AN: in case you didnt know there was more added to chapter 1.


School started as normal with a brief assembly before first period but Sam didn't turn up to assembly. I got bit worried so on the was to first period i rang his phone, then out of nowhere I heard it ring from behind me. I turned to find Sam standing their smiling at me.
"Hi Cas! Sorry i missed assembly, anything important happen?"
"No nothing happened, just the usual blah." I reply, wondering if now's the right time to tell him. I think it is, I just need to get it over with. "Sam we need to talk..." I mutter as we walk to our lockers.
"Sure Cas, what's up?" He replies eager to know what I'm hiding.
"Don't get mad..." I say as he waits for me to continue. "But I'm gay and ..." That's where he cut me off,
"Cas, I've known that since I met you. I knew you would tell me, and I didn't rush you." He smiled while I thought "That obvious huh?" Instead i replied with,
"Oh, okay, well here's the rest...I think I like Dean..." I left it at that waiting for Sam's reaction. I finished getting my stuff and turned to look at Sam and he had his "I know something you don't" smile on. "What are you thinking Sam Winchester?" I ask nervously.
"Oh it's nothing Castiel Novak. I just need to talk to Dean." The shock must have shown on my face because Sam just laughed, "Come on Cas, you really thought I would judge and then run and tell Dean? I just need to confirm something Dean said last night." I let out air that I didn't realise i was holding in when he said that. We started walking to first class when i said,
"You can't tell anyone! I'm trusting you Sam, not even my parents know!" Sam nodded like he expected this.
"I promise Cas!" He said, pulling out his phone and texting someone I'm pretty sure it was Dean. I spent first period wondering what Sam was confirming with his brother.

The day past by as normal and once again just before last class Sam asked if I wanted a lift. I was glad because i hate taking the bus. Then he asked if i wanted to come to his house first, claiming he needed to talk to me. I agreed not even bothering to ask my 'rents because they are away on business. Last class consisted of a mixture of thoughts, most of them focused on either Dean or how cool it would be to just think of a place and then appear there within seconds, but that last thought always ended in explicit thoughts of me appearing in Dean's room, I've got it bad! Class finished and I met Sam and Dean at the office, they were having a conversation that stopped when Dean saw me arrive.

The drive to Sam's house was filled with awkward silences. I knew Sam 's dad was at work as he usually didn't finish tell 5 pm and Sam's mum died when he was still quite young. Sam's house always surprises me, it's so large and beautiful that you don't expect it. Sam and I head up to his room and I say,
"So what did you want to talk to me about?"
"It's about what you said this morning..." Sam muttered in a low voice, I could feel my cheeks heat up as I blushed, "Don't worry Cas he can't hear us." I paused,
"What...How come?"
"He's got headphones in and Dad sound proofed my room when he got sick of listening to my music." Sam replied, like he had achieved greatness. I smiled,
"Well planned, but how do you know he has headphones in?"
"Stand outside my door for a minute the come back and I'll tell you." Sam said still smiling. I did as he said, as soon as I opened the door I could hear "Carry on my Wayward Son" By Kansas, being blasted from downstairs. I came back in when Sam added, "It's because he's mad."
"Why is he mad?" I ask worrying because Sam might have told Dean.
"Gees don't look so worried. His boyfriend just broke up with him." I starred with a shocked expression, after a few minutes I say,
"Boyfriend, as in he's like me?" Sam just nodded,
"But that's not the best part, Zach broke up with him because all he could talk about was meeting you Cas." He replied smiling like an axe murderer while I just felt like shit because I ruined Dean's relationship. I stood and said,
"I think I need to talk to him." Sam winked,
"I knew you would say that. Go on he's waiting for you." I nervously left Sam's room and headed downstairs, Dean was still listening to music but it was a new song. He couldn't hear me appear behind him, so i tapped him on the shoulder. He removed a headphone before turning around when i said,
"Hello Dean."
"Oh...Hi Cas, I'm guessing Sam told you..." He paused clearly waiting for me to reply but i couldn't focus, we were almost toe-to-toe and his eyes are so beautiful. He coughed and stepped back.
"Oh...yeah...he did...did he say anything about me to you?" I ask, shyly looking at my feet. He lifted my chin and said,
"Does it matter if he did?" I swallow,
"I...ummm...I guess not..." I mutter, starring into his eyes trying to figure out his next move, but no amount of starring could have prepared me for what came next. One minute we were starring at each other and the next he had me pinned to a wall with a hand on my waist and the other on my cheek, his entire body pressed against mine as he kissed me. It was such an overpowering experience that when his tongue ran across my lips I made no objection and parted my lips slightly. He pulled back allowing us both a minute to breathe, we were both breathing heavily when he said,
"I've wanted to do that since I first laid eyes on you." I melted,
"Believe me, I've wanted it as well, but what does this mean?" I ask, placing my arms around his neck.
"That depends...it could mean nothing, I drive you home and we act like it never happened or it can be the beginning of our relationship." I thought long and hard before saying,
"Can i talk to Sam?" Dean nodded and slipped out of the embrace. I rushed upstairs and into Sam's room. Sam smiled and looked up from his Homework, "It went well then?" I blushed and smiled, "Yes really well!" I say as Sam pats the empty part of his bed, "Are you sure you want to know?"
"Dude, you're my friend of course I want to know." Sam said as I sat down. A gush of words flew out of my mouth,
"OMG SAM IT WAS AMAZING! I'VE NEVER FELT SO GOOD IN MY ENTIRE LIFE!" I take a breath before adding, "He said it could be the start of our relationship or we could pretend it never happened."
"What did you say?" Sam asked me.
"Nothing, I haven't even told my parent's I'm gay Sam..." I say, my mood shifting from excited to uncertaintity.
"Well now's the chance Cas he clearly likes you or you would've come up here sooner!" He said, winking at me again as I blushed,
"You're right! I'm going to tell him now!" Sam nodded, as I stood up. Once I was downstairs, I heard his music and I snuck up behind him and put my hands around his waist,
"I'm guessing its the latter then Cas?" Dean said as he turned around to face me, while I nodded in reply. He kissed my forehead and hugged me back, the whispered in my ear, "Thank god, I thought you were going to say no for a minute." I looked up at him and said,
"How could I say no to someone who makes me feel this amazing?" To my surprise he winked then said,
"We should get you home, it's getting late." I looked at the clock and realised their dad would be home soon and my mum would ring.
"Okay then." I sighed, as he smiled and stepped back grabbing my hand as we went to get my stuff. Lucky for us Sam said he had a lot to do and someone needed to be here when their dad got home, so it was just Dean and I on the ride home.

We arrived at my house and Dean walked me to the door, said goodbye and gave me a kiss before heading to his car. I got inside and almost fainted because I was gluing out with Dean! The rest of my evening was pretty boring but Sam ran and asked if I needed a lift in the morning and told me that he had given Dean my number. I feel asleep playing back the kiss in my mind.