Its been a week and he hasn't come over. I've tried everything even going to his house. He always has an excuse, I mean yea it's a little awkward for me but how could Peeta run out of things to say? It was barely a kiss, but that kiss was amazing. Making me long for more.

There were so many questions running through my head. Yet only one stuck, do I love Peeta Mellark?

I was sure of it and I couldn't take it anymore before I could stop myself I was at his door.

What am I doing?! I thought to myself starting to walk off his front porch when the door opened, and to be honest.. I completely lost it.

"Do you hate me now or something? I mean if I had know this would happen then why would I even kiss you?! I cant take it back and I would if I could just have you back. I cant loose you Peeta! Do you hear me I can't! I have lost every single person in my life that really means something to me except you! And now your leaving me too!" I couldn't decide if I was angry, or sad I just knew I had tears on my face and my heart felt like it was about to explode.

He looked at me in a face if sadness and confusion. "Katniss just don't, please." And he walked into the house slamming the door.

I didn't know what to do, it was pouring rain and I was more confused than ever.

Finally I decided to just run trough the rain. After attempting to run I just decided to walk. I though about everything that was going on when the fact struck me.

Peeta Mellark didn't love me anymore, and he probably never will again.

That was all it took and suddenly my body just fell to the ground, in the rain, I was sobbing. As many times as I took for me to tell myself to be strong and get up I just couldn't, because he was gone. The boy with the bread was gone.

. . . . .

Eventually I found a way to get up and go inside. I took a shower and sat on the couch watching the fire. There was a severe thunderstorm outside and it was raining cats and dogs.

The electricity had gone out and I barely had light. I don't know how I heard it through all the thunder but I heard a knock at the door.

Honestly I didn't really feel like getting up. There was no point. Obviously this person was convinced they were going to see me and kept knocking so I had to get up.

Enraged I swing the door open to see a dripping wet Peeta. "Peeta.." I say.

"Wait, did you really mean all that stuff you said earlier?" he says shivering. "Yes, yes I did" I say trying not to cry. What had I turned into? One of those girls whos lifes were over till they found a new boyfriend?

No Peeta was never that. He was my boy with the bread, with the dandelion in the spring, the boy who lost everything good about me in his mind and still loved me.

"Katniss do you love me?" He says. I was shocked.

So many thing were going through my head! What if he didn't love me back? I wouldn't be able to deal with that!

"Peeta I.. I-" im sure he could see the confusion in my face.

"Katniss just nevermind, bye.." He looked like he could cry as he ran away into the rain.

That night was the first night sense Prim had died that I cried myself to sleep.

Thanks for reading guys! Hope you like my story so far! Its only my second fanfic so please don't hate;) I know the last two chapters have been short, but I promise the next one will be longer! Please don't forget to R&R! Thanks!