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Chapter 2
BPOV
It's been 90 years since they left. I know live in my own coven, we live in Renton, Washington it's just like forks but it's just below the border of Canada and it doesn't have any memories of him. After I left forks I travelled the world when I was in Canada I was in the forest and that's when I met Selene, Andre, Jeremy, Rachel, Nick, and Krystal. I was practicing my powers when Nick attacked me thinking I was a threat.
Flashback
I was in Canada somewhere. I was sitting on a boulder practicing my powers. Which are I can protrude things in to peoples minds so I can speak through my mind, I have a mental shield and a physical shield that means Aros, Janes, His power don't work on me, and I have amazing self control I find human blood revolting I guess since I hated blood as a human. I just took down my physical shield and that's when something hit me hard, really hard. I pushed it off but I couldn't see any think but I could smell a vampire and hear it but can't see it. Then it hit me again. I pushed it off and it slammed in to a tree and that's when a guy appeared with blonde hair he looked about 6 '2' age 18.
"What are you doing in our territory?" he hissed
"I was practicing m powers I mean no harm I just a nomad"
"A nomad that drinks animal blood?"
"Yes humans come to no appeal to me I actually find their blood quiet revolting" and that was true
"Hmm ok why don't you come back to our house and you can meet my family" why not
"Sure I would love that" we took off running through the forest we arrived at a big house no that would be an under estimate it was huge it had four floors and when we walked up I could hear a guitar and drums being played.
"don't mind those are my sisters and brother we want to start a band but none of us want to be the lead singer do you sing" ha I hate singing but I never tried it as a vampire
"I never actually tried it as a vampire but I wasn't so good as a human"
"You should try you never know we will try after we talk a bit"
"You guys we have a visitor!"He said knowing they could hear him then in seconds there were five other golden eyed vampires in front of us
"Bella this is Selene her mate Andre, Jeremy his mate Rachel, and this is my mate Krystal" he said as he pointed them all out to me Krystal could give Rosalie a run for her money she had long pin straight hair with pink streaks she looked about 5 '9' she looked physically had medium brown hair and had a huge grin on her face and bouncing up and down on the balls of her feet she reminds me of Alice my best friend that left me. I looked over to Andre he put a arm around Selene shoulder to calm her down he had medium length black hair and half of his face was covered by it, by the looks of it he was 6 '1' and he looked about was Jeremy and Rachel, Jeremy had short brown hair he was as big as Emmett or even bigger then him he looked about 5 '9' and age of 22. Rachel had long black hair about 5 '7' and about 21.
"Thank you for letting me come and meet you, you have a beautiful house" they had a huge living room
" oh thank you dear I decorated it my self do you want a tour "she seems to be the motherly figure as Esme was. I'm sure they would be the best friends if they met.
"sure I would love that" as we went through the house I saw that there were two game rooms every one had a room for their mate and self three music rooms and two studios a unused kitchen and a living room and eight guess rooms. We made our way back down stairs and everyone took a seat.
"So Bella what is your story?"Asked Selene should I tell them I don't know if I can hold together
"I will tell you but you might want to get comfy because this is a very long story" I told the everything from the beginning from moving to forks falling in love with him and getting tracked when He left and when I was turned. I even told them about Jacob (I missed him so much) and how he stayed with me and what I have been doing for the past years. I told them a bout my powers Jeremy want to ask questions after he was going to be like Carlisle.
"Wow that's was very long a cant believe he said that to you that he didn't love you any more" remembering it hurt.
"yeah I know"
"would you like to join our family dear we would love to have you here" I would finally have a family again after all these years but is it just because they feel bad for me why not
"sure I would love that" then Selene ran over and hugged me
"yea I get to buy more stuff we are going to go shopping for your room but first you have to get cleaned up go take a shower then we will head out" she shoved me up the stairs yup defiantly like Alice.
End of Flashback
We now have a band we are called the used love I am the lead singer and I play the piano I learned it so I could remember him. Selene plays guitar and sings, Jeremy and Rachel are our managers, Andre plays guitar and sings the male parts, Nick is our drummer, while Krystal plays bass and sings. We are going to Seattle to play a show on the weekend. We are just going to practice.
"Bella what songs should we sing at the concert" asked Nick
"we should sing broken, bittersweet life, everybody's fool, then after the break over you love drunk and here we go again" I was thinking of it all last night
"ok that sounds sweet lets go practice"
After practicing we went on a quick hunt and then ran to our house in Seattle. Once we got there Selene ran up stairs to pick out everybody's out fits with Krystal. Jeremy left to go to the hospital, Rachel went to work on designs. Nick and Andre went to go play call of duty on Xbox. While I went to go to my piano. I sat down and started playing my lullaby that he wrote. I didn't even notice how long I was there till I heard Selene say "Bella hurry up and get ready we have to be there in a hour"
As I went to get ready I could hear Rachel getting mad at the boys for wrestling again. Once I was done I went down stairs and told them lets go. On the way there we all hunted just in case although I didn't need it. Once we got there we all got ready once we were ready the boys started to argue again. When Rachel and Jeremy came in and said
"You guys are on in 5"I felt like something was going to happen tonight we went backstage and when the announcer said
"And here is what you have been waiting for your USED LOVE!!"We ran out to the stage and that's when it hit me I remember that smell no It couldn't be.
EPOV
We are all getting ready for the concert Alice it going crazy to get her best friend back I was just finishing getting dressed when Alice called "Edward hurry up or we are going to be late!"we still had a half hour but every wanted to see Bella so I ran down stairs and o my car Alice and jasper were riding with me and the rest with Carlisle
'Edward calm down'-jasper
I'm getting my best friend back!!-Alice
Once we were there we met up with everybody else we went to our seats Alice was jumping back in her seat Jasper was trying to calm her down
I haven't felt this much happiness since Bella was around oops sorry bro I didn't mean to say that-jasper
Then when the announcer said "and this is all you have been waiting for your USED LOVE!!"
Then I saw my angel she was going up to the mic I tried to read the thoughts of the people with her but I couldn't why could I read their thoughts? Then Bella said
"Hello Seattle how you doin!!" she had the most beautiful voice
"ok so I was going to start off with a different song but I changed my mind I was just reminded of some one so her is goes this song is called over you"(AN: Over you by Daughtry)
BPOV
I looked around the arena that's when I saw the bronze hair Oh My God why are they here I was just forgetting them I opened my mind and connected the bands.
Hey you guys smell that?
Oh my god other vampires-everyone
Yeah its them their here so I want to switch the songs up first over you, thank you, forever and always, everybody's fool, hot, then to end life after you ok?
Ok Bella lets give them your best!!-Nick
EPOV
Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.
Well, I never saw it coming.
God what have I done to my angel?
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.she got over me? I guess I have to fight to have her back I am going to get her back
You took a hammer to these walls, Well, I never saw it coming. Well, I never saw it coming.
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.she says she is better off with out me she is
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
Once the song was over I was so upset she didn't want me back she hated me for what I did to her why did I ever leave I left to protect her but I did more damage by leaving then I felt a wave of calm roll in to me I looked at Jasper and gave a weak smile he just nodded in response.
No problem you needed it-jasper
Man bro what did you say to her she hates you-Emmett
Wow Bella hates Edward I wonder If she will forgive the rest of us-Alice
Bellas so pretty same with the girls on the bass I think she almost as pretty as I am- Rose
I'm sorry son-Carlisle
Edward she is not happy with you its going to take time to get her back-Esme
"ok that was dedicated to my old boy friend who left me now this song is for people who have had their best friend backstab them this song is 'thank you'" Alice's face fell when Bella said that"(thank you –simple plan)
I thought that I could always count on you, But I was stupid So thank you for showing me,
I thought that nothing could come between us two.
We said as long as we would stick together,
We'd be alright,
We'd be ok.
and you broke me down
I'll never be the same again.
That best friends can not be trusted,
And thank you for lying to me,
Your friendship, the good times we had you can have them back
'I have hurt her so bad 'Alice I wonder why it always has to hurt, But I was stupid, So thank you for showing me, When the tables turn again, I'll be the one you miss the most,
For every lesson that you have to learn.
I won't forget what you did to me,
How you showed me things I wish I'd never seen.
And you broke me down,
I'll never be the same again.
That best friends can not be trusted,
And thank you for lying to me,
Your friendship the good times we had you can have them back
You'll remember me my friend,
You'll be wishing I was there for you.
But you'll only find my ghost.
As time goes by,
You'll wonder why,
You're all alone.
I feel so bad for Alice she looks so upset right now she cared for Bella as a sister and she was her best friend
So thank you - for lying to me,
So thank you for showing me,
That best friends can not be trusted,
And thank you for lying to me,
Your friendship, the good times we had you can have them back.
So thank you - for all the times you let me down
So thank you - for lying to me,
So thank you - your friendship you can have it back
There was a lot of cheering and Bella was laughing"ok thank you guys the next is about when my boy friend broke yup with me and broke my heart I'm sure you girls have and that before right?"There were a lot of cheers going on "ok this is Forever and always" that was our thing we would always say forever (forever and always-Taylor swift)
Once upon a time, I believe it was a Tuesday this thing is breaking down, we almost never speak And I stare at the phone and he still hasn't called
When I caught your eye
And we caught onto something, I hold on to the night
You looked me in the eye and told me you loved me
Were you just kidding? 'Cause it seems to me
I don't feel welcome anymore
Baby, what happened? Please tell me
'Cause one second it was perfect
Now you're halfway out the door
And then you feel so low, you can't feel nothin' at all
And you flashback to when he said, forever and always
Oh, oh
I did say that at the prom and almost every night when I was watching her sleep
Was I out of line? Did I say something way too honest
Oh, and it rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
'Cause I was there when you said forever and always
that made you run and hide like a scared little boy?
I looked into your eyes, thought I knew you for a minute
Now I'm not so sure
So here's to everything, coming down to nothing And I stare at the phone and he still hasn't called Oh, and it rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong Oh, back up, baby, back up, did you forget everything?
Here's to silence that cuts me to the core
where is this going? Thought I knew for a minute
But I don't anymore
And then you feel so low, you can't feel nothin' at all
And you flashback to when he said forever and always
Oh, oh
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
'Cause I was there when you said forever and always
You didn't mean it, baby, I don't think so
Oh, oh
Back up, baby, back up, did you forget everything?
Yeah I forgot my angel my everything my heart
Oh, I stare at the phone and he still hasn't called And it rains in your bedroom, and everything is wrong
'Cause it rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
'Cause I was there when you said forever and always
And then you feel so low, you can't feel nothin' at all
And you flashback to when we said forever and always!
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
'Cause I was there when you said forever and always
You didn't mean it, baby, you said forever and always ya
"ok this is our last song before the break and if you have back stage passes go there at break ok this song is called bittersweet life hope you like it"(bitter sweet life/calling a bluff-my favorite highway) she went up to the piano and started to play it was beautiful
Lonely, stubborn and complacent
You have insisted on leaving me here
Writing the same song I started last year
Lovely conjunctions and phrases
Plays on a few words that you never meant
I must have misread all of the signals you never sent
It's a bittersweet life
And it's leaving me A-OK
Bittersweet life
I have loved and lost my heart along the way
She lost her heart like me I will never love any one but her
Maybe I could still hold you
Or you could call if you feel so inclined
Please take your time locating whatever you're trying to find
And maybe it's time to let go
But I'm too scared and I'm so unprepared
How do I forget every moment in time that we shared
It's a bittersweet life
And it's leaving me A-OK
Bittersweet life
I have loved and lost my heart
It's a bittersweet life
And it's leaving me A-OK
Bittersweet life
I have loved and lost my heart along the way
I'm calling your bluff
I have toyed with the idea of burning your stuff
This is so rough
And it's as if deserting me wasn't enough
Well I've had enough
I'm calling your bluff
Does she knows that I lied to protect her did she find the stuff under her floor boards?
It's a bittersweet life
And it's leaving me A-OK
Bittersweet life
I have loved and lost my heart
It's a bittersweet life
And it's leaving me A-OK
Bittersweet life
I have loved and lost my heart along the way
"ok guys well be back in 15 minutes bye" with that we walked off stage
Edward hurry your ass up were going to see Bella-Alice
BOPV
That whole time I was watching the Cullens they all had hurt on their face why they left me because they didn't want me any more. We walked off stage and went to our room
"hey bells were going for a quick hunt before the second round do you want to come?"Andre asked
"No its ok ill be fine here just be back in time"
"Ok don't worry will be back" and with that they jumped out our window. I went to the couch and got me my song book I started to write a song when a know came on the door and I smelt them
"yes" I asked
"Isabella the back stage passes are here do you want them to come in" I wanted to see them I still loved them but I don't think I'm ready but ill just see them then go back
"Yes they can come in" and with that the door opened and the little pixie came in with a huge smile on her face why are they so happy they left me they didn't want me anymore. She ran up to me and jumped in to my arms that was a surprise I stiffened and she noticed she stepped back with a hurt look on her face.
"Bella we missed you so much you have to let us explain-"I cut her off
"No I get why you left you didn't want me any more you didn't love me anymore"
"No that wasn't it" she had a hopeful look on her face
"Yes it is I don't like being lied to and you lying to me now" she had a hurt look on her face
"don't you dare accuse Alice of lying she's not wait why don't we make the person who caused this explain this to you" no I don't want to talk to him then I saw my god he walked threw them and stood in front of me he still looked the same he still had the butter scotch eyes I looked right in to them and that was a mistake. I got lost in them, I quickly looked away I looked at his lips so kissable. Then is hair oh his hair the most beautiful thing in the world.
"Hi Bella" oh my god his voice is so lovely
"Hi you wanted to say something to me?"
"Yea I didn't mean anything I said it was all a lie I wanted to protect no one wanted to leave" what no this can't be happening
"you expect me to let you back in to my life that easily Edward you don't know how much you hurt me" he never knew so I decided ill show him with my power so I turned off my shield and showed me when I was dead I didn't eat sleep or do anything I just sat there staring at the window then I showed him how when ever I thought of them I had to hold my self together. Next I showed him the day in the meadow. After that I looked at his face it was hurt
"Bella I never meant for this to happen I wanted you to move on, get married have kids"
"EDWARD HOW DO YOU EXCPECT ME TO DO THAT?!?" I was getting mad now
"I don't know you were only human you would forget" he whispered
"EDWARD YOU ARE MY ONLY LOVE HOW DO YOU EXCPECT ME TO FORGET YOU?"I dropped to the floor and dry sobbed. I could tell that Alice want to comfort me but she didn't know if I would allow it I just nodded my head. And she ran over and wrapped her arms around me and said coming things to me.
"I was hoping you would fall in love and have children like you couldn't do with me" he said
"Edward I didn't care if I couldn't have kids hell I didn't even want any, as long as I was with you I didn't care look I have to get calmed down and ready for the next part for the concert so you guys have to go, can the girls stay for a second I need to speak to you?" I wanted to tell them something after all the guys left they shut the door.
"What do you want bella?" asked Esme
"I just wanted to say I forgive you guys but I just need time to trust you guys to not leave me again I love you all just what Edward did hurt me so much that it took so long just to trust my family but I do for give you guys" Esme looked if she could cry she would she walked over to me and hugged me
"I missed my daughter so much" she actually considers me her daughter huh
"I missed you to all of you" then they all came over and hugged me they all let go of me and started to walk out the door when Rosalie turned around and said
"hey Bella can I talk to you" I nodded "well I wanted to say im sorry for they way I acted while you were human I guess I was just jealous of you, you were just willing to throw away what you had."
"you were jealous of me but you were so much prettier then me"
"yes that my be the case but you could have children but I couldn't I want to so bad"
"Rosalie-"I was cut of
"call me Rose"
"Rose I forgive you I never was mad at you"
"ok thank you I missed you" she leaned in to hug me I hugged her back
"see you after the show?"she asked
"yeah maybe" she turned to go once she left everyone came threw the window Nick and Andre were arguing who got the biggest whrn the stopped and sniffed the air
"I smell other vampires why were they in here did they hurt you I swear to-"I cut him off
"Im ok we just talked and I said I would forgive him but it would take time and I talked to the girls alone and said I forgive them completely oh and I wrote a song its called here we go again"
"oh that's cool Bells do you want to sing it"
"yeah sure" then Rachel said
"Ok you guys you have to get out there"
"ok thanks Rach" we walked out on the stage
"Hey guys hope you didn't miss us to much but I want to tell you something I can write songs quite fast so I just wrote this song hope you guys like it its called here we go again"(here we go again- Demi Lavato)
I throw all of your stuff away So how did you get here under my skin
Then I clear you out of my head
I tear you out of my heart
And ignore all your messages
I tell everyone that we are through
Cause I'm so much better without you
But it's just another pretty lie
Cause I break down
Every time you come around
(Uh Oh Uh Oh)
Swore that I'd never let you back in
Should've known better
Then trying to let you go
Cause here we go go go again
Hard as I try I know I can't quit
Something about you is so addictive
We're falling together
You think that by now I'd know
Cause here we go go go again
You never know what you want So how did you get here under my skin And again and again and again So how did you get here under my skin Here we go again
And you never say what you mean
But I start to go insane
Every time that you look at me
You only hear half of what I say
And you're always showing up too late
And I know that I should say goodbye
But it's no use
Can't Be With Or Without You
(Uh Oh Uh Oh)
Swore that I'd never let you back in
Should've known better
Then trying to let you go
Cause here we go go go again
Hard as I try I know I can't quit
Something about you is so addictive
We're falling together
You think that by now I'd know
Cause here we go go go again
I threw all of your stuff away
And then I cleared you out of my head
And I tore you out of my heart
(Uh Oh Uh Oh)
(Uh Oh Uh Oh)
Swore that I'd never let you back in
Should have known better
Then trying to let you go
Cause here we go go go again
Hard as I try I know I can't quit
Something about you is so addictive
We're falling together
You think that by now I'd know
Cause here we go go
Here we go again
Should've known better
Then trying to let you go
Cause here we go go go again
Again and again and again and again
Again and again and again and again
Everyone was cheering so I guess they liked it "I'm glade you guys liked that it was for my old boyfriend that I just saw a while ago and I still love him and I want him back but I don't know if I can trust him so that was to him" I looked at Edward in the crowd and he looked happy and sad
"Ok the next song is called hot its for a guy that I'm expressing my feelings for him"(hot- Avril Lavinge)
You're so good to me, baby baby I want to lock you up in my closet I want to drive you into the corner
Where no one's around
I want to put your hand in my pocket
Because you're allowed
And kiss you without a sound
I want to stay this way forever
I'll say it loud
I looked to the Cullens and Esme looked like she was about to cry I looked to rose and Alice and they were laughing Emmett and Jasper were teasing Edward about it so I gave them a warning I opened my mind to the three
'EMMETT AND JASPER LEAVE EDWARD ALONE!!'
The look on there faces were priceless Now you're in and you can't get out You make me so hot, make me wanna drop I can make you feel all better
You're so ridiculous, I can barely stop
I can hardly breathe, you make me wanna scream
You're so fabulous, you're so good to me, baby baby
You're so good to me, baby baby
Just take it in
And I can show you all the places
You've never been
Edward was giving me my favorite crooked smile damnit he's dazzling me again
Now you're in and you can't get out You make me so hot, make me wanna drop Kiss me gently You make me so hot, make me wanna drop You make me so hot, make me wanna drop
And I can make you say everything
That you never said
And I will let you do anything
Again and again
You're so ridiculous, I can barely stop
I can hardly breathe, you make me wanna scream
You're so fabulous, you're so good to me, baby baby
You're so good to me, baby baby
Always I know
Hold me, love me
Don't ever go, yeah
You're so ridiculous, I can barely stop
I can hardly breathe, you make me wanna scream
You're so fabulous, you're so good to me
You're so ridiculous, I can barely stop
I can hardly breathe, you make me wanna scream
You're so fabulous, you're so good to me, baby baby
You're so good to me, baby baby
You're so good
After the song Edward looked like a blind man who just saw light for the first time he had a huge grin on his face "he guys we havetwo more songs so this song is going to be sung by Andre but its written by me its called come back to me" (come back to me-David cook)
You say you gotta go and find yourself You say you're leaving as you look away So I'll let you go, I'll set you free Take your time, I won't go anywhere Oh and I'll let you go, I'll set your free And I hope you find everything that you need I can't get close if you're not there So I'll let you go, I'll set you free So I'll let you go, I'll set you free And I hope you find everything that you need You find you, come back to me
You say that you're becoming someone else
Don't recognize the face in the mirror looking back at you
I know there's really nothing left to say
Just know I'm here whenever you need me I'll wait for you
And when you've seen what you need to see
When you find you, come back to me
Picture you with the wind in your hair
I'll keep your things right where you left them
I'll be here for you
And when you've seen what you need to see
When you find you, come back to me
I'll be right here waiting to see
You find you, come back to me
I can't get inside if there's no soul there
I can't face you, I can't save you
It's something you'll have to do
And when you've seen what you need to see
When you find you, come back to me
Come back to me
And when you've seen what you need to see
When you find you, come back to me
I'll be right here waiting to see
You find you, come back to me
When you find you, come back to me
When you find you, come back to me
I look to Edward he looked like he was about to cry like he understood what the song meant
"ok this is our last song of the night guys its called when you're gone"(when you're gone-Avril Lavinge)
I always needed time on my own When you walk away I count the steps that you take
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side
Do you see how much I need you right now
[Chorus] I've never felt this way before When you walk away I count the steps that you take When you're gone We were made for each other
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do
Do you see how much I need you right now
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you
"thank you guys we will miss you hope you had fun BYE!!"we walked off stage to be met by the Cullens and Rachel and Jeremy.
