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Derek's POV
Derek Morgan sat in his office and sighed. It had been two days since he talked to his baby girl.
He would have smacked his head on his desk if he hadn't had so many damn files on it. Derek wanted to kick himself.
Derek thought, "How could I have done this to her?"
Derek hadn't meant for what happened to happen.
Derek was out at the bar. He wanted to forget that Penelope was the love of his life. He just wanted to drink, maybe flirt with some women, and release some tension on the dance floor.
Derek was two drinks in, and was flirting with a red head and a brunette, when his phone rang.
Derek automatically smiled and said, "Excuse me ladies I have to take this."
The two women protested and tried to get the sexy agent to stay, but before they could get a word out he was already outside and answering his phone.
"Hey baby girl."
His smile was immediately wiped off of his face. All Derek could hear was heartbreaking sobs on the other end.
"Princess tell me what is wrong. Is it Lynch? I will kick his sorry ass."
Penelope through sobs replied, "Derek can you just please come over?"
Derek was already in his SUV headed to her apartment before she got her question out."
Derek reached Penelope's apartment. On the way there he had to fight the urge to run every red light to get to her.
Derek slid the key into the lock and let himself in. He heard the shower running, so he sat on the couch.
After twenty minutes he knocked on the bathroom door. All he heard were more sobs.
Derek opened the door and saw Penelope wrapped in a towel sitting in the shower and crying.
"Baby girl stop crying you are scaring me. Please just talk to me."
"Derek he was so mean."
Derek knelt down next to Penelope not caring about getting his shirt wet.
Derek turned the water off. He expected for Penelope to stand up and get out. Penelope didn't move.
He figured he could talk her out.
"Penelope what happened?"
"We had an awful fight. He blamed me for him forgetting about our date. I know for a fact he got caught up with his friends again."
Penelope began to cry again.
Derek pleaded, "Sweetness stop crying. Please just keep talking to me. You remembered you promised to never stop talking to me."
Penelope fought back her tears and said, "He accused me of sleeping with you. I told him you would never, and he just started yelling again. He went on and on about how I didn't love him. Then he started in on my job and my BAU family. He kept telling me that you all didn't really give a damn about me."
Penelope choked back another sob and said, "He said that you guys take advantage of me. Derek I don't believe that for one minute. I love all of you."
Penelope chuckled and said, "Derek there are days I would rather hang out with Strauss then come home to Kevin."
Derek thought, "I am really going to kick his ass."
Derek said out loud, "Then what happened baby?"
"I told him to get out, and leave the key. I told him I would put his stuff out on the stoop."
Derek rubbed soothing circles on Penelope's back and asked, "What did he do?"
"He stormed out and said fine. That if I was willing to be your sloppy seconds, he didn't want me anyway."
Derek really got pissed but that feeling soon subsided when he looked into Penelope's hurt eyes.
Derek cupped Penelope's face and said, "You would never be anything like that to me. I love you."
Penelope sighed and said, "I know you love me."
Another tear rolled down Penelope's face. Derek's heart couldn't take it anymore. He brushed her tear away, and gave her a sweet peck on the lips.
Derek started to say, "Come on P let's get you out of that-"
Penelope wrapped her arms around Derek when he went to pick her up Penelope kissed Derek back.
It only took about a second for Derek to deepen the kiss. When they needed air Derek picked Penelope up. He sat her on the counter.
They locked eyes. Derek pulled Penelope's thighs apart and stood between them. There was so much heat and electricity in the room. The sexual tension could have been cut with a knife.
Penelope wrapped her arms around Derek's neck again and they began to kiss. Derek nibbled at Penelope's lower lip. She parted her lips, and Derek slid his tongue into her mouth.
Derek could honestly say he had never had such a soul rocking kiss. Penelope absentmindedly moaned into Derek's mouth.
Penelope ran her hands up Derek's shirt. She scraped her nails against his chest. Derek growled. He pulled away from their kiss, and yanked his shirt over his head.
Derek saw Penelope's eyes flash with want and desire. That look only made Derek painfully harder.
He went back to attacking Penelope's sweet lips. Penelope slid her hands all over Derek's torso.
Then Derek heard the familiar sound of pants being unbuckled.
Penelope frantically un buckled Derek's pants, and pulled them down. They never broke their kiss.
Derek slid his hand up Penelope's terry cloth clad side, and slowly peeled her towel off.
Derek pushed Penelope back until she was braced against her cold wall mirror.
He braced himself on her hips to enter her. Once Derek slid home, Penelope let out a loud moan.
He stayed still to let Penelope adjust.
Once he was sure she was okay, based on the noises she was making, he grabbed Penelope's hips.
She began rocking with Derek.
Penelope thought, "God I need this."
Derek grounded it out, "Come on princess move with me."
Penelope bit Derek's neck and it sent him over the edge of sanity.
Derek placed his hands on the cold glass around Penelope's head and drove with a fiery passion.
Derek heard Penelope's cries and felt her shake and shudder. Derek went harder and deeper.
Penelope never quite stopped quaking under Derek.
Derek knew he wasn't going to last any longer. He quickly massaged Penelope in her most intimate place. She flew over the edge and took Derek with her.
Derek was still inside of her, and they both were panting.
Derek whispered, "I love-"
Before he could get out what he had been trying to tell Penelope for damn near 7 years, Penelope and Derek heard a nasal, "What the fuck is going on here?"
Penelope pushed Derek away and wrapped her towel around her.
Derek pulled his pants up, and bent down to pick his shirt up.
Kevin wailed, "How could you do this?"
Penelope got off the counter, pointed her finger at Kevin and said, "Don't you dare. You and I are done."
Derek started to say something.
Penelope turned to him and said, "Derek go."
Derek panicked and said, "Baby girl-"
Penelope with fresh tears in her eyes said, "Please just go."
A heartbroken Derek hung his head. He tried once again by saying, "Penelope please."
Penelope half screamed half cried, "This is all too messy. Please just leave."
Derek walked towards the door. He left his key on her kitchen counter, and left.
Derek sat in his driveway for what seemed like hours.
Derek thought, "What have I done? How could I do that to her? She needed a friend not a quick fuck."
Derek sighed. He headed in his house. He grabbed a bottle of Jack. He cracked it open before he even sat down.
A few gulps in and Derek decided that he was going to make Penelope see that he loved her. Not in the kinda I love you, or the sort of maybe. He was a man head over fucking hills in love.
Derek now sat at his desk. He knew what he had to do, and damn it he was going to do it today. With all the conviction and determination in the world, he straightened up his tie and headed towards Penelope's lair.
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