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Okay, let me make one thing clear: SETH ISN'T HAPPY IN THE BEGINNING!!! He lost his imprint, and his whole reason for staying sane. So, yes, in the beginning of this story he is not himself. Get over it. Now, by the nineth chapter he is already becoming his old self again, but yes there will be moments (maybe later on) when he is a little un-Seth like. If you don't like the way I write him, STOP READING! I am no Stepahine Meyer. And, even if Seth is happy later, I would never be able to write Seth like she does. Let's face it, no one can write HER characters the exact way they are meant to be. This is FAN fiction, so we can only try our best.

Another topic: Anything you read in this is completely fiction: this is not my life, only my idea. Let me make that clear, I don't have a boyfriend who rapes me (hell I never even have a boyfriend), nor did I win 432,000,00 dollars in the lottery, I do not have seven siblings or do drugs, cut myself, nor am I slightly anorexic. FICTION people. I DO NOT harm myself. If you do, then it's your choice. I will not judge you; my best friend does it to himself. Now, I do not recommend you do it but if you want to; who am I to tell you not to?

This is from Seth's POV, and in this story he is a bit...insane? Yes, inasne. I beileve that if a wolf goes long enough without seeing ther imprint, they will go crazy. A bit of a stretch but hang in there. In this chapter the imprint is very strong, but oh, well! Short chapter, sorry, but it get's better latter on. Thanks to my beta, RyK77.


Playlist for this chapter:

Taking Over Me by Evanescence

Need by Hana Pestle


Evanescent (adjective)– soon passing out of sight, memory, or existence; quickly fading or disappearing.


Chapter Two- Taking Over Me

Seth's POV ***3 years ago (2010)***

I notice a girl walking with her parents. I am just hanging with the pack, walking along the beach and talking to Brady as she and her family pass by. She stands between her mom and dad, and as they pass by I notice their hold on her hands tightening, as if they are afraid of us.

I only mean to look her over and then my eyes land on her face. I freeze where I stand as my world shifts. It's like everything that I see goes out of focus and spins around, except her. She stays frozen in my sight, a smile on her face as she gazes up at her blurry mom. Do I have a family? I don't remember; everything that holds me to earth disappears, even gravity, and is replaced with her.

And then she's gone. I feel someone ram into me from behind and realize it's Jared, who is walking with Kim behind me.

"Hey, what-" He cuts off his sentence as I walk away from them, and toward the girl. I want her. I want her. I pick up my pace, and soon I am right behind her and her parents. I reach my hand out to grab her–BAM!

Sam tackles me into the forest, and away from my life. The family never even notices me there. I growl at him and throw him off of me. I start running back to her when another tackle knocks me off balance. Jacob this time. I snarl at him, and push against his chest.

"Seth! Seth!" I hear people shout, but I can't understand them. I push against every hand that holds me, I curse at every voice I hear, and I begin shaking with rage. They are keeping me from her.

And then suddenly I explode and throw all of them off of me. I race through the forest and make it to the beach before anyone catches me. There she is, hugging another boy. I growl and jump out of the trees, as my wolf, but then a mouth around my back leg catches me and drags me back into the trees.

Seth, calm down. It is Jacob speaking in his alpha voice.

No! You're keeping me from her! I yell at him, even though I am calming down.

From who Seth? I hear Leah ask. I growl at everyone and think of the perfect angel.

From her! I want her back, let me go!

Seth, you can't. She'll be scared. Sam says. I bow my head at the thought of her being scared of me. I want her, but don't want her scared. I want her happy. My pack reads my thoughts.

That's why you need to let her stay with her family. Jared this time. I let out a whine.

We'll find away so you can talk to her.

We never did.

**A week later**

Her name is Adalynn; she is 13, visiting her family. The man she hugged was her older brother, Daniel. She has seven other siblings, all of them twins or triplets. I learned all of this by…listening to her in their house.

I still haven't gotten a chance to say hi to her, and it is killing me not to be able to talk to her. Jacob insists on always having someone else with me when I visit her house to listen, they are afraid I will take her. I had one time gotten close. It was one o'clock and everyone was sleeping in her house. I had climbed up the wall and to her window. I had opened it and was just about to step inside when Paul caught me.

They won't leave me alone since.

**1 month after first seeing Adalynn**

"She's gone," I whisper, dropping to my knees. "She's gone." I sob and collapse completely, falling face first into the dirt. I soon feel Jacob's arms around me as he pulls me up. I sob harder and continue repeating those words.

"Seth, it's okay. It's going to be fine," Jacob says as he drapes one arm over his shoulder and drags me toward the Cullen house.

"She left me."

**2 months from when Seth first saw her**

"Come on Seth," Emmett whines, poking me. I continue ignoring him and look at the ceiling. I can see her there, smiling at me. "Seth, come on. She was just some chick-"

I grab his hand and throw him…hard. His body goes flying and crashes through the glass wall. He lands in the forest, digging pieces of the ground and leaving a huge long dent. I am above him before he can fully regain himself. My foot is on his throat, pressing down hard, leaving him gasping for air he doesn't need. I grab his arm, that was reaching up to grab my foot, and rip it off of him.

He screams out in pain as I throw the arm into the surrounding forest. Suddenly Jasper and Edward are there restraining me.

"How does it feel?!" I yell at Emmett. "Does it hurt? That's nothing!" I shout at him, still being restrained by Jasper and Edward. The rest of the Cullen family flock to Emmett, helping him up and looking between us. "I'd take that over the pain I have right now!" And then I kick out of Jasper's arms and run away.

**3months after first seeing Adalynn***

" 'He's worse than what we thought it would be like. He's not eating, or sleeping, or talking. He's loosing weight and energy; he's becoming as pale as us! He flinches away from everything…he doesn't smile any more. He's becoming more and more violent. He won't and can't go to school, anything will tick him off. He's dying.' "

I push my legs faster as I run farther, and farther away from the voices in my head, ignoring Jacob's recap of what Edward told the other Cullens.

Shit, he's running away.

**6 months after he saw Adalynn**

"Seth," my sister says softly. I barely glance at her and grip the gun tighter. "Seth, please don't do it." She pleads. I look at the gun curiously.

"I've been thinking," I say softly. "Do you think dying is painful? I should have asked one of the Cullens." I let out a short laugh as I run my hands over the gun again. "It hurts Leah," I whine, flashing my eyes up to her for a moment. She pleads with me, looking at me with those Please-Don't-Do-This eyes. "It hurts more than anything I had ever felt. It's like my bones are being stretched out and my organs are exploding and sometimes I can't move-"

"This isn't the way, Seth. What about Mom? What about me?" She asks.

"What about you?" I snap out sarcastically.

I hear her sharp intake of breath at my words. They are rude and mean, but so very true. "I can't see her," wince, "I can't hear her," wince, "I don't have a reason to live." I raise the gun a little and Leah gets up from her seat. "Close your eyes," I tell her. And then I place the gun to my forehead. BAM!

But the sound isn't the gun. It is the sound of Jacob colliding with me. I drop the gun and land on the floor with Jacob above me. He has a look of pure rage on his face as his fist makes contact with my nose. And then he begins punching me, his grunts soon turning into sobs and yells.

"You bastard! How could you! You were going to kill yourself! Leave us all! Leave your mom, leave your sister, leave your friends!" He cries above me as he continues pounding me. I don't mind it, I deserve it.

"Please," I whisper, looking up at him with my bloody face. His face is red from tears and sweat; his breathing comes out in gasps. He freezes when he hears my voice. One of his hands curls around my shirt and his other hovers midway in the air- ready for another punch. "Kill me."

His glare is so strong that seems to pierce through me. He begins to shake and lets out a few small spits.

His knuckles hitting me once more is the last thing I see before the blackness.

**I year after seeing Adalynn (2011)**

"Look at how beautiful you are, Adalynn," I whisper into her ear. She giggles and a pink blush appeares on her cheeks.

"Seth, stop it." She commands. I smile at her and brush a stray piece of hair behind her ear. She giggles and leans into my chest, I wrap my arms around her small frame and pull her closer. She sighs and turns her head to land a kiss on my lips. I kiss her back softly. We pull away slightly and she bites her lip before looking up at me through her lashes.

I smile softly at her before leaning in to kiss her again. She parts her lips and my tongue darts in.

"Seth?" I groan into her mouth–Leah. Adalynn pulls away quickly and jumps out of my arms, biting her lips and looking down guiltily. I sigh and sit up, trying to grab her arm to pull her back in but she slaps it away.

"Seth," she whispers, glancing at my sister in the doorway. I sigh again and turn toward her.

"What do you want Leah? Adalynn and I are trying to relax," I spout angrily. Leah's face looks confused.

"Adalynn?" She asks me. I roll my eyes and gesture to where Adalynn stands.

"Yes, Adalynn. My girlfriend." Leah's face then turns blank and she glances around the room before walking further in. Adalynn watches her warily.

"Seth, no one else is in here," she says. I look at her funny and then smirk.

"Of course there is. Don't be rude, Leah!" I scold her. Leah grabs my chin, and jerks it toward the mirror.

"Look Seth! Look in the mirror! Is she in the room?" She asks me. I want to laugh, but instead I look at the room through the mirror. She isn't there. I look behind me to make sure but Adalynn has disappeared.

"No," I whisper. "No," I said again, louder this time. I stand up quickly, knocking off Leah's hand, and pound my fist on the small dresser. "No, no, no, no!! NO! Adalynn, come back! Adalynn, come back to me!" I screamed.

But she never did.

**Present Time (2013)**

I stood in the spot on the beach where I had first saw her as the memories flashed through my head. Three years later and I was still miserable. Today was a good day though, I wasn't "mentally insane" as Paul had so kindly put it when he found out about what happened two years ago.

"Seth!" I looked up to see Jared running down the beach towards me. "Man you didn't call! I thought you would call me when you wanted to see the movie?" That was a lie. I had to call someone in the pack, or Billy or someone like that every five hours. It was a rule, for me at least, since my suicide attempt.

"I don't want to see the movie," I said to him, walking away. His warm arm shot out and grabbed my arm as I turned.

"You sure?" Translation: You gonna kill yourself?

"I'm sure," I said trying to pull away, but his grip only tightened.

"I mean because yesterday you were so excited to see it and stuff." Translation: Jacob told me not to let you out of my sight. I clenched my fist and let out a breath.

"I'm sure."

"Well come with me anyway. I want to see the movie and no one else will see it with me-"

I turned around quickly and grabbed his throat, throwing him down onto the sand. I growled at him and glared at his shocked expression.

"I'm not in the mood, Jared." And then I jumped off of him and walked away, trying not to cry as I passed the spot where I saw her. I walked home slowly, dreading what awaited me at home.

I thought about running away right at that moment, but they always find me and bring me back. I've tried.

"You didn't call," Leah accused as I arrived. Just what I thought. I passed right by her and down the hall, but she followed.

"I didn't feel like calling," I muttered. She grabbed my arm and spun me around, pinning me against the wall as she did.

"I was worried," she hissed out in a low voice.

"Well, you can see now, I'm fine."

"Don't. Seth. You call someone for a reason," she reminded. I glared at her and pushed her off, she stumbled back and I pushed her against the opposite wall. Our roles reversed.

"How would you feel? Calling someone, every five hours because they think you're going to kill yourself. What I do is no one's concern." I pushed away from her and walked into my room, slamming the door shut as I did. I walked to my bed and collapsed on it.

I fell asleep listening to Leah's cries outside the door.


So? Yes, very insane. =). Next chapter is Adalynn's POV and soon Seth and Adalynn will meet in a very...bad way. Remember...Seth is insane!

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