"Kurt…"

Blaine's eyes meet his own and Kurt feels his heart beating hard against his chest. This is the first time that they've been able to be alone in nearly three months, and Kurt's skin itches for any touch Blaine would give him.

Kurt had flown to North Carolina to attend Blaine's graduation from Basic Training, and he'd rented a car to make things easier for them. Before he'd driven to Fort Bragg, where Blaine had been stationed, Kurt had found the closest hotel to the base and rented a room. He had known that they would both need alone time together after their separation.

Kurt can't stop himself from tightening his arms around Blaine's shoulders, and latching his mouth to Blaine's neck. He sucks hard and fast, and he can hear the low moan rip itself from deep within Blaine's chest. Kurt moves his left hand down his fiancé's chest and rubs, gentle and firm.

Blaine's hand comes up and twines itself with Kurt's.

"Kurt. Baby, please…I—I need you to stop for a second."

Frustration wants to boil over inside of him, but Kurt stops himself from reacting and he pulls away just enough to look into Blaine's eyes again.

"I thought we were going to—I thought you wanted to—"

"Shh...I do. God, Baby you have no idea how much I just want." Blaine says with a smile and dark eyes.

Kurt smiles back. His body aches for Blaine and it takes everything in him not to start back up from where he left off.

"You're the one thing I thought about nearly twenty-four hours a day for the last two and a half months. I've missed you so much."

Blaine brings a hand up and strokes at Kurt's cheek as he speaks. Kurt's eyes flutter closed and he lets out a soft sigh.

"I've missed you too." Kurt whispers.

The ride over from the base had been quiet, and filled with tension. Blaine's hands had not stopped touching him as he drove them to the hotel. He either held Kurt's hand, gripped Kurt's arm or shoulder, or sat his hand on Kurt's thigh. It had felt like it was almost too much for Kurt, so much so that he had been tempted to pull off the road and have his wicked way with Blaine.

But they'd wound up here instead.

"Have you been holding up okay though?" Blaine asks softly.

Kurt's eyes open at the question and he can see the worry in Blaine's eyes. There's no doubt that their separation had been difficult for both of them, but here Blaine was wanting to make sure Kurt had been okay through everything.

Kurt opens his mouth to answer but Blaine speaks again instead.

"I know it's been rough for both of us, and it's going to keep being difficult for awhile, but I need to know you're okay, that you've been okay. I hate the idea of any of this hurting you."

There's regret in Blaine's voice, and Kurt shakes his head and takes his hands and frames Blaine's face.

"You listen to me, Blaine Anderson." Kurt says firmly, watching as Blaine's gaze never wavers from his.

"I'm not going to lie and say that everything's been easy, because it hasn't. It's been hard for me, not being with you everyday, not being able to see you, kiss you, or touch you whenever I want. But I'm okay, I'm always going to be okay, because I have you."

Kurt kisses Blaine's lips gently and rests his forehead against his.

"I know this hasn't been easy for you either. We both knew things would suck for awhile, and they have, but we're here together, and that's all I care about right now."

Blaine closes his eyes and breathes in deep. He exhales and slowly moves his head, from left to right, rubbing his nose against Kurt's.

"Kurt…"

Hearing his name on Blaine's lips, it sounds almost like a prayer. His heart aches for this man in front of him, and he knows he'll never get enough of Blaine or the love he has for him.

"Blaine, I don't want to talk anymore right now. I just want to be with you. I just want you."

Blaine watches Kurt for a moment before slowly nodding his head.

"Okay."

His answer is just above a whisper and he smiles at Kurt before kissing him again, this time with intent. Kurt feels Blaine's hands grip his waist as he's pulled forward, almost completely into his fiancé's lap. It's effortless and Kurt finds the new strength being exhibited by Blaine incredibly hot.

Kurt moans and opens his mouth to Blaine's tongue, welcoming the strokes and warmth. His arms wrap tightly around Blaine's neck and he tilts his head to the right, kissing at a new and better angle.

Blaine is the one who pulls away first, panting hard. "Kurt I—I need…"

Kurt strokes his cheek and takes a deep calming breath. "Anything, Sweetheart."

Blaine's quiet for a brief moment and sighs into Kurt's touch.

"I need to be inside of you."

Kurt nearly jumps Blaine at those words, because god he wants that too.

Instead, he swallows audibly, and breathes. "And I need you inside me."

Blaine growls at that. He literally fucking growls, before pushing Kurt back onto the bed and hovering over him. Blaine kisses Kurt again, harder then before, moving to Kurt's cheek, then his jaw, and then his neck. His mouth opens and he sucks hard at every inch of skin his lips meet, making Kurt moan loudly and unabashedly into the otherwise silent hotel room.

Blaine uses his tongue to sooth a bit of the skin he'd been sucking on, and Kurt's hands shake as he attempts to grip at Blaine's shirt.

Blaine's shirt.

He's still wearing clothes. Why is Blaine still wearing clothes?

"Blaine…" Kurt starts, attempting to catch his breath as Blaine continues kissing Kurt's neck. Blaine doesn't respond, his hold on Kurt tightens, and he moves his mouth to the other side of Kurt's neck, sucking harder.

Huffing in frustration, Kurt grips Blaine's shoulders stopping his fiancé's movements, "Blaine...Blaine stop."

Looking up in confusion, Blaine moves back up to eye level with Kurt.

"What is it Kurt?"

Taking a deep breath and smiling as Blaine's finger traces along his hairline, Kurt shakes his head a little.

"I think…" He starts, smiling brightly up at Blaine. "I think we are both wearing way too much clothing."

Grinning at that, Blaine kisses Kurt again, slower and softer then moments earlier.

"It's a good thing we can easily fix that."

Blaine sits up, pulling Kurt up by the wrist. He unbuttons his shirt, and Kurt's hands come up and push it off of his shoulders. Kurt's eyes are dark and dilated, and his breathing is heavy. His hands move up his bare skin and Blaine shudders under the touch.

"God I've missed you." Kurt's voice is soft and he leans forward and places gentle kisses along Blaine's collarbone, and then right over his heart.

"I love you so much, Blaine."

Kurt's words sound broken and Blaine can see tears beginning to gather. Blaine hates seeing that look on his fiancé's face so he takes Kurt's hands in his and kisses along Kurt's knuckles, looking into his eyes as he does.

"I love you too, Baby, so fucking much."

Kurt offers a sad smile at that, and Blaine pulls him forward, kissing him again.

"We really need to get out of these clothes."

Kurt's choked up laughter spurs Blaine on, and they take their time finishing undressing each other.

"Kurt, did you bring any—"

Nodding his head, Kurt points to the bag he'd packed from home. "In there. The front pocket."

"Lie back for me beautiful."

Kurt does as he says as Blaine goes to the bag. He grabs the lube and a couple of condoms.

We might need one for later.

Blaine turns back towards the bed and finds Kurt watching him, a smile on his face and one of his hands lazily tracing his upper thigh.

Groaning at the sight, Blaine moves back to the bed, getting on his knees and kissing Kurt again. He drops the condoms on the bed and pops the cap of the lube. Blaine lies down next to Kurt, turning on his side pulling Kurt's leg up and around his waist. Their lips mesh together and their moans grow louder. Blaine's lips nip and suck on Kurt's ear lobe and his neck as his hand goes down and under. Kurt tenses as Blaine rubs and presses against the ring of muscle he finds there. It's been awhile so Blaine knows Kurt's going to need to be eased back into it.

Slowly he presses harder, as Kurt begins to relax, and then he feels his finger slip inside.

Groaning again, Blaine goes back to kissing Kurt's lips. He works his finger in and out and Kurt rocks against it, it's not long before he adds another. It feels like time stands still for them, and before Blaine knows it he's three fingers in and Kurt's grown extremely desperate. His hands cling to Blaine's shoulders and he bites down on Blaine's neck.

"Blaine please…I need you."

His voice is ragged and his gaze is dark. Blaine can't deny Kurt anything, he wouldn't deny him anything, and he also doesn't want to deny himself. Slowly he pulls his hand out from under Kurt, and grabs one of the condoms next to them. Blaine pulls back and he chuckles lightly at the whine that leaves Kurt.

"Baby, I'm not going anywhere, but I need to get myself ready for you."

"Just shut up and hurry then. I need my fiancé."

Blaine's heart picks up again at that, he quickly rolls the condom down, and then spreads lube on his shaft.

"Kurt…you're going to be the death of me."

Blaine moves in again, kissing Kurt and pushing him back. He holds himself above Kurt and wraps his legs around his waist.

"I love you so much, Baby." Blaine whispers, gazing down at Kurt. Kurt opens his mouth but nothing comes out, except a quiet almost soundless gasp as Blaine begins to push himself inside of him.

Blaine doesn't move for several long drawn out moments once he's completely sheathed in Kurt. It's so tight and warm and hot that Blaine knows he wont last long at all, so he wants to savor every second of it. He feels Kurt's arms tighten around his shoulders and he looks down at Kurt's face. His eyes are firmly shut and he can see tension there, his eyebrows are scrunched up like he's in pain or discomfort.

"Baby?" Blaine whispers, trying in vain to keep himself together. "Baby am I hurting you?"

Kurt lets out a pained sob and his eyes open to reveal tears welling up in them. Blaine cups his face and kisses Kurt's lips gently.

"I can stop. I know it's been awhile since we've done this, but if it's hurting you I can pull out."

Shaking his head, the tears in his eyes roll down his cheeks, Kurt kisses Blaine quick and deep.

"You're not hurting me, Blaine." Kurt's soft voice carries throughout the room. "I've just—just missed this. Missed feeling you inside of me, and knowing you're here with me. It reminds me that I'm yours and you're mine and…ohhh…oh god I've missed this."

Blaine shifts a bit causing him to move even further inside of Kurt and he lets out a groan himself at the feeling.

"We belong to each other, Baby. Nothing is going to change that." He pants out, pulling back and then slowly pushing back inside.

Kurt clings to him as he starts to speed up his movements, in and out. Blaine feels Kurt's mouth everywhere, on his neck, his chest, his collarbone, he jaw, anywhere Kurt can reach. It's so intoxicating for them both, it's been too long.

"Blaine please, I need…I need…need to come so badly."

Blaine's mind nearly short circuits at that, because yes he knows and he intends to get them both to their long over due climax.

"Hold on Baby, I've got you."

Blaine reaches between them and wraps his hand around Kurt's cock. It throbs in his grip and he jerks his fiancé off as quick as he can in sync with his own thrusts.

"Come for me Baby. Come for me now. I need to see you."

Kurt tenses up almost immediately and he cries out again; then Blaine feels the warmth between them, coating their stomachs.

"God you feel so good." Blaine moans loudly. His hips move quicker and he thrusts deeper and deeper, he can feel Kurt beginning to squirm from the over stimulation, but he's almost there and he can't stop.

"Blaine, please…" Kurt quietly pleads, kissing the spot right under Blaine's ear, holding him as close as he is able to.

Blaine can't hold back anymore, and he comes with a loud moan. He's panting and his body feels heavy and flushed. He looks down at Kurt who's turned his head into the pillow, there are fresh tears visible along his cheek bones.

"Kurt…" Blaine brings his trembling hand to Kurt's face and brings his gaze forward to meet his own.

Kurt closes his eyes as a few more tears leak out and roll down his face while he leans into Blaine's touch. He lets out a loud sigh and kisses the palm of Blaine's hand.

His eyes open again before he speaks, his voice comes out sounding broken.

"I know it's stupid, that it's only been a few months, but I really really have missed you so much."

He closes his eyes again, unable to take how vulnerable he feels. Blaine's hands gently cup both sides of his face and his lips graze Kurt's tear streaked skin.

"It's not stupid." Blaine whispers, kissing Kurt's temple and then both of his eyelids. "Nothing you feel Kurt is ever stupid."

Kurt scoffs and his eyes flutter open. "It's not like you were on tour over seas for months or longer. Most people would be able to handle being away from their fiancé for a few months."

Blaine sees the pain and longing in Kurt's eyes.

"You can't compare how you feel to others, Kurt. So it hasn't been a year, it has fucking sucked being apart, and it's been painful. You're allowed to feel how you feel Kurt, there aren't any rules as to who can feel what or when."

Kurt doesn't say anything at that, but Blaine can see his eyes begin to water again making Blaine's heart ache more; he runs his hands over and through Blaine's closely cropped hair. He pulls Blaine down and kisses him...hard.

Blaine pulls back first and smiles gently down at his fiancé, who despite still having tears in his eyes, looks calmer.

"I also miss your curls. I'm not sure if my heart can take that." Kurt smiles softly at Blaine who kisses him again, this time softer than before.

It's then that he notices the mess between them having cooled, quickly becoming sticky and gross, and he can feel his cock softening. He goes to move away, and pull out of Kurt but Kurt's grip around him tightens again.

"Baby what—"

"Don't." Kurt pleads softly. "Please, not—not yet. I just want you inside of me for a bit longer, please I—I—"

Blaine's confusion changes to understanding. He runs a hand through Kurt's hair. "Shh…Shh…It's okay Baby, it's okay. It can wait."

Blaine leans down and nudges his nose with Kurt's before he kisses his mouth, his jaw, and then his neck. He bites down playfully on Kurt's collarbone before he rests his head against Kurt's neck.

There's several long seconds of silence between them, both of them feeling the other's heartbeat slow and their breathing even out.

"I like knowing you're with me. I like feeling you with me." Kurt speaks softly, running a hand up and down Blaine's back.

There's no response from Blaine at the confession, but he kisses Kurt's neck again and settles in as close as he can get. Blaine truly understands, because he feels the same.