The next couple weeks I do as promised. I'm with Edward every moment I can be. He is really down. I have let go of my anger for Bella and I'm focusing on healing Edward. His family is really appreciative of my presence around him. Most of the time, he just sits around. It's like he's waiting and hoping that what I said wasn't true. Bella shunned him the next day at school. I watched another part of him die inside. In the end, I'm just sitting around with him just to give him a presence. Occasionally Edward will snap out of it and hold me. We dance sometimes too. I've been turning off my phone while I'm with him. I'm at his place all the time. Charlie doesn't seem to care.

Her presence…

Is my anti-drug. Sara is the reason I'm keeping myself together. It's how she's dancing with me, letting me talk or when I just sit and stare out into the forest. I need to hunt soon. She's noticing the difference but isn't backing off. She is still beside me, despite the dangers. She is amazing.

I'm falling in love with her. This feels so much easier than falling in love with Bella did. Bella no longer wants me. Sara is still by my side. I have a much lighter heart. I don't have to carry it on my own. Sara is here to help me. I don't want to burden her though.

I can't say I'm tearing her away from her social life, because we are her social life. She has her own reasons to not interfere with the humans but that is okay with us. She is as much of an outcast as we are. There is really no excuse to push her away. My family loves her. Rose, Alice, and Esme instantly became her best friends. Emmett treats her like a little sister. Carlisle has already taken her in as one of us. Jasper avoids her, because she almost reverses his influence on her back on to him. It irritates him. All I need to do now is make her mine.

I'm not sure what her reaction would be. I see it in her eyes that she has been falling in love with me as well. I'm not going to ruin her life, nor let her ruin mine…

Patience…

They say is a virtue. I feel like I'm pressing my own luck here. I'm in love with Edward. Completely and fully entranced. It has been over a month since Bella has left him. I just want to be his. Question is how do I make a move on him? I've never allowed myself to be this close to a guy. Not allowed up until recently anyways.

Maybe while dancing I could move in real close. Or maybe just keep physical contact with him. Man, this is more frustrating than I ever thought…

Sara…

Appears to be frustrated about something. It's almost entertaining. She is a beautiful girl and she is finally showing it off. I'm very protective of her and she doesn't know it yet. No human boy dares to approach her. The goal now is making her mine.

This time when we dance in my room again, I pull her real close. She goes along with it and even smiles. We dance like this for a little bit before she rests her head on my chest. I wrap my arms gently around her.

She makes me feel human again. She doesn't get gooseflesh when I touch her. She doesn't shiver when I hold her. She doesn't fear me when my eyes get darker. She's not into me because of my predatory side. She sees the human side of me and she brings it out well.

I sway with her like this for a little while, thinking about all the wonderful things she has about her. This was definitely a lot easier to fall into. No cryptic messages. No guessing. When it turns dark, I guide her out on the balcony to see the stars. They reflect in her eyes and it's really entrancing. I gently brush her cheek and she looks at me. I smile softly and she returns the smile. I rest my forehead on hers and close my eyes just to enjoy the closeness.

A cold gust of wind blows through and she shivers a little. We go back inside.

"Do you mind if I take you home?" I know she needs to. I don't need to ruin things for her. She does have more loose rules than Bella ever had.

"Sure. But, how will you get back?" I smile.

"Don't worry." I take her hand and lace our fingers together.

Walking downstairs…

There is kind of an expectant aura in the room as we enter. Once everyone can see us, and our closeness, happiness radiates like sunshine. I look to Edward as he gently brushes hair out of my face. I smile and we walk out to the car.

We get in the vehicle. I yawn. I didn't know sleep was starting to hit me. I've been enjoying myself tonight.

"Sleepy already?" He chuckles.

"I guess so. Thanks for the fun night Edward."

"You're welcome." We head to my house.

When we arrive, I notice that both vehicles are here. I sigh sadly that our wonderful evening had to come to a close. Edward parks the car. He opens my door for me. I smile and stand. The front door opens. It's Charlie.

"Can I have a few moments? I'll be in soon. I promise." I smile kindly in his direction and watch the door close. He's satisfied that I'm at least in the yard.

"I really did have fun." I smile up at him. He wraps his arms around me.

"I did too. We'll do it again sometime, okay?" He rests his lips on my fore head. I smile.

"Sounds like a date." I trace something lightly on his chest.

"I'll pick you up for school tomorrow, okay?" He pulls back a little to look into my eyes.

"Okay. I'll see you in the morning then." I gently hug him and let go. He stands in the yard until I'm at the door. I wave at him and enter, very happy.

When I walk in, Charlie goes to bed and Bella seems to be already upstairs. I hunt for leftovers of food. When I find something, I stick it in the microwave. While that was reheating, I made my bed in the living room. I sat down at the table and ate, thinking about the day's events. I clean up my dishes and get ready for bed.

Waking up the next morning I thought last night was all a dream. I get ready like I always have, but when I glanced out the window to see how wet it was, there I see Edward standing next to his car. I smiled, and my heart fluttered a little bit, until Bella came bounding down the stairs.

"I told him I don't want him anymore…" She is heading to the door. I'm thankful that I was almost ready.

"Did you ever think that he might not be here for you? You aren't the only one going to school with him…" I slip on a light jacket and grab my bag. My hair is in its ponytail, my skin tight light blue jeans and Powerman 5000 concert t-shirt is my outfit of choice today. I glanced at her face as I walked out the open door and the look was priceless. I wave as I approach Edward. He smiles as he opens the door for me. I slide in the car. Thank the Gods that last night was real. He climbs in and starts the car. I put my bag in the back seat.

"What was she going to say to me?" He laughs a little. I chuckle.

"She was going to tell you off until I stopped her. The world doesn't revolve around her and I helped her realize that." I gently brush his hand with mine. He takes my hand gently and laces our fingers together for the drive to school.

When we arrive, all eyes are on us. Edward gets out and I step out of the passenger side. I feel the stares because my hair is not only out of my eyes, but I have no makeup on and I'm with Edward. I smile with Edward. The rest of his family was waiting for us to arrive. I link arms with Rose as I hear Bella's truck pull up. There's a smile on everyone's face after seeing her look of shock. I can also feel her anger.

Bella's jealousy…

Is plain as day as Sara shares what she is receiving with me. It makes everyone smile. We are a very tight group of people and Sara really brings that out in us. I got burned. My family didn't take well to what Bella chose over me. Bella will continue to watch Sara weave herself in my family and get closer with them than Bella ever could. It makes all of us more comfortable with her. She makes us feel human with her own pale skin and abilities. She fits right in.

As I walk her to class, I smile when she looks into my eyes. She has such natural beauty. Today is when she has fully shown it off. The same day the entire world will know her as mine. Envy is coming like tidal waves as human males pass us. I gently touch her face before she walks away. I'll see her again at lunch, but now that seems eons away…

Days go by…

My other classes are settling out, again. Some of Bella's friends had some questions, but mostly rude remarks. I just smile and tell them the truth without incriminating her.

"If any of you knew the entire story, you wouldn't hold Bella in such a light. But, I won't ruin that for you.

The silence afterwards has always been worth every moment.

Lunch finally comes around. Today has been one of those days. Edward comes through the line with me. I haven't seen him do this before, but I'm happy either way.

"How was your morning?" He very gently nudges me forward. I look at him and shrug.

"Same old crap. I continue to lose faith in humanity. How was yours?" I smile.

"Difficult." He nudges me again. "Glad to be back in your presence again." His smile makes me blush lightly. No one is paying attention to us. When it is finally our turn, I get a small salad and water. He grabs an apple on the way out. Once we paid, we joined the rest of his family.

"So Sara, now you are definitely one step closer to being one of us. How does it feel?" Emmett is such the smartass. We all laugh.

"Well Emmett," I sit down, "I ask you this: How does it feel to gain another sister?" I throw a piece of lettuce covered with ranch at him. We all look so relaxed. Emmett throws it at Edward, because he missed me. Edward wrecks our little fight by putting it in the napkin.

"We'll continue this later." He slides it in his pocket. I smile. "Comfortable are we?" I rest my head on Edward's shoulder as Ash's voice echoes through my head. "Very much so. Do you have a problem? I'm still underage. Nothing says I can't have a relationship Ash. No matter what the plans are after graduation…" I hear him laugh. "You will be a squire. Your mother wanted it for you. Besides, you have no choice. You are a blue blood and a blood rite." He sounds so serious. "Well, screw my heritage right now. I'm happy and in love. Find me after I graduate Ash…" I get brought back to reality by Edward brushing hair out of my face.

"Sleepy?" His tone is very soft.

"Oh, no. Just comfortable." I smile and sit up on my own again and finish my lunch. Everyone is in a good mood. I feel really good about this.

Edward gently brushes his hand across my shoulders. "It's time for class."

I smile at him. "Okay." I stand and gather my things. I throw my trash away as we pass a trash can and exit to English, walking beside Edward.

Once inside the classroom, like in the parking lot a few days ago, all eyes were upon us. Normally we are both in class before anyone shows up. I didn't look at anyone but Halli, who eyes were the size of dinner plates. Edward takes my hand and held it as we walk to our seats together. A smile is upon his face. I'm not nervous. I've been getting these stares since we went public. The walk felt like an eternity or just super slow motion with him at my side. The teacher walks in after us, gains the class' attention and begins the lesson. I didn't pull out my headphones today. Edward and I pass notes on the entertainment of all this instead.

Smiling…

Is oh so easy with her. There's no pained expression. No desire for her blood that consumes me. Everyone has noticed the difference. I look at her as a lover, not as prey. The way she walks with me, her grace is more than just when we dance now, she's very smoothly moving. Her natural beauty is showing. She looks more like one of us without her make-up on. Her best friend is stunned that I have been able to guide her out of her depression and let her smile again. To Halli, I took away the make-up façade and helped her be herself again.

Sara still refuses to make eye contact, but because she's entranced by me it doesn't seem strange anymore. She has no need to look out at the humans. They are avoiding her because of me, but Sara doesn't seem to be bothered by it. She is passing notes with me all class. One more way she makes it more human like for us… Her next class is Gym with Bella. I pray for no horror stories…

With him…

Everything is so simple. But gym class is next. I now show my grace, which Bella doesn't have an ounce of. This is going to be fun.

The bell rings and it's time for my next class. Edward hugs me before we separate to our classes. I don't want to put Edward and Bella in the same space just yet.

When I enter the locker room, Bella is trying to pick my lock. One, I've never seen her so angry. Two, she isn't going to succeed. I've silenced her lookout and I throw my copy of Tuck Everlasting at her. I was trained to throw blades from the day I could pick them up. It barely misses her on purpose, but it startles her. The book hits the wall and falls to the ground undamaged.

"One, I could put you in jail for that. Two, you just don't fuck with me. Three, you are flat out mentally incapable for thinking you could try." I shove her away from my locker and on to the floor. The gym teacher is nowhere to be found.

"Just because you have Edward now you think you're the biggest badass." She snaps at me. It doesn't make sense to me since she's the one on the floor. I curl my hands into fists. The girls are crowding around now.

"No Isabella that is the incorrect answer. I know how to kill you in one swift move and so fast no one could say I did it unless I confessed. I'm finally showing my natural strength because of your dumb ass." I glare her down. The other girls gasp. She has fear seeping from every pore in her body. No more words are coming from her.

"If you were wise, you would hold your tongue. If you don't I can cut it out for you." I flash one of my blades. The girls scream and scatter. Almost instantly, I erase their memories of the blade, but let the fear linger. Bella looks a little bit green, but she is the only memory I left un-tampered with.

I get dressed and lock my things in my locker. I wait for roll call and then head out for the warm-up run. My physical abilities are amazing because of my heritage. They have trained me as much as they could. Ash has been the biggest help towards my parents.

On the run, I start lapping the boys. My teacher is very impressed as I pass her. When we were transitioning to the game, she asked me if I wanted on the track team now and on the cross country team in the fall. I instantly declined the track offer, but I told her that I would think about the cross country team. She seemed happy either way.

Finally class ends. Edward is waiting for me outside of the locker room door. His eyebrow rises when he sees me.

"Did you scare the little girls?" he is curious. I shrug.

"Bella tried to break into my locker. They were just the bystanders. Bella got the worst of it." I chuckle a little bit. Edward wraps his arm around me.

"Let's not scare them again, okay?"

"You win. Besides, I don't think I need to do it again. Oh, guess what?"

He smiles. "What?" We reach the parking lot.

"I got asked to join the cross country team."

"That sounds like fun. Are you going to do it?"

"I might. I love running." We enter his vehicle and head off to his place.

"You know… There is a dance coming up." He sounds almost absentminded. I smile.

"Oh. I saw the flyers. It sounds like fun." We've been over my opinion on dancing. He chuckles as we walk up the steps.

"It's in a month and a semi-formal. Do you want to go?" He already knows my answer but he obviously wants me to say it aloud. He opens the door for me.

"I would love to." Before I can even walk through the door, Alice has tackled me.

"We are so going dress shopping!" Alice is hugging me. Rosalie comes into view.

"If you said yes we were all going to go." Even she is happy about it.

"It sounds like someone gave Alice yet another reason to go shopping!" I hear Emmett call from another room.

"Alice does have that addiction to shopping…" I giggle. Alice waves it off like its nothing. Everyone laughs.

"Edward I assure you the trip will be safe." Edward nods and pulls me close. I smile, very happy to be with them. He takes me over to his baby grand piano. He sometimes played while he was getting over Bella. We sit down and he begins to play. I close my eyes and listen. He plays something beautiful and new. I can feel his happiness radiate off of him.

After a few songs, Alice interrupts.

"Sara, we are going to leave after school tomorrow. Charlie will let you go, but do ask him anyways. We're going to have fun!" She walks off again.

"I'm going to enjoy time away from this town, especially with your sisters." I smile. Edward chuckles.

"They are going to have fun with you. You are going to be their doll."

"I figured that." I giggle. He gently brushes hair out of my face.

Gentle touches…

She means the world to me. I gently brush the side of her face. She smiles softly. I lean forward and touch her forehead with mine, debating if I should kiss her. We realize she forgot to turn off her phone as it goes off. I release her so she can answer.

Damn it all…

I was just about to kiss Edward when my phone goes off. It's Halli and in a state of panic.

"Sara? Can you come get me? I need to be rescued."

I bite my lip. I'm without my vehicle. I look to Edward. He nods.

"I'll come get you. I'm over at Edward's house without my car so it'll take a little bit."

"I'll start walking. Thanks Sara!"

"Anything for you sis." We hang up. Edward and I are moving. We climb in the car and head off to the reservation

When we meet up with Halli, she's waiting for us at the treaty line. Edward parks and I go over to Halli. We hug each other and walk back. "I'm sorry Edward." He looks at me and shrugs. He's sort of bummed and I am too. Halli takes back seat and I slide in the passenger seat. On the ride back, Halli is talking non-stop. I'm listening…sort of. I'm actually pretty bummed. "I'll visit tonight if you want me to." Edward pulls up to the house and we all get out. Edward comes around and wraps his arms around me and holds me. Halli is heading for the door. "I think that'll be nice. Find me on the back patio." We hug for a few seconds and he releases me. I wave to him as he drives off before catching up with Halli on the front porch.

"He's way into you Sara. I almost envy you for finding a guy like that." Halli and I enter the house and I watch Bella jump. She's making dinner. I laughed at her.

"Almost? Meaning you found someone?"

"Not telling you." She sticks her tongue out at me. I laugh as we head out back. I feel Bella's sigh of relief.

"So what is totally up with Bella? She looked at you like she thought you were going to kill her."

"I threatened to before gym because she tried to break into my locker."

"Oh… That would do it."

"So who is your boy? I'm so interested!"

"Well…." Halli smiles. "He lives on the res. One of Jake's friends. I'm dating Embry." She's all kinds of excited. I smile.

"Congrats chicka. Looks like we both got luck coming here."

"Ya." There seemed to be more she wanted to say but couldn't. I let it be.

"So do you need to stay the night?"

"No."

"Do you want me to give you a ride home after dinner?"

"Please." We giggle together.

"I knew it. So you just wanted to get off the res for a little bit?"

"No, I wanted to see if you would spend the weekend with me on the res."

"Is that a question?" I tease.

"Ya. So do you?"

"Sure. I don't see why not." I smile and she smiles back.

"Cool. Now I don't have to deal with all the boys alone!" She does a small dance. I laugh. We head inside and Uncle Charlie walks through the door.

"Uncle Charlie!" Halli calls out.

"Is that little Miss Halli I'm hearing?" He chuckles. Nothing goes past him.

"It's okay if I steal Sara for the weekend, right?"

"Sure, sure." He hugs her a little bit. We all sit down to eat.

"So Halli, what have you been up to recently?"

"School, living on the res, the norm."

Dinner was nice, even Bella was involved in some of the conversations. I even saw her smile a little. It was a comfortable evening. As promised, I stand and find my keys to take Halli home after the dishes were done. She says farewell to our family and we walk out to my car. Once inside the car, Halli and I are having a totally different conversation.

"You remember the old legends that Billy told us when we visited?"

"Yea, the ones about the wolves and man's soul being one and shifting into the different forms. Stuff like that right?"

"Yea. But what would you think if it was actually true?"

"At this point I wouldn't be surprised with what exists in my life. You know, immortal boyfriend, Ash who is as old as dirt, the daimons, Dark-Hunters and Weres. Werewolves would just add to the collection."

"There's a certain reason you are staying with me this weekend. You are going to learn quickly. It would be wise to be constantly armed. Your favorite blades will do." I stop the car in front of Sam's house. This isn't my first rescue mission.

"Well thanks chicka. I'll see you Friday after school.

"See ya." She gets out. I watch her walk inside before I drive off.

When I get home, the rain had picked up again and now it's pouring. I get inside quickly. Charlie and Bella are already upstairs. I grab a comfy, fluffy blanket and go outside. It's a little cold, but I'm soaked from the ten foot walk across the front lawn. I watch for Edward.

Patience…

Charlie is still awake and moving around his room. I can see Sara waiting. I wait until the light is out and unfortunately it is when she seems ready to go inside. I do what I should've done before. I am instantly at her side.

"Sorry I was later than I had imposed." I smile softly. She jumped a little, but has instantly smiled. She even offered me some of her blanket. I smile and cuddle up under the blanket with her. Though I was drenched from sitting in the woods for so long, she still doesn't shiver. She is actually very warm from sitting under the blanket.

We talk for a little bit, but I notice she's getting tired. I smile. She rests her head on my chest and looks up at me. I gently hold her chin as I carefully come towards her lips, longing for the contact. She holds very still. She is very patient with me. I gently make contact with her. It is euphoric. She responds with gentle actions. She knows the difficulties it's taking to do this. I hold her against me for a little while. I'm enjoying the touch of her lips on mine.

Unfortunately, I have to break our kiss. When I do, Sara yawns. I know she's exhausted. I can see it in her movements.

"I'll pick you up again in the morning okay?" I smile. She nods. I kiss her gently again and she goes inside, waves, and walks to the couch. I leave after that in a good mood.

When I get home it's a different story. I walk in and Alice shows me a new vision. It's very vague, disconnected. Nothing is making sense in her vision. Emmett interrupted my thoughts by jeering me about finally getting some action. It makes the rest of them laugh. I go to the baby grand again and start to write another new song. Esme is behind me. She is happy about me being with Sara and that I'm writing again. She loves my work.

Was it a dream?

Waking up the next morning was the same feeling from a week ago. I'm in that dreamlike state. I look for the blanket from last night, and sure enough, it is still damp in some spots. I turn to Charlie who is about to leave.

"Uncle Charlie, you don't mind if I go dress shopping with Alice and Rose today after school do you? I need a dress for the dance next month." I smile innocently. He smiles a little in return.

"No, I don't mind at all. Try not to be out too late, okay?" he looks at me, dead serious.

I smile. "Aye-aye sir!" he chuckles and leaves for work. I get ready for my day, excited to be with Edward and his sisters. I carry my backpack of wonders today. It's my small backpack that carries everything I need in it. I'll also grab my school bag on my way out.

Once ready I find a heavier jacket. It's still pouring outside when I walk out to meet Edward. He smiles. I'll admit it. I'm getting dependent on Edward for his attention, his love, his affection. Now, it's not a hindering dependence. I can't help it. I'm falling head over heels in love with Edward Cullen. What I find fun, this wasn't my original plan.

Finally, today there were very little stares. I think my threat to the girls in gym got around. Now they know I have mad skills that no one wants to mess with. Alice stops in front of me.

"You ready for this afternoon?" She seems overly happy. I chuckle.

"Of course. I can't wait to see you all dressed up in a month." She smiles wide.

"Good, but tonight is all about you." She gets this almost evil smile but Edward doesn't react to it. My stomach drops a little bit.

I have this unique body type. Though I seem almost slender, I have curves. I curse my Northern Europe descent. No matter how thin the women get, there's still curvature.

The day seems to go by pretty normal. Way more so to the way it was before I was dating Edward. I dressed like that first day Edward and I went public, because of the dress shopping. I'm thinking of screwing with everyone, including Edward, tomorrow by going back to the first day of school and repeating the look.

After being hounded by Halli and Bella's friends, the day finally ends. Edward, Alice, Rose and I all climb into the Volvo together. We are off to Port Angles. I can tell Edward is enjoying the company. He is tagging along so there are no human male advances towards me. I feel loved. Alice, Rose and I turn into those giggly girls. We have fun on the car ride there, talking about all kinds of girly things. Normally I'm only like this around Halli, but I have an awesome comfort level around them. It's like being around the family I never had.

Once we arrive at a dress store, Alice takes my hand and drags me inside. Rose follows and Edward laughs at me and Alice. I turn this light shade of red. He is my boyfriend after all. I try on a few dresses before getting tossed one that looks interesting. I put it on and when I come out Alice is speechless. Edward can't stop staring. Rose helps me out by zipping it up completely. I flush a deep red.

This dress seems to hug in all the right places. Making my five foot six inches look more like six feet tall. I'm already tall for my heritage. The hem comes around my knees and it's a deep emerald color. The color makes my light skin tone and dark hair and eyes pop out.

"That's definitely the one… Now, for accessories…" Alice vanishes again. Rose removes the dresses I've already tried on and returns them to the racks. Alice returns and she has Edward help me put on the jewelry. There is a deep emerald necklace that goes well with the strapless neckline. It's a very basic gold chain with an emerald pendant that seems average sized. Alice shows me the earrings that accompany the necklace. They are basic emerald studs. Everyone smiles.

"Now for the shoes, but first get out of the dress. Edward, please get that necklace off of her." Alice disappears. Edward gently takes off the necklace and I change back into my street clothes.

When we meet Alice over in shoes, she has a few pair in mind. Rose picks up the ones that caught my eyes. To my unfortunate balance issues, I have to have a strap around my ankle to wear heels. I try on the first pair that Alice seemed to like. They are a silvery white color. The height is too much. When I stand next to Edward I'm actually taller than him. The next is a close emerald color. They don't seem to fit right with lacing up the ankle and half way up my calf. The pair me and Rose had our eyes on is the last pair and they fit. They are a metallic black two inch heel that has a slim strap to go around my ankle.

When it comes time to purchase our items, Alice and Rose take them to the counter and Edward starts talking about food. This human needs to eat. It's also starting to get dark. I call the house to let Charlie know that we are grabbing a bite to eat before heading back to Forks. After Charlie was assured, Edward and I found a little place to eat at. Rose and Alice went in their own direction.

We walk in the restaurant and the hostess starts to ogle him. He wraps his arm around me and holds me close. She is very disappointed, and puts us in a secluded part of the restaurant. Our waitress was as easily disappointed. She seemed to hope that the girl before was lying. I play with the silverware with malicious intent.

When the female comes back with our drinks, Edward makes me put down the butter knife. I'm letting him see the different ways I could kill this poor child. She looks at me funny. I make my expression very clear on my intent. I smile at her after ordering but still she swiftly moved away.

"You are really terrifying her. You didn't look at her which creeped her out to begin with. You weren't looking at me with that expression either." Edward chuckles. There is a little fear from him too, but my train of thought can quickly change.

"Once she has done her job, I won't have quick murders on my mind." I look into his eyes to show that I was joking. He relaxes and smiles. He gently takes my hands and traces the lines in my palms. I enjoy his soft touch. The girl interrupts with my food. I normally have a problem eating in front of others, but school has done wonders.

She's entertaining…

Her actions are complete opposite from Bella's. She actually relaxes around me. It's what makes us feel normal. She acts like we are human. Much easier to get lost in that way of thinking around her, that's for sure.

When she finishes, I pay and we walk out to the car. Alice and Rose are nearby watching and waiting for us. When Sara steps around to her side, Alice and Rose step out and get in the vehicle too. They are excited for the dance. They still remember how Bella was. They have yet to see Sara dance. This is my little secret. I wonder how she is going to dance in front of the student body who knows her as this insane boyfriend stealer that can be emotional at times. The thought makes me laugh.

I know she's going to be beautiful and that she is going to do well. She doesn't look around. Even on our first dance she focused on me and how she moved around with me. She trusted me then. I expect her not to be distracted with the human males. It will be interesting. I will allow her to dance with others. I'll step out of the way. She's pretty likely to get asked a lot by others when she's all dressed up. I know it.

To the Reservation…

Tonight Halli steals me. Telling Edward after our wonderful day in Port Angles was hard. He's not allowed on the reservation because of the treaty. He also warned me about the wolves. I told him that Halli said to be armed and he felt a little relieved.

He's been to my side pretty much all day. Not seeing me for a few days when I'm just right there is going to torture him. We have the mind link, and cell phones. Though it's not the same, we will survive.

This morning I put my stuff in Halli's car. Halli has never been attached to my side, but that is why we are best friends. We are close enough to where we don't need to be around each other twenty-four seven. It's wonderful.

English turned into a drag. Edward was all sad, making me feel really sad about this weekend. Halli is very obviously excited. I have tried to keep to Edward as much as I could today. I don't like him sad like this.

The class ended all too soon. I was almost late to gym because of Edward. I don't mind. Gym class is changing a little. People are starting to actually warm up to me. It's a nice change.

Once class is over, Edward escorts me to Halli's car where Halli is waiting for me. She rolls her eyes and gets in. This is my cue to say goodbye. Edward has a soft smile. He's trying to hide his true feelings. I smile and brush his face gently as he kisses me. I understand his worry. Halli starts the car. Edward breaks away. I hug him. "This isn't forever…" He opens the door for me. "It's going to feel like it." He shuts the door once I'm in. I smile and wave. "I will. Go hunt. You need it and a distraction. I'll see you Sunday." With that he walks away. Halli lets off a low whistle as she pulls out and drives away.

"Wow. You two are super serious." She turns on her music. I follow the cord to her iPod and change the song to The Hamster Dance. We sing along and bounce to the beat.

When we show up on the reservation we are singing along to Numa Numa. Embry steps out of the house and shakes his head at us. We laugh and get out. I've also become relaxed around these guys. They are cool with me, but not whom I'm dating. Quil and Jacob come out of the house as well. I get the smile from Quil that makes my heart seem to skip a beat. I enjoy the boy's presence. He was the one that helped me move in months ago. I guess this is the weekend I not only learn the truths behind the legends, but the reason for the behaviors. Quil walks over to me and hugs me. I return the favor.

"You ready for a weekend with us? It's supposed to be a beautiful day tomorrow."

"If allowed, I think we could hit the beach." I smile.

"Such confidence there Quil. Now, if she wasn't deadly I would allow dating." Sam teases. I roll my eyes.

"Little me? Deadly? How?" I draw my blades at that point. "Now why would you think I was deadly?" I let the light flash off them. The boys shake their heads as we all laugh together. I put them in their case on my thigh as Billy comes out.

"I should have known you were here. For some strange reason, the noise level is raised every time." He wheels over to me and I hug him. Jacob doesn't hate me, but that's probably because of Quil. He walks over with his dad. I hug Jacob.

"Your cousin would kill you if she knew." Jacob smiles kindly.

"Who's going to tell her? Cuz I'm not." I smile. Bella isn't allowed on the reservation this weekend because her grades slipped. Bella told me during gym. She also wanted to threaten me, but that never happened in the end. Halli nudges me.

"Let's get you into the place you'll be sleeping-"

"That'll be the only use for a room. She won't be doing much of that either!" Jared teases. I roll my eyes.

"I'm glad I came prepared." I get my bags out of the back. Quil takes one. They raise their eyebrows at me. I've learned that these guys can be as much of a pain as the Cullens can be. I will never tell them that. They are curious and hopeful. I smile as Halli shows me in, Quil following me.

"They aren't kidding when they say that this weekend you'll be even rarely sleeping in here. We are going to have some serious fun!" My stuff is set in the room and we rejoin the group.

"Okay, what is the first torture I have to go under?" Smiles sprout on everyone's face. My stomach drops.

"It's a surprise. Quil?" Sam looks to Quil, who nods in response.

"Forgive me." He picks me up around my waist and puts me over his shoulder. He's gotten much stronger since that last time I was here on the res. I kick and scream, demanding to be put down on my feet. He walks me to where the air gets really salty. I feel my socks and shoes get removed along with my blade off my hip. I thank the Gods that I chose to wear shorts instead of my original plan because Quil walked out into the water and dropped me into a deeper part. He doesn't get away so easily. I drag him down with me as the rest of the boys come in to drench me. I hear Halli laughing on the shore as she watches all this. Embry is with her.

Eventually I got all the boys in the water before I stand and walk away. I'm wet to the bone and laughing. I get up on a hot log and lay there, slowly drying off. Quil comes next to me.

"That was entertaining." He's still laughing. I smile.

"I had fun. That's the last time I ask what's going to happen."

Over the next twenty-four hours I was at the beach with the boys. Quil was at my side most of the time. I know he's crushing on me and I think it's sweet. I have no intention of leaving Edward or dating him. The rest of them want me to leave the vampire for this werewolf. I've known this since I came here with Bella before she broke up with Edward.

The bonfire is tonight. And we are going high into the mountains. I've noticed a few things while being around the boys. I hope to get answers to my unspoken questions tonight.

When we arrive, most of the food is consumed by the boys. Halli and I eventually receive food. Once everyone is fat and happy, Billy begins.

He repeats the legends that I've heard hundreds of times before. I'm listening with different ears tonight. I want to understand what I've noticed this past day and a half. I haven't had to draw my weapons in defense yet.

Tonight seems one of those nights where the breeze is blowing just right. I start to shiver a little. I curl up to Quil, who is very warm. He keeps me warm enough to the point where I fall asleep on him.

The next thing I feel is a bit of flight. I open my eyes and Quil has me in his arms.

"It's okay. Halli fell asleep too. If you trust me I'll get you home safe alright?"

I'm still half asleep and really have no choice. "I trust you."

The next morning I wake up in the room I was given. Quil seems to be passed out on my floor. I smile and go to gently wake him. When I touch him, his skin is like fire. I step around him and go outside to look for Sam. Something is wrong with Quil. I don't find him. I told Emily to have Sam find me and I go back to Quil.

I tried to wake him, but this guy sleeps like a box of rocks. I get a little reaction out of him when I'm gentle. I shove him and he wakes. He lashes out towards me. I had drawn my blades for protection against the now huge fluffy wolf in my room. This explains a lot. I look into Quil's eyes. "Thanks for trying to kill me." I walk out of the room mostly shocked and a little irritated.

I'm sitting on the front steps when Sam comes up. I look to him and the look on his face surprises me. Apparently I've been bleeding the last five minutes. Sam takes me inside and cleans up a cut on my forehead. Quil walks out and he's very upset.

"It's okay, I'm not mad at you." Quil still walks out the door. Now Sam wants answers.

"What happened exactly? You told Emily that something was wrong with Quil?"

"I tried to wake him because he was sleeping on my floor after putting me in my bed and when I did finally get him to wake up, he experienced his first transformation. I was able to defend myself with my blades, but obviously I don't have the perfect defense system."

"I'll go talk to him." He finishes up and leaves.

"Welcome to the pack. What a way to be initiated isn't it?" Halli walks in.

"Yea, what a way."

"He got you? Cover it up."

"I'm waiting for the perfect moment to expose that to everyone."

"Your abilities are amazing. Ash could really pass as your big brother. If only you turned blue too." Halli laughs.

"Ha-ha… I just speed up the healing for the scar. I'll do it during the day while it's still covered." My phone goes off. I just realized that Alice would have seen my attack…almost. I pick it up, knowing he's worried.

"Edward?"

"Sara? Are you okay?"

"I'm perfectly fine Edward. I didn't get hurt. Please don't break the treaty. I know that's running through your mind and you are waiting. I'm fine. Please wait until they release me."

"Can Halli drop you off near the treaty line?" His velvety soft voice is filled with worry. I give in.

"Let me check." I mute the phone and look to Halli. "When we leave can you drop me off at the treaty line, or near it?"

"Sara we need you out here!" I hear someone call. I unmute the call.

"Edward, I need to go. I'll tell you here in a few short minutes. Bear with me. I'll see you later." I wait for him to grunt in response before hanging up. I feel bad about doing that to Edward, but while I'm on the res I need to respond when called. Especially after this morning.

I rush outside as I put my phone in my pocket.

"You rang?" I look to Sam. He points into the forest.

"You need to talk to Quil. He's very upset he hurt you." He watches me

"Where is he?"

"Just walk straight and you'll find him." I nod and peel off the bandage. Sam looks shocked as he sees the cut he personally tended to is gone.

"Nothing happened alright Sam? I'll be back." I walk into the forest, searching for Quil's presence. "Edward, I'm fine. I'll make sure Halli can meet you near the treaty line. I miss you…" I find Quil and he's pretty upset still. I walk over to him and reach out to him, my hand in his gaze. He looks up at me and he sees how in the end I wasn't injured. He shakes his head and looks down again this time in disbelief. I take his hand and gently pull him up. Though he's a big strong wolf, it didn't take much to get him to stand. I hug him and he hesitates before hugging me back.

"It's fine Quil. I'm not even an ounce mad at you. Please forgive yourself." I look up at him. He looks down at me. He shakes his head.

"I thought I hurt you." I smile softly.

"Never. I couldn't let you do that to yourself." He chuckles a little. "Now come on. Sam's worried about you." I release him but hold out my hand. He takes it and I lead him out of the forest. Sam has a smile on his face after watching Quil. I look to Halli who is biting her lip. I let go of Quil and walk over to her. She looks confused.

"Don't be giving Quil ideas now." She has a stern tone.

"Okay, how much longer are you going to hold me hostage? I have homework I need to do and a boyfriend to see. I miss him dearly right now." I am actually irritated. I remember everything that I want and need to do.

"I get it. I'll take you home. Go say goodbye, pack your stuff and get it in the car. Tell me when you're ready." She still stands there watching me. I nod and walk away to go inside. Shortly after I start packing, someone knocks on my open door, making me jump a little.

"Come in." I'm searching for socks under the bed. Someone's really warm feet brush against mine. I crawl out and sit up, smiling.

"Hello." It's Quil.

"I was wondering Sara, if you are going to the dance that is being held at your school?" He gets shy. I smile kindly.

"Yes I'm going to be there. Are you planning on going?" I put my now found socks in my bag. He nods. "If I run into we'll dance okay?"

"I'd like that." There's true sincerity in his voice. Inside I'm cringing. "Edward, I'm almost packed. I'll meet you soon at the line." I zip up the bag and Quil takes it to the car. "I'm excited to see you Sara." My smile reflects that special warmth that I'm feeling. I say my farewells and Halli comes back out with her keys. Quil wants to ride along. Halli doesn't stop him, nor does anyone else. Once in the car, I draw a weapon but keep it out of sight. When we get to the line, Halli stops on their side. I see Edward by his car on his side.

The trunk is popped and the bags are taken by Quil. I make him hand them over to me. I can hear Edward growling. I shake my head, not saying a word. I carry my bags to Edward's car. I come back across and give Halli a hug and wave goodbye to Quil. He's bearing teeth at Edward. I stand straddling the line. I look to Quil and give him a smile.

"I'll see you at the dance." I walk away and into Edward's waiting arms. I breathe in his scent. I've missed him a lot. I hear Halli drive off. I lean up and kiss Edward.

I got the warning from the Elders. I thought it was going to be more threatening. I'm just as dangerous and deadly as the werewolves and vampires. What I will eventually run with kills the things that go bump in the night.

Though it was rough, I've finally returned to Edward where I'm most comfortable.

The school is in frenzy about the dance. It's spreading like a disease. I've been asked by several hopeful guys. No matter how I've dressed this week. I've told them maybe one dance, no date and no promises. They are jealous that Edward is my boyfriend and they aren't.

I've started to make eye contact with people, hence the reason every boy wants to be more than just a friend. It will fade, but the jealousy among the girls makes me laugh. I apparently can't stop at just Edward. I have to have them all. Whatever. I'll be blowing all of them out of the water tonight.

Alice has tried as hard as she could to get me to let her get me ready for the evening. I wouldn't budge from my no. She might be pouting when I see her tonight. I'm getting excited. Soon, Edward will be here to pick me up. Charlie helped me put the necklace on. I curled the ends of my hair and put serious volume to it. I'm finishing putting on the heels when Edward knocks on the door. Charlie answers it while I go back upstairs to get my jacket and purse. I walk down the stairs as I catch Edward's eye. His expression makes me smile.

"I won't be out too late. Love you Uncle Charlie." I hug him, and he gives me an awkward hug in return.

"Have fun." We walk out and Charlie closes the door behind us. Edward helps me not sink in the grass as we get to his car. We talk a little bit on the way to the venue. By no one's surprise it's the school. Once we arrive, the eyes were upon us by whoever was in the parking lot at the time.

When I step out I could hear the gasps. I look like I belong with him. Our skin tones match perfectly and dressed to the nines like we are. I also look perfect. I smile at the ones who cannot stop staring.

Edward wraps his arm tight around my waist as we walk in the gym. His family was waiting for us because I almost get knocked down by Alice. Edward supports me, which I am thankful for.

The music has already begun and everyone is watching as I set my stuff down and take Edward's hand. He leads us to the dance floor, which is quite bare. I look into his eyes and a giant smile comes across his face as the song begins. We move swiftly across the dance floor to the swing music. My dress flows with us. Everyone gasps at the elegance we have at dancing. I do blush in the slightest, giving away my mortality against his immortality. He reassures me by holding me more firmly. The song ends and we smile. We just gave away my biggest charm. My ability to ballroom dance.

The night is going smoothly. I dance with other guys besides Edward. Edward is on the edge, waiting. I still move smoothly, but it's just not the same beauty as it is with Edward. Quil does show up and I spot him before Edward does. Edward growls again, but this time very low. I kiss him before tapping Quil on the shoulder.

"Looking for someone?" I have a light and playful tone. He instantly turns around and hugs me. I hug him back.

"I was looking for you. You look gorgeous tonight." He tries to hold me, but I put myself in a certain stance to where it's difficult.

"Thank you. Would you like to dance after this song?"

"Why not this song?" he sounds confused.

"Because I'm here with Edward and I told him we would dance this one."

"Oh." He has deep disappointment.

"I'll find you if you don't find me first." I whisk myself away to Edward who is glaring at Quil. I take him to the dance floor where he turns his focus to me.

"He really wants you…" Edward snarls. I sigh softly and gently brush his face. I also allow him to read my thoughts.

"He can all he wants to. It doesn't change my mind. He's a friend like the other wolves. He will learn that eventually and obviously the hard way." My tone is very firm. Edward smiles.

"After your dance, I have a surprise for you." He twirls me out of his arms and into Quil's. I smile and he blushes.

"I don't know if I can dance like that…" He sounds nervous. As the next song starts, I help him.

"Just go with what's comfortable." I take his hand and we slowly move around the dance floor. He eventually gets comfortable but the song ends.

"One more song?" he has a hopeful look. I bite my lip. "If you really want to, you can." I get the double edged hint.

"I will have to decline tonight. Maybe another dance okay?" I hug him and walk away to my boyfriend. I feel his disappointment, but Edward's joy is stronger. I walk away with him.

"What is this surprise? That is, if I'm allowed to be curious." He takes my hand and we walk over to the forest. I did have him stand while I took off my heels. I am walking barefoot in the grass. When we are just barely out of sight he stops.

"I want to share something with you. We've been the obvious couple for a while…" he pulls something small out of his pocket. "I was wondering if you would take this promise ring to put our relationship to the next step." He looks into my eyes. His words were very sincere. I smile softly.

"I will. I love you Edward." He puts the ring on my left hand. He smiles in such a way that I cannot describe.

"I love you too Sara, for all eternity." He pulls me close to him. I set down my shoes and wrap my arms around his neck.

"For however long that may be." I keep my eyes locked with his as our fates are sealed together. I can sense Ash's anger to what I just did, but I won't let him ruin my moment. I lean on my toes the same moment Edward bends down to kiss me. We meet in the middle for a most passionate kiss and a tender touch. Just perfect.

Word got around fast about my promise ring from Edward. The whispers have turned into something less biting. No one ever saw Edward getting this serious with Bella. They thought he was going to eat her first. The look of prey was upon his face when others watched him with her.

I learned that it was his predatory side. His desire for human blood. It hurt him to be around her because her blood sings to him. It turns out that when I moved in they had just been an obvious couple for maybe a few weeks.

The truth…

She knows everything now. Patience is one of her best features. She let me tell her at a pace that was comfortable to me. She knows what my relationship was with Bella. She knows of the monster I had to fight just to be in the same room as Bella. She also knows the difference it is for her. What makes me desire her and more than I ever could for Bella.

I shared with her all of my past. What I had tried to be before completely conforming to Carlisle's ways. She also learned Rose's story. Alice and the others are waiting to share with her.

I've shown her why we are in the cloudiest town in the United States. The sunlight reflects like we were made of shards of mirrors. Sara cracks jokes about it. She has a wonderful sense of humor.

She is almost as in tune with us as I am. She can do everything but actually read minds apparently. I know I haven't seen everything she can accomplish. Her weapon mastery makes her deadly. I don't want to see her angry.

I chose out Sara's promise ring when I was sure she was going to say yes. I didn't want to put the word engagement out there, but the light in her eyes was really close to what I was expecting. Her ring is a gold band with our birthstones side by side. She loves it.

I didn't expect this turn of events. I am happier around her. I'm glad that she's going to wait and live a somewhat normal life. I'm noticing she's holding back on something. A key part of her future.

The waiting game…

I have yet to tell Edward my fate. I shouldn't because of the level of secrecy for it. I will tell him before we graduate. I do plan on marrying Edward one day. The fates or Ash can't take that away from me now.

I'm still refusing to go into what my heritage has cursed me into. I want to be normal. Halli already has the required tattoo and I still refuse to get it. Everyone already knows me in this world I'm supposed to go in. My parents were very well known in their world. I'll have to take Edward into this…

"Sara, be careful." Ash is attempting to threaten me. I snort. I'm driving home from visiting Edward. "Me? Careful? About what? And why?" I throw some serious attitude in there. I've been really stubborn about all this. In the summer I have to undergo MORE training. I'm so not happy. "Sara. Be careful with that boy toy of yours. You know the reasons .Now stop throwing your tantrums." Ash is scolding me I sigh and ignore him. "All this because you are the final fate. Go find yourself a girl or something…" I close my mind off to him. Now I'm thinking of what I'm going to have to lose for Ash to become a squire.

I arrive home ready to go to bed. Bella seems to have almost given up. Everyone has finally gotten used to me and Edward as a couple.

The dance made Edward's job a little more fun. The boys are getting braver with talking to me, approaching me and a few really brave ones try and gift me things. I let Edward deal with them and I watch the show.

I stop daydreaming and go to bed. The last school week starts tomorrow and then let summer begin. Finals are this week and they will be a breeze. Soon senior year starts. I have a lot to look forward to.

Waking up, I felt strange. Monday morning forecast: Flu symptoms… What a way to end the school year. I don't even attempt to eat breakfast. I keep a small trash can near me while Bella gets ready for school.

"Sara? Are you alright?" I hear Edward's sweet voice in my head. I smile. "I caught the flu that's going around. I wish that human males didn't breathe on me." I know he's laughing. "I can arrange that." I laugh a little. Bella looks over at me strangely. She's getting breakfast. "Now that would ruin the fun for you." I start to dry heave. Bella quickly leaves. She gets queasy easy so I understand. "True, true. Would you like company? Alice says Charlie won't care if you call first." I laugh. "Let me do that Mr. Waiting-outside-my-house." I get a hold of my cell phone and call Charlie at the station. Alice was right, as always. Edward walks through the house as I get off the phone.

"How are you feeling?" He has a soft smile. I feel a little delusional.

"Besides the fact that a part of me believes you are a dream, I'm alright. For having the flu…" I probably have a dangerously high fever, hence the reason I'm delusional. I'm going to ride it out anyways.

"I'm not a dream, I promise. I'm really here." He kneels beside me and kisses my forehead gently. He vanishes then quickly returns with pain pills and a glass of water. He pulls a box close to use as a table.

"You need to take something. Have you eaten anything?" he has deep concern for me but there is a light tone in his voice. I shake my head. This man really loves me…

"No not with the likely chance of it coming back." I sit up a little bit, my head spinning. He shakes his head and helps me. I smile at him.

"You are lucky to not get sick." He chuckles.

"This means I can take care of you whenever you are." He hands me a piece of bread. I eat is slowly and then take the meds. After about half an hour, the delusional feeling passes.

"Thanks for ditching school to take care of me." I am grateful he's here. It's actually against my morals to miss school if you aren't severely sick. I won't stop him. No reason to. I would have had great difficulties today if he wasn't here.

"I'd rather be here taking care of you anyways." Edward gently kisses me. I don't completely lose my breath when he kisses me, just most of it. He put me back into bed and waited for me to fall back asleep. He made it easy. He was soothing me to sleep by gently brushing my arm.

I slept a good hour before I was dry heaving again. It's never a pleasant experience and it's even more so when the boyfriend is here. I greatly dislike being sick.

But I got enough sleep and got better. The next day I was back in school. Edward keeps a really close eye on me. I was apparently missed. I was approached with smiles. I stuck to Edward's side and still they didn't go away. I was able to get a break at lunch when we sat with his family. I do agree that Emmett is pretty intimidating unless you know his soft side.

Classes are normal, finals begin tomorrow. Summer is in the air and the boys have gotten so brave I question the parents' intelligence. After class, Edward had to go take care of something. I am meeting him after school.

As I wait, a boy walks up to me and starts talking to me. He didn't care that I had Edward. He was heavily flirting with me. "Edward, where are you?" No anxiety yet, just curiosity linger in my thoughts. "Slowly, painfully walking towards you. I see him. Just wait." I relax and wait patiently. I give little response and attention to the boy.

Just as Edward is close enough for an act of bravery, they boy hits me on my butt.

I slap the boy, being my first reaction. Edward has pounced on the boy. I have never seen him this angry. He was close enough to where his speed wouldn't be noticed. A crowd is starting to gather. There are no teachers coming to save him. I feel Edward's rage and I kneel beside him. I touch Edward gently. I watch the boy start to turn a bright red. There might be a little blood from his head as well.

"Edward, let him go." I speak gently and softly. No one can hear me. Edward doesn't budge.

"Edward, look at me." He does. I touch his face gently. His facial expression softens. I keep eye contact with Edward. He releases the boy. The boy took the opportunity of freedom to run. Edward's eyes watch him leave. Anger is still flowing lively through his veins. I stand up and take his hand. The crowd has vanished with the boy. He stands up beside me. He kisses me gently and tenderly. I smile and we walk to his car. He is starting to relax from the incident. I let him be overly protective of me. It's very tender right now.

It was an interesting experience that the kids talked about for the rest of the week. Edward was on high alert for the first few weeks of summer. Summer is in full swing and I'm almost enjoying every minute of it.