A/N- Yes, I live! SO SORRY about the late update, but I get really spacey and… yeah, you get the picture. This is dedicated to PurplePrincess77, who inspired me to update! Also to Social Studies, which is where it was written!

Disclaimer- I don't own HP. How many times must I say this?

Hopeless- Chapter 2

Pain.

Agony.

Depression.

Betrayal.

Loss.

Hopelessness.

Those are the words that describe my life now, my life as a dementor.

Nothing brings me joy, for how can I be joyful when I'm surrounded by suffering? Every day I'm forced to remember how it used to be, so many years ago. Those happy memories only cause my heart to break further, because I know I'm still stuck in this cage that is me, this monotonous life which never changes.

Day after day, year after year, nothing changes. For all I know, it could have already been an eternity since I last saw the sun through my own two eyes, not only from the whispers of dying souls beseeching me for more time, just a little more time.

Yes, I suppose I have given the Kiss. In my former life, the very idea would have repulsed me to my very core, to my very soul. Now, I highly doubt I even have a heart or even a soul. I know so little about the process, I'm unsure as to if I'm even human anymore. This has taken over my life, if it can be called a life when I don't truly live.

A/N- Depressing, huh? It was a bad day. Enough said. Reviews will make it better? Please?