samaj Sewa ka kaam karta hain ap bas..

Abhijeet (laughs): haan kaha ja sakta hai.. wasa bhi kaam sa zyada sakoon milta hai kavita jee.. kssi ka liya kuch kar ka.. u know hum crime hona sa rok tu nai pata.. lakien jab ksi mujrim ko saza milti hai tu aik sakoon hota hai ka ksi ko shaid kuch sakoon da paya hain hum.. (kavita was starring him) victim ka gher walon ko kuch tu daa paya hain hum.. bas isi mein zindagii beet rahi hai tu aur kye chiya..

Kavita (unknowingly): aur Shadi.. (abhijeet looks at her, Kavita herself don't know why she asked such question from a stranger).. I mean… shadi ka bara mein kabhi nai socha app na..

Abhijeet became quite for few moments.. he don't knw what to answer her.. or he does not have any answer..?

Abhijeet: shaid kabi waqt he nai mila.. yah socha hi nahin iss bara mein.. (he jerks his head) malom nahin..

Kavita (deep tone): zindagaii mein jab tak apna jasa insan na mila shadi karni bhi nai chiya…

Abhijeet (Smiles while taking coffee sip): lagta hai ap ko kafi experience hai shadi ka mamlat ka bare mein..

Kavita (sadly smiles): hoga hi.. shadi ho chuki hai meri..

Abhijeet looks at her in shock…Kavita smiles at him..

Abhijeet (confused): lakien app na abi tu kaha ka ap aur diviya he hain bas..(in low tone) aur koi nai..

Kavita (straight): mera divorce ho gya tha 3 saal pehla hi…

Abhijeet (shocked): oh.. I m.. m very very sorry…

Kavita (continues): mera parents ki marzi ka khilaf shadi ki thi maine.. (Abhijeet looks at her, kavita was silent type of lady, who cannot open up so soon, but now she starts telling him so manythings abt her personal life.. like he want to share it with someone) uno na mera sa sara rishta naata tor diya.. maine apna college professor sa apni pasand sa shadi ki thi.. lakien pher shadi ka aik saal bad he halat bht bigarna laga.. wo insan mera sath sincere nahin tha.. aur ayesta ayesta us ki sachie mera samna ana lagi.. Sharab ka nasha mein gher ana marna peetna.. koi soch bhi nai sakta tha ka uss jasa aik Professor us ka yah roop bhi ho sakta hai.. (she remains quite for some moments and then continue it) Apni Maa aur behan ka kahna par chalna.. par sab saha maine.. kyun ka peecha ka sara rasta band kar ayi thi main kud par.. (Abhijeet was quietly listening to her) aik Aurat sab bardasht kar lati hai Abhijeet jee.. lakien uski wafadari aur izzat par laga illzam nahin.. (he looks at her) jab uski behan ka kahna par us na mujh par yah kah ka haath uthaya ka uska gher naa hona par main ksi aur ka sath.. And she stops…Abhijeet looks away.. after few seconds she added in hurt tone.. tu maine sara rishta naata khatm kar diya… bas yah cheez bardasht nai hui mujsa..nai kar payi main yah..

Silence was there for prolong time.. Abhijeet somehow asked in confusion..

Abhijeet: kavita jee app yah sab mujsa kyun..

Kavita (looks at her): kyun ka muja app ki help chiya hai.. app aik Cid officer hain.. us naata app par barosa kar sakti hoon..

She was looking so broken…

Abhijeet (confused): help..(more confused) kasi help?

Kavita (teary tone): jab wapis looti tu malom hua.. Maa Babu jee ka tu Dihant ho chukka hai.. (tears falls down from her eyes but she clears it instantly) aur meri chutki.. Diviya chacha jee ka gher rah rahi hai.. main seeda wahen chali gayi.. (sadly smile) wo muja kye panah data.. un par tu meri behan hi boj bani hui thi.. mera pas jo pasa tha maine un sa pehla apna liya aik room rent par liya..aur apni behan ko laa kar wahen chali gayi.. I m a lawyer.. (Abhijeet was shocked to hear that) par law ki parahie ka bad practice tak nai ki.. koi kaam nai mila.. bas aik coffee shop mein waitress ki job mil gayi evening time mein.. mera liya tab yah bhi bht tha.. in kuch saloon mein bht jobs dhakien aur kam kiya.. kasa tasa kar ka apni law ki practice pori ki aur ab jab muja apna liya koi kaam milna jaa raha tha tu mera Pati…

Abhijeet : Pati..?

Kavita (Clearing her eyes): I mean my ex husband.. wo pher sa mera rasta mein aye gaya.. apni nakam zindagii ka badla mujsa lana.. AP janta hain us na building ka owner sa yah kaha ka main aik..aik.. and she stops.. Abhijeet comes in anger.. he could understand what he said abt her..

Kavita (added): Muja Flat khali karna ko bola gaya hai foren.. notice ksi time bi aye jaya ga.. (Abhijeet shocked) main apni behan laa kar kahan jayon gi..? bari muskil sa muja flat mila tha Abhijeet jee.. meri aik baat nahin suni ksi na.. Abhijeet jee ager wo meri job ki jaga par chala gaya tu mera sab kuch khatm ho jaya ga.. mera itna saloon ki mehnat sab mittile mein mil jaya ga..muja mera pehla case milna sa pehla he sab khatm ho jaya ga.. sab.. ap tu Police wala haina.. kye meri help nai kar sakta..

Abhijeet (officer tone): kasi help chiya hai app ko? Wo ap ko pershan karta hai.. ap complain kara sakti hain us ka khilaf..

Kavita: wo kal bhi aya tha mujsa milna.. building ka bahr.. dhamka ka gaya hai wo muja…

Abhijeet: kye chata hai wo?

Kavita: us sa wapis shadi kar lon.. usa pasa don warna.. warna wo meri izzat ki dachiya ura daga..

Abhijeet (comes in anger): Asa kasa dachiya urra daga wo..

Tears again appears in kavita's eyes..she looks at him..

Kavita: do roz sochna ka bad.. bari himmat juta kar app sa baat kar payi hoon mein Abhijeet jee.. aur yah bhi Diviya ka kahna par.. ager aj bhi app mera samna nai ata kud sa tu main tu shaid kabi app ka pas aye kar baat nai kar pati.. najana ap mera par vishwas bhi kar paa raha hon gaa yah nahin… par main majbor hoon.. apna tak sab sah sakti hoon. Par ager meri waja sa meri behan ki zindagii pa koi asar para.. tu yah nai sah sakti.. main ab khamosh nai rah sakti…

Abhijeet (confident tone): vishwas tu ap na bhi aik ajnabi par kiya haina Kavita jee.. yun aik pal mein apni sari zindagii ki kitab khol di aik ajnabi ka samna.. (kavita looks at him) aik cid officer hua tu kye hua.. aik cid officer bhi acha yah bura insan tu ho sakta hai.. lakein app na mujh par vishwas kiya.. ap fikar mat kijiya mujsa jo ban para main karon ga.. official complain ko laa kar main app ki duvida smaj sakta hoon..(kavita looks downward) mujsa jo ban para ga main karon ga ap ka liya.. kam sa kam itna tu kah sakta hoon ka ap ka ex husband ap ko pershan nai kara ga mujsa aik bar milna ka bad..

kavita looks at him with hope.. Abhijeet nodded and then he looks outside and found road clear..

abhijeet: lijiya road bhi clear ho gaya..

kavita (instantly stood up): Diviya aye chuki hogi.. intazar kar rahi hogi mera.. main chalti hoon.. (Abhijeet nodded, and Kavita went from there but after few seconds she came back and says) abhijeet jee… (Abhijeet looks at her) thank you… najana kyun app sa pehli mulaqat ka bad he smaj gayi thi ka ap galat insan ho hi nahin sakta…

Abhijeet (Smiles): lawyer jo hain.. ap sa behtar kon smaj sakta hai…

He lighted the moment.. kavita smiles somehow.. still she was looking in so much tension and then she left completely… Abhijeet was still sitting there and thinking abt all these.. how half an hour before he was totally unaware abt this lady.. and how suddenly she opens up.. he was feeling strange.. somehow he admires the lady as well.. how she is facing her life alone but still looking strong.. Hiding so manythings behind her strong behavior.. bcz she have to fight.. fight with the situation.. today he really feels a women is much more stronger then a man…he stood up with all these strange and unknown feelings and walks towards his home leaving his car parked there.. where a new scene was waiting for him…

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