08/13
Dear Nezumi,
Sorry for not writing for a while, Mom got ill unexpectedly so I had to care for her. The whole thing reminded me of how I used to take care of you when you got sick, oh god you were such a baby. Always making a fuss and demanding my soup despite how you claimed not to like it. My soup was delicious you absolute ass. It's been so long since I last cooked anything, in fact I can hardly bring myself to eat these days. I can picture you going off on me, forcing me to eat like you used to. Nobody's here anymore to do that, not even Mom. She can barely take care of herself and I fear her time is near. If only you were with me it would make her passing so much easier, soon I won't have anyone left. I was telling the truth by the way that a world without you meant nothing to me, steadily 'nothing' is becoming my reality. Do I sound too edgy? I'm sorry, I haven't felt like myself for quite sometime now. Anyway I have to go, I'll write to you soon.
Love,
Shion
