Chapter 2.

Soon it's going to be my 17th birthday and I wish I could celebrate it with him. I don't know if I have true feelings for Isaac and things aren't working out between us at the moment, so I've decided that I'm gonna break up with him.

Thursday night (5 days before my birthday)

Isaac was taking me out for dinner tonight but I cancelled last minute and decided since it was too heartbreaking to say, I would write a letter instead.

Dear sweet Isaac,

The reason I cancelled dinner tonight was because I was planning to break up with you.
I know it's not the nicest way to say this but here we go:

I'm afraid to say this but I'm breaking up with you.
I know now that I don't have true feelings for you, and I'm was heartbroken writing this letter. But Gus is the only person I have feelings for and the only person I probably ever will love but now he is gone.

I love you but only as a friend. I fear that you won't ever want to be my friend and that's okay because I will have to cope.

From,

Hazel Grace