Hey everyone I know these updates are coming pretty fast but it's only because I'm on vacation and I have a ton of time to do this but they might be coming a bit slower since I'm going to start my college essay soon so please forgive and don't kill me.
Warning: Rated M for future items in store (sex, cursing, other things). YAOI IS IN HERE, so don't like don't read simple.
Disclaimer: I don't own Naruto, the characters or the creator (though I wish I did he's so sexy *drool*). Anyways, on with the story! Yosh!
It had been a couple of weeks since he talked to Neji and Gaara was a bit down but he had found a silver lining. "If Nejis boyfriend has been with him he'll probably dump him and I can go and quickly help Neji recover and increase my chances of becoming his boyfriend. Go me!"
So for the next couple of months he looked on Neji's MyFace and despite the date that said Nejis and his boyfriend's anniversary which was 15 days AFTER Gaara found out his crush he still went on weekly just to see if it went bad. Little did Gaara know that his little crush was becoming an obsession. He continued doing his usual volunteering around the school and he signed up for the volleyball game against the staff.
He was resting his body after his game and he sat down next to his friend Konan and Eve. Konan then said to him, "So, I heard you are currently in love with a certain Mudkip".
Gaara understood the code and replied, "Yes I am. Why? You know I'm a Piplup."
Konan simply stated, "Mudkips and Piplups don't go together. I'm sorry Gaara its just not meant to be between the two of you."
Gaara didn't react to the statement at first but after when the students won against the staff and he was walking to the bus stop he let the cold air cool the hot tears streaming down his face as he walked through the park to the bus stop. Gaara was so angry for a couple of reasons 1.) Konan told him that Neji didn't like him and 2.) Neji didn't have the guts to tell him that himself. Gaara was more upset at the messenger than the sender at the moment so he took out his phone and text-yelled at Konan for telling him that.
After he got into his room, Gaara shut himself in and cried until he cried no more. Once he was done crying he became pissed at Neji because 1.) He told people that Gaara was gay and he didn't want them to and 2.) Not having the guts to go to the game and tell him himself. The second one hurt Gaara more because to him that meant that Neji was truly afraid of him. Gaara was tired of being feared by the school, all he wanted this year was to be loved like his friends Hinata and Shikamaru. He saw how happy they were with each other and he also saw Itachi and his girlfriend and how happy they were together.
Gaara wanted the same thing but at his current state he just wanted to be alone to try and heal. This only drove Gaara further to wanting to kill Neji and he was ready to. Nejis friend who also became Gaaras MyFace friend prevented him. Sasuke told Gaara over the phone that it would be no use killing him because then it would ruin Gaaras life for good. If it was one thing Gaara always feared it was messing up so badly that there would be no way to fix it. The next day Gaara texted Sasuke saying, "Thank you for saving me from killing Neji." Sasuke replied back with, "No problem."
Soon after Gaara was back crushing on Neji from a much safer distance and he continued to talk to Sasuke. You can be safe to say that Gaara was happy again though not satisfied. Gaara began to warm up a bit to Sasuke as they continued texting throughout the next couple of weeks…
I'm sorry for leaving this chapter so short but I want to show how Gaara went to try and fill the void in the heart after each break. Since it is based on my life I wanted to do it by progression and I think its coming along fine. Tell me otherwise readers.
Gaara: -.-*
Me: what?
G: why am I even in this fic in the first place?
Me: cuz we had similar lives -.-*
G: but why me? Why not Naruto?
Me: cuzhes all bubbly and I'm more emo that's why!
G: *sand starts to swirl around him threateningly*
Me: O-O; *runs*
G: COME BACK HERE YOU BASTARD! SABAKU KYUU!
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