Follow your heart dear Renesmee – chapter 2: Little miss sunshine.

Jacobs POV:

I was jogging up the stairs to the Cullen's house. I hadn't seen Nessie since yesterday morning and every minute I missed her more. She was just like the little sister I never had, someone to protect from danger, someone to tuck in at night, some one to teach about everything I experienced so that she would not grow up and make the same mistakes I once did. I knew that I made some bad decisions in the past which I had to regret later in life..Bad, but maybe if I hadn't done so many mistakes..I would never have met her. The little child with the big brown eyes, smooth curly bronze hair that always shimmered in the sun and with the cutest dimples on each side of her cheek I had ever seen. She was like a little sun, always happy, always having fun, like me. Of course I knew that everyone gave her what ever she wanted, when ever she needed it…or maybe that was just me? Anyway, she was one happy baby.

I opened the door to their house, they all knew I was coming so didn't have to knock.

"Jacob! Jacob! My Jacob!" Nessie came running down the stairs in human speed with open arms and a big smile across her face. I knew what she wanted me to do.

"Hey there big girl!" I said as I cached her in my arms and spun her around. She laughed loud. I stopped my spinning and turned her to face me, still in my grip.

A smile spread across my own face when I saw her big smile. I looked into her eyes. She touched my face with her small hands before throwing her little arms around my neck, still smiling. She was warm and soft.

"Missed me much?" I knew she had, I just wanted her to say it. Happy Nessie = Happy Jake.

"You know I did, you just want me to say it out loud. But I am not going to, because I think your heads big enough." She laughed again and I felt her warm breath on the back of my neck. That kid was smart for only being 7 months old.

The rest of the Cullen family stared laughing at her little joke. I looked over at them and grinned. I knew it must have been Emmett that told her about the "big head" thing, either him or her dad. Edward hadn't been so happy with the though of me imprinting on Nessie. She was his little angel, and when ever I wasn't around he was the one looking after her like a hawk. Bella wasn't better her either…Just like Edward, she didn't want to loose Nessie, that's why we made a deal, I wasn't aloud to tell Nessie about the whole imprinting thing unless she wants me to tell her, or until she is fully matured. Which is about 6 and a half years from now..Ugh..And by then she was going to look about 17 or 18.

Blondie still didn't like the fact that I hung out with Nessie so much, but who cares what she thinks? But I knew that her family had stared to accept me being there for her, because they knew I made her happy..Of course I made her happy? We were meant with each other. Right know I only saw Nessie as my cute little sister, in a few years I would be seeing her as my friend..My best friend, but in a way she already was my best friend. When she was heading through her teenage years I was knew that I was going to see her as something else..Something more beautiful then I would ever imagine. Until then I would protect her from everything that could be dangerous around her growth. I would never forgive my self if something happened to her.

"What do you want to do today?" I asked her. I would do anything, just be with her was good enough for me. Therefore I let her decide.

"Hmm..I think I want to..Hmm.." She looked like one of those expensive porcelain dolls with her pale skin when she put her "thinking face" on..cute.

Everyone in the house was quite, looking at Nessie, waiting for her answer.

I cracked up. "You don't know? I thought you knew everything?" She was stubborn, just like Bella was in her human years..And still is today.

Nessie shook her head. "I was coloring, before you got here. Maybe you can help me with the wolf?" She said with her flawless high soprano voice, she gave me an evil smile.

Coloring?..Hm..Ok then. "Yeah sure, but that wolf is never going to be as handsome as me, even with my mad coloring skills" I gave her an evil smile back.

Nessie looked at me a confused face, and then she smiled. "I know that, silly."

She gave me a small peck on the cheek before she jumped down from my arms. Then I saw her little dress. She always wore small little princess dresses, they always made her look so innocent; I guess the men in her family appreciated that. It was a short sleeved long pink dress with a big bow in the front. She (Or Alice) matched it up with a fuchsia pink pair of ballerina shoes. Her shoes didn't even cover up half of my hand from what it looks like up here, she was so small and I was so big that she had to stretch her neck up until she almost fell backwards. I wasn't the only one that noticed and I also wasn't the only one who had started laughing when she looked at me with her big brown eyes and amazed face.

"Wow Jacob, you're a giant!" She had told me that several times, and I had always answered the same thing.

"I'm not too big, you are just so small!" I answered her again with a mocking grin on my face.

She smiled up at me, took my hand in hers and led me to her bedroom. I knew the way to her bedroom with my eyes closed, but I also knew the reason why she always insisted on leading the way…She had a good opportunity to hold my hand. That made me smile. It was nothing "lovely" about it…Well it was, but only in an "I love my big brother/best friend" kind of way. But it made me happy to know how easy going she was around me. How much I actually meant to her at this young age. It made me more confident about the future Renesmee and Jacob.

We colored and talked about kids stuff for about 2 hours before she jumped on her feet asking me if she could get a piggyback ride through the forest in my wolf form.

"I could use a little run, sure thing Nessie." Her smile grew. We went out in the forest (not too far, Edwards orders) before I ran behind a tree and came back in my wolf form. I had left my jean shorts and black t shirt over there too so I didn't have to walk around her naked later. She hopped on my back and dug her fingers in my fur before I took off in high speed (that's how she liked it.) She kept on laughing the whole time she was on my back. About and 1 and half hour later we went back inside. Bella came up to me smiling as she saw Nessie sleeping in my arms. It was funny how she still was smiling in her sleep.

"She is already very attached to you Jacob" Edward said, smiling a little while watching Bella place Nessie in her arms, resting her head on her mothers chest as she walked over and sat down on the sofa with the rest of their family gathered in their living room watching TV and reading. I knew it bothered Edward that she liked me so much.

I gave Edward a grin. "Come on, what is not to love?"

Edward shook his head still smiling. We both walked to the living room and sat down, him on the sofa next to his wife and daughter while he was stroking Nessies hair and kissed cheek, and me on the floor in front of the sofa. I was used to sit on the floor mainly because I slept on the ground in wolf form; it wasn't hard for me at all. I turned around to watch Nessie dug her face in Bella's hair. I would still be here when she wake up.