Hey Guys, do this second part of this story. I hope you enjoy this chapter, I'm not sure, it seems alright but I feel like I haven't gotten the hang of it yet. Thank you for all the positive reviews and also for the suggestions. This chapter is a little longer as suggested. Enjoy :)
Seung Jo's POV.
Riling her up was always so much fun. The way her cute, pert nose scrunched up in irritation, or the way her innocent doe eyes would attempt to glare at me always made me amused. But my favourite reason to rile her up was because of that blush. Her cheeks would get this rosy pink hue that just flattered her so much. This was one of the times when I would think to myself, that she was beautiful.
But that time behind the karaoke bar, when I heard that fool practically serenading her, I wanted to humiliate her, make her seem undesirable. Why? Because I couldn't stand the thought of anyone else having her. She liked ME. She could like no one else.
So I did what any cold hearted jerk would do, I embarrassed her, pointed out all her flaws. But then she did something I wouldn't have imagined ... She had the guts to embarrass ME.
Grabbing her hand and dragging her out of the room, I had pushed her against the wall outside of the bar. She looked positively baffled and slightly flustered. Of course she would be though, after all, I was the one who held her trapped against the cold bricks. I was the one she was so intimately pressed again.
I could feel every inch of her. Her soft curves fit incredibly well against my harder, leaner, muscled body. She has never looked more beautiful to me.
I liked having her against me like this. Completely powerless against me, at my mercy. Those thoughts had a potential to sound creepy, but even so, for a being like myself who was always in control, those thoughts sounded absolutely normal.
"I'm going to move on from you." That certainly halted my possessive thoughts. She wanted to move on? And then she continued, and I have never felt more panicked in my entire life.
"I'm going to forget you, I'll find someone else at University. I'll find someone who I can love, who will love me. I won't put up with your callou-" I couldn't stand hearing her talk like that anymore.
In an effort to ensure her silence I did the first thing I could think of, and what I had secretly wanted to do too. I kissed. With more passion than I ever thought I could muster, I pushed her harder against the wall with my own body. I was trying to imprint her every reaction to memory. She tasted sweet, but at the same time slightly spicy. Her lips were softer than what I had imagined, and trust that I have. This wasn't a loving or a gentle kiss. It was a kiss of possession, a dare.
Finally parting from her, I could hear her panting. I felt a sense of smugness overtake me and I let out a smirk. She was breathing hard because of me. Not any other guy.
"You want to move on, forget me?Just try to forget me now. I dare you." With great reluctance, I tore my body from hers, turned on my heel, and left her. Leaving her pressed against the wall, letting her stare at me.
That was where I had made my greatest mistake, where I realised that I had gone too far. Pushed her too far, because I never imagined that she would take my words to heart. I was a fool.
I was annoyed. She was avoiding me and that was obvious. So she was serious after all, about wanting to forget me. I know it was my fault. I was the one who dared to do so in the first place.
Except for the fact that I KNOW that, that isn't the main reason why she is so adamant about sticking to my dare, it truly is my fault.
I hurt her badly, embarrassing her at every turn, treating her like vermin, with cold indifference. And then a few days after that dare and the kiss, I told Hae-Ra that there was no way that she was my girlfriend. At that precise moment I truly realised how badly I had hurt her.
Yes she might've been serious about getting over me before that day, but I could tell she still retained a sense of hope after our kiss. And then I had to go and ruin it.
She started avoiding me, working and studying all the time. She wanted nothing to do with me clearly. I heard from Mother that Ha Ni's grades have started improving as she became lonelier and more depressed. As a way to cope, she threw herself into her studies and in the process had even started to improve herself.
I was proud of her for finally doing something for herself. I didn't want her to keep being like she was, as cruel as that sounded. I wasn't heartless, not completely and not when it came to her.
Because of her improvement, I decided that it was better that I didn't seek her out. It was better this way.
I knew Mother and Eun Jo were not happy with me. I was crushing her dreams of having Oh Ha Ni as a real daughter. As for Eun Jo, I know that he doesn't hate Ha Ni, in fact, he liked her, very much so, but like me, he wouldn't admit that.
And despite everything, I was ready to admit, if only to myself, that I liked Ha Ni, loved her to be more precise. Despite this though, I was not ready to tell her that, and continued to act as I always do. Distant at best.
I thought it was best to stay away from her, obviously because she's been improving certain areas of her life. But that was where I made another mistake. A past student came back to Parang University. His name, Kim Ki-Tae.
I noticed that he seemed to be more and more aware of Ha Ni, watching her at tennis practice. I knew the instant that he approached her he meant trouble. Trouble for me.
Sure I wasn't going to admit that I liked her, but that didn't mean that I liked other guys going after what I thought was mine. Call me possessive, but that's just how I felt. She shouldn't like anyone BUT me in a romantic fashion.
Obviously my thoughts weren't picked upon because the next thing I notice was that Ki Tae was striking up a conversation with Ha Ni and she was giggling and blushing. She was blushing and I wasn't the cause of it. That thought was infuriating.
I was a little ways away so I couldn't make out what they were talking about, but then after a couple of minutes, Ki-Tae left and Ha Ni remained rooted in her place, a small smiling playing on her lips.
Just what was it that had her smiling? Surely Ki-Tae couldn't have possibly made such an impression on her?
I left the courts, deep in my thoughts, and thoroughly annoyed.
LATER THAT DAY, BAEK HOUSEHOLD.
I was bored out of my mind. There was nothing to do and worst of all, there was no one for me to tease. More specifically, Ha-Ni wasn't here for me to annoy.
I looked out my window, seeing the sun slowly setting over the horizon in a dazzling array of pinks and peach colours. There was just a hint of a breeze and over all, the approaching evening appeared to be spectacular.
I looked down upon hearing out gate opening and saw Ha Ni walking inside in a hurry.
I stayed put in my room for some time, hearing Mother and that silly girl talking. After a few minutes I couldn't stand being upstairs anymore and decided to make my way downstairs quietly.
I hear the women talking quietly but then my breath stopped. Standing on top of the stairs, I was unable to do anything, could hardly remember to breathe.
"Date..." Mother wondered, "Seung Jo-ah finally asked you on a date?" My mother's voice was filled with wonderment and happiness. I can admit that when thinking of taking her on a date, I wasn't really repulsed, I could imagine it. Except that I DIDN'T ask her on a date, which could only mean one other thing ...
"Omma... He didn't ask me on a date... A student called Kim Ki Tae asked me." Was the hesitant reply. So that rascal did ask her out. How dare he? Why would anyone want Ha Ni? Everyone knew she was in love with me. Even after that silly date, she couldn't have gotten over me that easily, could she?
"Oh Ha No-ah, you don't like my son anymore?" My dear mother, I must remember to give her a hug. She was a great mother, asking the precise question that I was pondering.
"That's not it Omma, I'm still very much in love with your son, however I'm giving up on him. I don't want to force him and clearly he wants nothing to do with me. So I decided, more for my sake, to stop pursuing him. Ki Tae-oppa is interested in me and while I know it's petty, I want to love and be loved. So I decided to give oppa a chance." So that's how it was, I knew she still wanted me. But the rest of her monologue unsettled me. Was she really thinking of moving on, giving up on me and completing my dare? It seemed so. Or so she thought. I'm adamant about certain things and one of them is that she may have given up on me, but I refused to give her up, not when I finally realised what I would be letting go. She was mine, and what's mine, stays mine. She won't get rid of me, Ki-Tae would just have to find someone else.
I heard them making their way up to Ha Ni's room, which meant I had to hide. Yes, hide, as undignified as it was.
A while later I, when I was sure that they were far from me, I made my way down the stairs and into the living room, and picked up a book. The book was for show, I really only wanted to see what my girl (yes, MY girl), would be wearing.
Soon enough, Ha Ni appeared in a little red number that ended an inch or two above her knees. It didn't make her look slutty per se, but it did allow a man to let his imagination run rampant. Her outfit was complete with black heels, only 4 inches. All in all, she certainly was sexy. Her hair was curled and she only had pink lip gloss on.
I was startled out of my musings when the doorbell rang.
"Omma, Seung Jo-ah! Have a nice evening! Thanks for all the help Omma!" And with that, Ki-Tae had whisked her away.
I admit I'm jealous and apparently, I wasn't hiding it too well because Omma gave me a knowing smirk.
"What?" I couldn't keep the irritation from my voice, my own mother, who wanted me to be with Ha Ni, helped her get ready for a date, with a guy who wasn't even we own son. I felt just a tad betrayed.
"She was certainly an eyeful wasn't she? And that Ki-Tae, ohh he wasn't bad looking either. He could even be more handsome than you, son! Omo, omo they make such a attractive couple, don't you think?" Contrary to popular belief, I knew what she was doing and I refused to play along.
"Deh, Omma, she was. You on the other hand can forget about trying to guilt me, I know exactly what you're doing. And just so I make a point, I'll even tell you a secret..." I gave a pause for dramatic effect, I learned from the best after all. Just when I could feel her suspense, I continued, "I refuse to allow their relationship to progress beyond today. I plan to have her as mine and Ki Tae can do nothing about it." With that, I left my mother shocked and speechless and made my way up to my room.
I meant it. Come tomorrow and Ha Ni would know exactly whom she belonged to. I know I had much to apologise and make up for, but I wasn't letting her get away.
I guess mother and Ha Ni got what they wanted anyway. Aish, what is it with women always getting what they wanted?
So, I hope you guys enjoyed this chappie, I'll try updating within a week :) As always, reviews and suggestions are welcome!
