Chapter 2

I don't know anything

Lucy's POV

I am currently sitting in my car at Ian's apartment complex. It was Sunday the 23rd and we were going to have a Ustream today. We said we would start the Ustream at noon so I decided to come over at 11:15. Truth be told, I'm nervous to go upstairs and see him, but at the same time I am thrilled to be seeing Ian again. Every since I had started dating my now Ex-boyfriend Chris, I haven't been able to see Ian. I don't know about you, but going from hanging out with Ian all the time down to barely at all is one of the hardest things I have ever done. Chris always had a really jealous and possessive side to him, which would be the side that cut off all communication with Ian. At first I wasn't extremely worried because I knew we would still have our Ezria scenes for the show, but then as secrets started coming out about the character Ezra our fun and sexy scenes were brought to the bare minimum. The only time we have a scene together on the show now consists of our characters' fighting and not talking at all. It feels too much like our actual real life relationship and I hate that. I miss the days when it was him and I where we could talk for hours on end. I miss our scenes together where he holds me close while our tongues battle together. But overall, I just miss Ian. I take a deep breath before grabbing my purse from the front seat and head up to his apartment. Not even a minute after knocking does Ian open the door for me. I can't help but look him up and down. He was wearing plan jeans and a black t-shirt, he looks so sexy.

"Lucy! How are you?" Ian smiles as he greets me then pulls me into a hug after we had walked into his living room. God it feels so good to hug him again.

"I'm really good Ian. It's great to see you again, it's been way too long." I try to resist the urge to snuggle deep into his chest and have to force myself to release from the hug.

"Yeah with you having so many projects all over the country lately we haven't had time to meet up. I've seen some of the things that Chris has been saying. How are you doing?" He asks gently.

I shrug my shoulders and cast my gaze down before looking him in the eye again. "I broke up with him because it wasn't what I wanted. I can't control the way he chooses to react to that fact. Though I wish he wasn't doing it publically, there isn't anything I can do to prevent him."

He frowns. "I'm sorry it didn't work out for you. He shouldn't be taking to twitter about it either."

"I just don't get why he won't just drop it. I broke up with him back the week before the TCA so why is he dragging it out and trying to make me out to be a bitch that cheated?" I feel the tears fill my eyes when I think back to the other day when I logged on twitter and read the hurtful thinks he's been saying.

"Hey, Luc come here." Ian pulls me into his chest and wraps his arms tight around me. "You did nothing wrong Goose. He's just lashing out on twitter because he knows you'll see it and is just trying to get to you. Out of all those things he said, only one was true. And that was you are too good for him. You deserve someone who will treat you right and not act like an immature child who takes to twitter about every little thing." He whispered in my ear then kisses my head.

"Thank you Shiman. I missed you so much." I look up at him tearfully.

"Don't cry he's not worth your tears." He comforts as he whips a stay tear.

I snuggle into his chest as a small smile graces my lips from him rubbing my back. I can't get enough of his arms around me and his scent that is wafting through my nose as I inhale. I've missed this so much over the last several months. In this moment of comfort I finally build up the strength to tell Ian how I feel and pray he feels the same. I honestly don't know what I'll do if he rejects me. But like they say in life, you don't know until you try. I take a deep breath before tilting my head back up to look Ian in the eyes.

"Ian, there is something I need to tell you." My voice was hushed, barely above a whisper.

"You can always tell me anything Goose. What's on your mind?"

"Um- I uh," I stutter a bit before forcing myself to relax. "I've had feelings for you for quite some time now. I think I love you. No, I'm sure I am in love with you Ian." I bite my lip as I nervously await his response.

"Really, you mean it?" He questions. There is this unknown shine in his eye that I can't determine.

I nod my head and smile at him. "Yes, I am 100% sure."

"I love you too Lucy! Over the past 3 years my feelings for you have grown stronger and stronger. I have been in love with you for a long time. I was afraid to bring it up because I was afraid of running our on-screen chemistry if you hadn't felt the same."

"Of course I felt the same way! You've always been the perfect gentleman to me. I was just too afraid to confront my feelings."

Unable to form anymore words I wrap my arms around his to pull in down into a deep kiss. Our tongues go at it like a second nature for us and I feel him walking us backwards. Ian's hands were on my hips as he gently pushes me down on the couch. However we were so focused on each other and the kiss that we missed the couch and fell to the floor right in between the couch and the wooden coffee table. I couldn't help but giggle as we hit the ground together. After I realize the reason I was at his apartment in the first place I break the kiss, causing Ian to pout at me.

"What time is it? Probably isn't the best idea to be making out when we're supposed to be doing a Ustream. Besides, there is always after the Ustream. We've waited three years for this, what's one more hour?" I look up at him, loving the look and feeling of him lying on top of my body.

He drops he head then looks back at me. "You're right. It's probably just shy of noon so we better get it started. The quicker we start the quicker I get to continue doing this." He trails off kissing my neck.

I playfully slap his chest and laugh. "If you keep doing that I'll be flushed the entire Ustream. I don't think we want to lead on that we were just making out on your floor."

"Okay fine, fine you win." Ian sighs and sits us up. I grab his laptop from the coffee table and turn it on to set it up.

"Do you want water or anything?" He asks as he walks into the kitchen.

"Uh yeah that'd be great. Thanks." I smile over at him while typing away on his laptop. I had just finished tweeting saying we were about to start when Ian returned with two glasses of water and sits down beside me on the ground. We sat close so our legs were touching. We had our ankles intertwined that were stretched out under the coffee table.

"Ready. Shiman?" I look over at him before clicking record on the Ustream page.

"I'm ready whenever you are Goose." Ian leans over to kiss me one more time before I click record.

About 5 minutes into the Ustream I feel Ian's hand on my thigh over my jeans. I try not to smile when his hand slowly caresses my leg and act as normal as possible. The Ustream went on for about an hour and fifteen minutes or so. The entire time Ian and I were just laughing away and having the best time together. As soon as we started saying our goodbyes I couldn't wait to close it off and jump Ian right here and now. I click the exit button then turn to Ian the second after. He grabs my waist to turn me to him and kisses me deeply. I moan into his mouth while I move to straddle his lap. I wrap my arms around his neck and press my hips firmly down on his growing member. Ian kicks the coffee table back before grabbing my thighs and moving us up to the couch. He moves us so he is on his back while I am on top straddling him. I smirk at Ian's groan when I start grinding on his lower half. I break the kiss to release a string of giggles as a result of his hands that slipped down to my ass to squeeze if firmly. His right hand slides into my tight skinny jeans pocket while his left has moved up my shirt. With our mouths glued to one another's again I let out a throaty moan from his right hand caressing my ass and pressing my lower half even closer to his. I grind my hips harder at a slow teasing pace to make him frustrated. He ends up giving my tongue dominance to which I inwardly smirk about. God the feeling of our bodies crushed together, our tongues playing with each other, hands roaming, it all felt so exhilarating! Just when my hands start to remove his shirt my phone and Ian's home phone start ringing. I try to ignore them but whoever is calling my cell phone won't stop. Finally, I huff out in annoyance and reach for my phone off the floor. Ian starts sucking on my neck as I answer the phone.

"Now's not really a good time Holly." I try to keep my breath even but with Ian sucking on my neck so pleasurably it is not a simple task.

"Oh I know. Tell Ian if he sucks any harder he'll leave a big hickey on your chest, which I'm sure you won't want for filming tomorrow." Her voice was teasing and I could almost hear the smirk in her tone.

"What are you talking about Holly? Ian and I are in his kitchen making some lunch." I try to play it off but on the inside I am panicking.

"Oh don't even try to lie to me Goose. Mamma Bear always knows what's going on. Besides, it helps on my part when I'm sitting here on my laptop watching you two basically dry hump each other. Seems you didn't turn off the camera."

"Oh my god!" I scream and look over to the laptop that is aimed directly at us. I reach over to slam it shut and sit up on Ian. He looks at me confused and asks what is wrong. "Apparently it didn't turn off so everyone was watching us making out!"

"Honey, that was way more than just making out!" Holly teases.

"That's not even funny Holly." I am freaking out knowing the entire world just saw that.

"Well I'll let you two get back to it. Took you guys long enough! Oh and tell Rookie to make sure he doesn't forget a condom and puts it on right. We don't need any little Lucian babies running around set just yet."

"Goodbye Holly." I quickly hang up and drop my phone.

"So what just happened?" Ian asked confused; he always has been a bit slow at times.

I sigh and look down at him. "The Ustream didn't turn off so now there is a video of us making out and me grinding on you all over the internet where a million people just saw it live. Holly was calling to let me know before we started removing clothes."

"Shit. I know we should be freaking out about this right now but you look beyond sexy when you're frustrated."Ian's hands slip under my shirt to caress my hips, turning me on.

"How about now?" I use my sexy voice and bite my lip as I remove my shirt and toss it to the floor so Ian can now see my hot pink lace push-up bra.

"Holy fuck." Ian groans and I feel him hardening under me. I yank his shirt off and toss it to the floor with mine. God I love staring at his toned chest, he seriously needs more shirtless scenes on the show!

"What do you say we take this into the bedroom?"

Rather than responding verbally, Ian grabs my thighs as I wrap my arms around his neck and he carries me to the bedroom. I giggle when he throws me onto his king sized bed with an incredibility fluffy comforter and pillows. He stands at the foot of the bed to look down at me lying on his bed wearing only dark-wash skinny jeans and a push-up bra. Ian leans forward to remove my jeans then tosses them to the floor.

"You're killing me, Lucy." He moans revering to the matching hot pink lace thong I'm wearing.

"Hmmm I seem to have shed more clothing than you. Drop the pants Harding." I bite my lip in anticipation.

Ian's POV

I can't believe this is finally happening I have been secretly pining for Lucy for as long as I can remember and now she is lying in my bed, wearing only a tiny lingerie set. Even though the entire world saw us earlier I don't give a damn right now because of the luxurious sight I have right now. I remove my jeans and boxers then crawl up the bed to take my place above Lucy. I press her hips firmly against the mattress to grind my erection against her while I kiss all over her neck. I found she has two sweet spots on her neck, one right under her right ear and the other in the crook of her neck on the lower left side. Hearing her moans in my ear were making me even harder and even more turned on, if that is even possible. I love the feeling of her little hands running up and down my back. I move my lips from sucking on her sweet spots down to the valley of her chest. My hands slide around her petite body to unclasp her bra and remove it from her body. I cast my gaze on her full breasts that were exposed only for me. My hands and my mouth go to work on welcoming the newly exposed skin, causing her to let out pleasure filled moan after moan. Once I have given her nipples and breasts enough attention for now I move down her soft, creamy body down to her panty line. I look up at Lucy to silently ask if she wanted me to continue. She nods her head and smiles at me, watching as I pull her thong off of her body with my teeth. I can't help but stare at her soaking wet core. She is this wet just for me, I caused this wonderful sight. I kiss just above her cleanly shaved pussy. Lucy drops her head back on the pillows after one long, broad stroke of my tongue against her slick pussy. My hands rub her thighs while my tongue devours her. Soon enough I slip my right hand up to her juices pussy to thrust three fingers in and out of her entrance. My mouth sucks at her enlarged clit, making her squirm in pleasure under me. Not too long later she is coming, her juices flowing in my mouth and she voices her pleasure.

"My god, you really know what you're doing." She says seductively as she tries to catch her breath.

"I haven't even gotten started baby." I grin mischievously up at her.

I take my time kissing back up her body. I don't leave an inch of her precious skin untouched by my lips. Once we are eye level I kiss her lustfully. Lucy doesn't hold back as she pushes her tongue into my mouth and wraps her legs tightly around me. I break the kiss to grab a condom from my nightstand. Lucy takes it from my hand, rips the packet open then rolls it onto my erect member. The feeling of her hand when she squeezed my cock could have made me come right then and there. Here hand may be small but she had a firm grip on my cock that fells overwhelming. Lucy guides my cock to her entrance, once there I thrust forcefully into her.

"Fuck, you're so big." She moans in pleasure then pulls my lips down to hers.

"You're so tight baby, you feel so good." I say between kisses.

I thrust my hips harder and harder against hers the more she pleads for it. With her arms holding on tight to my neck, I have mine on her hips to hold her firmly to the mattress as I pound into her. My lips move to suck and bite at her neck as Lucy's breath becomes irregular and she starts panting. The angle was just right so I hit her G-spot with every thrust. Our bodies were moving so quickly together as one, blissful feelings were running through our bodies. Every time Lucy came I would hold out to give her as much pleasure and keep this moment for as long as possible. Finally when she was on the verge of coming for the 6th time I couldn't hold back any longer. I go full force and we wind up coming hard together. Lucy claws her nails into my shoulders and proceeds to dig them all the way to my ass, surely leaving bright red marks behind. Unable to hold myself up any longer, I collapse on her petite body. A layer of sweat had collected on both of our bodies from our very passionate love making. We pant in one another's ears as we try to catch our breath. Lucy whimpers in displeasure when I pull out of her to discard the condom. When I return to the bed I crawl right next to Lucy and wrap my arms around her to pull her against my body. Her back was to my chest with our arms intertwined around her torso. Our bodies were pressed tightly against each other; it felt remarkable.

"What do you say I go make us some food so we can have lunch in bed and pick this up again after we eat?" I whisper into her ear.

"That sounds wonderful. Do you want my help making it?" She asks while playing with fingers.

"No, you stay right here and relax."

"I don't think I can relax myself anymore than what you just did for my body." She turns her head to kiss my lips. "I love you so much Ian."

"I love you too Luc, I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with you. That is if you'll have me?"

She smiles her breathtaking smile. "I am never letting you go babe."

"Good, I wouldn't know what to do if I even lost the privilege to have you in my arms." I kiss her once more before grabbing my boxers from the foot of the bed and head out into the kitchen. I hear Lucy's phone ring repeatedly while I'm in the kitchen. I walk over to the living room to pick up her phone and bring it to just in case it's something important. Although I have a good guess that it's about the Ustream.

Lucy's POV

When Ian brought me my phone I saw I had about a million texts and twitter notifications. Basically the entire cast saw the end of it as well as all of the Lucian/Ezria fans. There were so many texts and calls on my phone I don't even know where to start. I was about half way through the messages when Ian returned with our lunch. We snuggled in bed under the covers, still fully naked as we ate our lunch and watched some TV. I told Ian about my phone blowing up with all sorts of messages so he checked his twitter and it was the exact same way. Once we were done I was still in a playful mood and ready to continue our previous fun. Teasingly, I run my hand up and down Ian's upper thigh and tilt my head down to kiss his firm chest. I feel his cock twitch the closer my finger got to him so I move to straddle him.

"What do you say we turn off all forms of communication and continue our special activities?" My hot breath on the side of his neck as I kiss up to his ear and bite down on it, tugging it between my teeth.

"That sounds like the best idea I have ever heard." His voice was so husky and sexy I wanted to ride him until I passed out from exhaustion. Which is exactly what I did. We spent the rest of the day and night making hot passionate love. Ignoring the outside world and what may be to come from everyone now knowing we were together.