AN: I'm just going to fill you in on some things about Matt, you see he doesn't know things, because Mello dearest has kept him socially isolated from everyone since he came to the Wammy house, he came to the Wammy house at like ……10 so he doesn't know like …. Anything! (~PuBeRtY~)
Dreams!

Matt's perspective this chapter

I woke up at my usual time, 7:00 a.m. exactly half an hour before Mello. So I can get ready for him to wake up. I slowly walked to the kitchen so I could get Mello his morning chocolate, slowly remembering the details of last night's dream.

I was in my room alone and I turned around and Mello was behind me, with that wicked look on his face that meant he was going to hit me. I closed my eyes and he pushed me down on the bed, not as hard as I thought he would, he just kinda flopped me down and I fell. Then he was above me running his hands through my hair and kissing me, and I was kissing him back. He slipped one of his hands through the elastic and into my loose pajama pants. He grabbed me and started to pump, god it felt so good! He pumped harder and faster until I felt like I couldn't go on, and then everything went white with pleasure, all of my senses screaming at once. Then everything was calm and relaxed, I felt like I was flying. Mello kissed me on the lips and whispered my name, "Matt" he said, and I whispered back,"Mello".

When I woke up there was white stuff in my bed. I had been having a lot of these dreams lately, and they were always about Mello. Not that they could be about anyone else, I didn't know anyone else. I was torn out of my thoughts as I fell to the ground. "What the hell?" I muttered, looking to see what I had slipped on. Chocolate? "Whatever" I said aloud, reaching up to the cupboard to get another one, "Mello gets two today."

My thoughts shifted to happier things as I walked back to my and Mello's room. Hopefully Mello would be in a good mood today too, but normally Mello was very crabby in the mornings.

I rushed back to our room so I could give Mello his chocolate as soon as his alarm went off, but when I got into the room he was already awake and looking out the small window in the center between our beds. Crap.

"I'm sorry I took so long!" All my ears were met with was silence. "I got two chocolate bars for you today." …still quiet. "Seriously are you okay?" Mello normally wasn't quiet, and different for Mello was bad. "M-Mello?"
"It's nothing" he said simply. I was getting scared now. "D-do you want y-your chocolate?"
"Not today"
"Are you s-sure?"
"If I say I don't want chocolate" he paused taking a breath, "I DON'T WANT FUCKING CHOCOLATE" he screamed. Then luckily I wasn't caught off guard, when he got like this I tensed up, so when he swung his arm around to try and hit me I ducked/fell out of the way just in time. I was getting good at dodging punches being friends with Mello. I was basking in my victory as I sat sprawled on the ground, but when I looked up at him I could see he was mad that he missed me. Missing me probably made him madder than the chocolate thing.

He quickly got down on my level and pushed me up against the nearest wall. I was sitting and he was kneeling over me with his hands on my chest. This brought back memories of the dream last night; I swallowed, trying to shake the thoughts from my head.

"What's this Matt? You think you're tough just because I missed once?" I hated when he asked me questions when he was angry, I never knew weather to answer or not.

"No Mello… I-I'm sorry"
"Are you really sorry Matt? Reeaaallllyyyy sorry?" he asked again squishing me against the wall, harder and harder.

"Yes Mello" I gasped running out of air, "I'm really sorry"
"That's fine", he whispered into my ear, "But how do I know you've learned your lesson?" I tried to say something but I really couldn't breathe, "You going to answer me?" he asked again.

"Be..cause.." I managed to spit out.
"Because why?" he teased, god I really can't breathe, why is he doing this?

I woke up in the infirmary, I must have passed out, and I guess Mello brought me here. Great, I get an A on the test and then I miss a day of class, so I'm back where I started.

Why was Mello always so mean? Well I guess last night he was really happy I got a good grade, but when he hugged me it was kind of scary, because I'm afraid that he'll change his mind and be really angry. I figure making him stop hugging me made him mad because when he came back from were ever he went after the hug his knuckles were all bloody, I snuck into the medical closet and took come gauze to wrap him up. I hope he didn't go ballistic on some kid, I think its better if he just hits me, because I don't really matter.

Sure me and Mello are kind of friends, but he has so many other friends other than me, and he doesn't really like people, those guys just hang around him. If Mello gets tired of someone he just beats the shit out of them and then they don't hang around him anymore. I'm probably the closest person to Mello, only because when he scares other people off they have somewhere else to go, but I don't, so I just come back to him. Mello's kind of nice too when you look past the mood swings, but sometimes he'll be really nice and it's like I actually exist.

Ja? Good rite? I hope sooooo/
okay down to business, I am gonna switch from Mello to Matt every chapter :) yayz +
I updated really fast this time but next it will be a little longer because I am going to my grandparents house and, she is extremely religious/strict, so I probably won't be using her ancient computer to write yaoi, she won't even let me and my siblings (4 of us) say like, boogers, you have to say "nose dirt" lol I will maybe write the story, but I am not gonna be able to post for at least a week: ( sry~