Sebastian lightly knocked on the study door. After a few moments of silence he knocked again and walked in. Ciel was assleep at his desk. Sebastian walked over to the sleeping boy to wake him but stopped when he noticed the paper under Ciels arms that he had been writing on. Very carefully he moved the paper from under him and read it.
'Sebastian Michaelis,.. Ciel Michaelis...'
"Ciel Michaelis..."
Ciel stretched and sat up, rubbing his eyes. Sebastian looked at him, still holding the paper. Wen Ciel finally relized what paper he was holding, he looked from it back up to Sebastian, scared as to what he might find in the demons eyes,.. But he only saw a genuine suprise. They sat in Silence wondering who whould speak first.
"Ive brought you your lunch, Young Master" He eventually said.
"Th-Thank you, S-s-ebastian.." Ciel stammered.
Throughout the rest of the day they didnt make eye contact.
'Why would the Young Master write my name instead of his?' He wondered. All day that was all he could think about.
'Now he knows... He knows how I feel about him... What am I going to do...'
As Sebastian helped Ciel get ready for bed they didnt speak. Ciels skin tingled and his heart raced.
'I wish he would say something' Ciel thought. 'Anything, just so I could try and find out what hes thinking. I could order him,.. No. Id rather him tell me on his own'
After pulling up the blankets around Ciel's chin, Sebatian started to leave.
"Sebastian..."
Sebastian turned around, and wen their eyes met Ciel was forced to look away, in case Sebastian could tell how he felt.
"What is it, Young Master?" He said quietly, kneeling next to Ciels bed.
"What, does love feel like" Ciel whispered, not looking at him.
"It feels like,..." Sebastion wasnt sure how to finish the question.
"Will you kiss me?"
"Kiss you?"
"Would you... Sebastian.. Michaelis,.. Would you kiss me?"
Ciel looked at him, and silent tears rolled down his cheeks.
He held Ciels chin in one gloved hand, and with the other he wiped his tears, getting closer to Ciel with each heartbeat untill their lips touched.
"It feels like this" Sebastian whispered against Ciels lips, then kissed him, slowly pulling Ciel into his arms and holding him, their lips never parting. After a few perfect moments, Sebastian pulled away.
"Is that what love feel like" Ciel said, looking up at him "Or is that just what your love feels like?"
"Its what mine feels like" Sebastian whispered in his ear, holding him in his arms. Sebastian pulled away so he could look Ciel in the face, but he looked away.
"Sebastian, Im sorry,.. for that paper you fou-"
Sebastian put a finger to Ciels lips.
"You need sleep, My Lord." He said, leaning closer to kiss him again.
"Goodnight Ciel.. Michaelis." Sebastian whispered into the ear of his Love.
