What shall I do?

Father hates me.

He wants a boy after all.

Who wants a stupid girl like me?

If only my grandparents were alive.

Maybe he would be different as an adult.

That's it.

I shall make them alive again.

Wait.

Is that even possible?

I know it's not but I have to try.

I decided to leave the manor.

Hmm

I won't inform anyone.

It's not like they care about me.

I was about to go out, when someone stopped me.

It was Sebastian.

Sebastian is our butler and has always been.

Word has it that he has been the Phantomhive butler since my father was a child.

I can't believe he is not ageing.

Is it some kind of magic trick?

"May I ask where are you going my lady?

I need to make an excuse fast.

"I just wanted to play"

Hmm

"I will ask the Master for permission"

Oh for goodness sake.

I am wasting time.

When Sebastian was gone I quickly ran out.

I know I am going to get scold later.

Oh well.

I was running as fast as I can.

I have no idea where I am going.

While thinking what to do, I heard laughter.

It was the village children.

That area in London is the poorest of the poor.

I feel sorry for them.

An old beggar man came up to me.

"Would you please give me some change for this poor man?

I noticed the upper classes like me were not paying attention to him, not even looking at him.

My father would do the same.

I think I got some change with me.

I gave the man a few shillings.

"Oh thank you, for a rich person like you I thank you"

I smiled.

"I hope you will find happiness"

I smiled faintly.

I will never find happiness.

Even if something happened to me, father could always make my mother pregnant.

Hopefully he will get his son.

I decided to buy some flowers after that.

I knew where I was heading.

The graves where my grandparents lay

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