Dear prince,

If there's one thing in the world I could change, is the years we wasted without seeing each other. If we could all turn back the time, would we be different from before? Maybe a little less lonely, a little more happy, and a little more wiser. But you had to leave me, I was hurt. You broke my heart.

But why do I still need you?

She could think of a million ways to write the letter, ending with an insult or a 'fuck you I'm better without you' message. But she couldn't, because it was her first love, her first kiss, the first guy she ever loved genuinely.

I still need to see your hazel eyes, filled with little green specks which I always, always loved. The feel of your scruffy beard, and I loved tracing the sculpture of your lips while you sleep next to me. I loved the little interruptions, you kissed me in the middle of a conversation. I loved the way you held my hand, giving it a tug and kissing the back of my hand. I love the way you smirk before leaning in for a kiss. You still make my heart sing, I still want you back. I wish that break up was a nightmare and not reality.

But it was.

You're still my prince, at least in my mind. I still wish for a love story with you.

Will you give me that if I gave you a chance?

I love you.

Love,

your princess.