Because been together is enough
Greys Anatomy
Calliope Torres, Arizona Robbins
Chapter two
"Arizona please say something?" Arizona tried to get the words out but they were stuck "I.. don't.. know what to say Callie" Arizona just stared at Callie and Callie gave her a gentle smile before dropping her head "Arizona do you still love me?" Arizona swallowed hard while still trying to look at callie "Calliope Torres I love you more than anything and this is the reason why I have to let you go and be happy with someone that makes you happy. We both deserve to be happy and its time you let me go" Callie shook her head "I can't let you go Arizona I don't know how to"
Callie walked dangerously close to Arizona and pulled her hand. Arizona snatched her hand back "You don't get to do this Callie all of a sudden throw that you love to me and ask me to tell you to stay. Why didn't you months ago before things got serious with Penny? Why didn't you tell me this before things got ugly between us? I am not going to be your rebound because Penny left you and went to New York. I will not run back into your arms and forget everything it took me ages to build myself up when we got a divorce and you decided you wanted to be free. I accepted Penny into our life's for you and Sofia. So please I am telling you to go to New York and at least try with someone you can love if you let me go. We had our chance to be happy and we blew every single one I will not let you back in to hurt me again I don't trust you." Arizona sat down on the porch steps and put her head in her hands and she cried every emotion she was feeling right now angry toward Callie the love she still had for her the betrayal of the courtroom she couldn't hold back the tears they were flowing.
Callie's heart was breaking seeing Arizona in this much pain she did fuck up and didn't think of Arizona in any of this she just jumped straight into it with penny and not thinking of anyone but her wants and her needs. Callie sat next to Arizona and exhaled deeply "Arizona, I am sorry for they way I have treated you in all this and trust me I hate myself for the way I made you feel and how I didn't consider you or Sofia and I'm deeply sorry for the way I was with you in court I wasn't myself. I understand you don't trust me with you or your feeling and I get you love me because I love you. When penny left I felt devastated because I really liked her and I did love her but I hadn't got the stage where I was in love with her. I do what I do best and jump straight into things because I get scared of losing them. Her leaving me at the airport was different from you leaving me to go to Africa because you took my heart with you. The same thing happened I ditched her there and told her to leave and go be the best she could be. I was sad and upset not because Penny had left me to go to New York it was because I had fucked up again and I can't find a way to not. I treated you like you were nothing to me Arizona and I will say I am sorry till my last breathe because I can't forgive myself".
Arizona looked up at Callie she could feel the honesty in everything she had just said and she knew that would have been hard for her. But she was so angry with her why now with all this? Why now was she deciding it would be the right time to be honest when they have had plenty of conversations. Arizona wiped her face and stood up from where she had just been sat. "Like I said before there is no going back for us Callie I refuse to do it and to be honest I don't ever see that changing anytime soon so it's my time, to be honest with you". Callie looked up at Arizona waiting for her to continue. "I think you need to go to New York and try with Penny for the year and then decide from there what you want to do. You have only just broken up with the woman you was falling in love with and it's time you let me go. We need to move on from all the history between us and finally be happy. Sofia deserves two happy mom's and you been here and me been around you is not giving her that so I am telling you Callie. Go to New York and be happy Please". Arizona turned on her heel and walked away leaving a shocked and heartbroken Callie behind she needed to do that she needed for callie to go try something new and not beg her to stay. She didn't trust callie to come back in her life just yet it had taken her ages to repair herself and get back to the old Arizona and she didn't want to be blamed in another argument for keeping her from been happy with penny.
