"Stupid Spike! Stop being such a goddamn idiot. You know she's gone, so why don't you get that through your thick head? Oh, yeah, she was your sun (suns are bloody dangerous for vampires, don't you know that?), you'd follow wherever she went, you loved her more than anyone's ever been loved from the beginning of time to the end.
"Oh, but fuck it, you knew, all those things that happened, you wanted them, not her, she just let you want her. But now she doesn't want you anymore, does she? And you can't do anything but decide not to want her.
"You gotta stop following her. You gotta stop moping over her. Set your mind to it, you bleeding fool, and be the man you used to be.
"Oh, farewell, Slayer! Spike's gonna be strong now. He's not gonna miss you, not one bloody bit, and he sure as hell isn't gonna waste his time chasing after someone who doesn't love him. But you're gonna cry when you realize no one loves you anymore.
"You bitch! I hope you cry your eyes out for the rest of your miserable goddamn life. Who's gonna come to you now, huh? Who's gonna tell you how fucking beautiful you are? Who're you gonna love now? Whose are you gonna be? Who are you going to kiss, whose lips are you gonna bite in that way you have, savage and tender and fucking amazing…
"Oh, damn it, Spike, stop thinking about her and be the man you were."