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Chapter Two. Results of the Test
It was positive. The test was positive. And for some reason Blair was torn. The logical thing would be for her to be devastated. But for some reason she just wasn't. The thought of getting to have a baby seemed so.. exciting.
But after staring at the test and then her stomach reality set in. 'If I keep the baby then how would I go to school? I would be huge! Everyone would laugh at me and call me a whore. Oh my god! The dad. Who is the dad?! I slept with Nate and Chuck in the same week! I am a whore! I'm a fat ugly pregnant whore!'
Tears sprang into Blairs eyes. The next thing she knew her finger was down her throat and she was puking again. Tears were now pouring and her throat was burning. 'No I can't be doing this, I can't'
Blair knew she needed to call someone and her first instinct was Serena. But she felt so ashamed. How could she tell Serena that she was doing it. It made it even harder because Serena was so perfect. Everyone thought she was. Blair was always second best next to Serena. Serena was prettier, and skinnier, and more carefree, and funner. Blairs own mother liked Serena better. Teachers liked Serena better. Girls at school liked Serena better. Guys liked Serena better. Total strangers liked Serena better.
And Nate... Nate liked Serena better. Blair knew it. She could tell by the way he looked at her. And yet she still stayed with Nate. 'Why did I stay with Nate, why am i trying to get him back? He loves Serena and Serena loves him'.
Only one person ever looked at Blair first and then Serena. And that was Chuck. Chuck had always put Blair before Serena. 'No, it doesnt matter. Chuck is a jerk and he ruined my ball on purpose. But he still liked you first. He still does'
There was that annoying voice again. Why did it like Chuck so much?!
But just then the handsome person that Blairs voice seemed to like walked in.
'Oh my god what do i do? Now he knows. Oh no Oh no Oh no! He's going to think Im weak and pathetic. Or worse he won't even care at all.'
Chuck looked shocked at first but then he quickly bent down and embraced Blair. And she just cryed into his shirt, without any thoughts going through her mind at all.
Chucks POV
'When I walked in and saw Blair sitting there on the floor crying, with puke in the toilet it finally all made sense. How everytime someone dissapointed her she went to the bathroom. Or if she ate a lot. I looked at her, so tiny and fragile and i realized that i loved her. Yes me, Chuck Bass, loved somebody.'
Chuck hugged Blair and they sat there. Just Blair crying into his shirt and Chuck just holding her. It was peaceful and after a while Blair drifted off to sleep. Chuck lifted her up and set her on the bed. He gently kissed her forehead.
"Goodnight B"
